I'm sooooooo sorry *gets Gibbs slapped* I'm mean, it won't happen again. I most likely will not write another fic like this (unless you guys want me to) because i'm literally in tears writing this. This is alot darker than my other fics, but the song gave me very sad inspiration. This is a songfic to the song "Now Comes the Night" by Rob Thomas.
Disclaimer: I OWN NOTHING! (though I wish I did hehe)
He would remember this day forever, but he hoped it was all a dream. Ziva David, his partner and the woman he loved, lay dead in his arms. He was clinging on to her for dear life. The world around him now was all a blur. He couldn't even hear the ambulance sirens, let alone feel Gibbs trying to pry him off of her lifeless body. He just wouldn't move.
Anthony DiNozzo was never a man to fall in love, but he did. His world was like this, but not quite as bad when he thought Ziva had died at the hands of Saleem. That wasn't as bad as this, yeah he still hurt really bad, because she didn't supposably die in his arms like she did now. Now he had to feel the life drain out of her.
He didn't know if she loved him back, because he never told her how he really felt, but right now that didn't matter. He had this over-whelming feeling of regret. Regret that he didn't tell her before it was too late.
"Tony," Gibbs said, "come on. We need to get you home." Gibbs was an emotional wreck also, but he wouldn't let them see it.
Before Gibbs could say anything next, Tony grabbed Gibbs and put his head on Gibbs chest and began crying hysterically. All Gibbs could do was rub his grief stricken agent's back and whisper comforting worlds in his ear.
"She's gone Gibbs! Why? Why her? Why not me?" Tony yelled in Gibbs chest. After a while, he heard Tony's sobbs quiet down into snores. Gibbs ask McGee to help him into the car.
When they tried to pick him up, a light jerk stopped them, They both looked down to see Tony still holding, very tightly, Ziva's hand.
Hope you like it so far. It is now 4:41 AM and I'm fixing to write the next, and last chaper. PLEASE Review! I need to know what you think!