Disclamier- i dont own Harry potter never will

"Harry time to eat." Yelled a voice from the kitchen

Harry didn't move or even look up from the blank piece of parchment in front of him. He was 18 years old. The war had been going on for so long. He, Ron, and Hermione had destroyed all 3 remaining horcruxes but they had suffered several loses on the way to destroying those horcruxes. Neville had died saving them from a trap of voldermorts, Hermione's parents were dead, and Charlie was killed, and so many more were killed or injured. Every time harry went down to eat with the others he could feel the blame radiant off them. They had blamed him. He was the chosen one, HE was SOPPOSED to be able to destroy voldermort end all this suffering but he wasn't able to. The ministry had fallen voldermort had taken control. His love or weapon as dumboldore talked about was doing nothing to help him in this war. Every time he went out to meet voldermort friends of his would die. He couldn't this any longer, he couldn't live with the fact that all the lives were lost in the fights were his fault. He started to write.

To all,

Most of you that are reading this letter will think that I am running away from my duty. I am not going to try and convince you otherwise. I am leaving, I will come back. None of you understand the pressure of a whole world depending on you, each death is directly or indirectly my fault. I have to get away and think. Under my bed you will find necklaces that right now are shining green. These will tell you when I am ok or hurt and same for me. If your necklace is green I am ok, if mine shines green you are ok. If it shines red I am hurt, if mine shows red you are hurt. I have enough for all the Weasleys, Hermione, Hagrid, Lupin, and Tonks. NEVER take these off, if they are off they will not work.

I hope you will forgive me in the future

-Harry

"Harry the Dinners getting cold" yelled the voice again. Now that he was done with his letter he realized that it was Mrs. Weasley.

"Fred go see where Harry is." Harry heard Mrs. Weasley say from the kitchen. He then heard foot steps walking up the stairs. With one glance back at the room and the letter Harry dissaperated.

2 years later

Harry woke up like he did very day at 5:00 in the morning. After getting up and getting dressed he turned around and like every day the most beautiful women was still sleeping there. Shortly after leaving number 12 grimald place harry had found an elite martial arts and magic group named Anbu. He became a member. The room he lived in was for all Anbu members. After making sure the women in his bed was ok he walked off to the training center. The training center was big and as it always was in the morning, empty. Harry stepped into the middle of the arena

"I Harry Potter Anbu member request, 5 Black golems and 4 Red golems" said Harry to the room.

"Request granted." said a computerized voice. In a matter of moments 5 black golems and 4 red golems appeared. They were called golems but a better word for them would be humanized robots. They acted and looked just like humans except were made out of metal and had a computer for a brain. Black golems were the best melee golems, red golems were the best magic golems that Anbu could made. No one but harry could take them on. Let alone 8 of them.

After the golems appeared Harry went over to his bag he had brought with him and took out armor for his chest and back. This armor was the lightest and had least protection that Anbu made but the back of the armor had 2 slots where swords could be placed. Harry then grabbed 2 short swords and put them in the slots in the armor. He took his 2 wands and put them on the table, For this part of his training he would not use his wands. he took 2 knifes and strapped them to his thigh and set off to where the golems were.

"Start training system in 5 seconds" Harry said

"Training system starting in 5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1" and the golems were off. Harry was surprised to see the black golems didn't charge forward at him but they stepped back and let the red golems go in front. Harry knew what was going to happened a second before he did and leaped to the side right before 5 red stunners shot at the place he was at. Harry had to think of a plan fast. After a few seconds of dodging spells he thought of a plan. There were 2 golems close to each other in the center and 2 far away on the left and right. If he could take out the left and right one he would be able to get the 2 ones in the middle in matter of seconds. He then grabbed his knifes with inhuman speed and threw them at the 2 golems on the far left and right. Without waiting to see if he hit his targets he jumped in the air pulling his 2 swords in the air right when he landed he jabbed strait for the necks of the middle red golems. They crumbled to the ground instantly. Without pausing he grabbed a small bomb from his back and threw it towards the advancing black golems. The bomb would not hurt them but distract. Harry needed to time to hide and gather a plan. After saying the words that activated the bomb he threw it towards the golems. He waited for it to explode and ran to the side of the wall with most shadow.

"The key to becoming invisible is not to move and blend in with the shadows" harry remembered Tim ( a freind of his) telling him.

Within seconds he was completely blended into the wall. The golems understood what he was doing and formed a tight circle.

"Dam" harry cursed under his breath. it would be alot harder to take them out when they were in this formation. He was going to have to get in the middle of the circle un noticed. Sticktitio thought harry after making sure the spell worked he set off running up the wall. I have to be quick they cant see me thought Harry. Once he got to the ceiling he positioned himself correctly and jumped into the circle silently.

"Oh hello" harry said smiling and with that he took down all 5 golems within seconds. He then Continued with his real training.

2 hours later he walked back to his room.

"You're late." stated the women causing Harry to laugh.

"Tracy……How about good morning or nice to see you?" Harry said still laughing.

"I don't understand why you have to train so hard and much" Said Tracy ignoring his question and pouting.

"You know why I have to train so hard Tracy." Said Harry "I have decided that the time has come for me to return to brittian" Harry said causing Tracy to spit out her tea.

"WHAT??"

"Yes its time I have been avoiding my destiny for too long." "It's my job to end this suffering." and with that he stepped over his bed and kissed her on the lips. "Good morning to you to love." He said and winked

"I knew you were going to be going back soon, I could tell you missed your friends." after a breath she said "I want you to know I am coming and if Ginny even looks at you the wrong way I will kill her."

Harry let out a groan. After going out with Tracy for a few months he started telling her about his past and his friends, he had made a mistake telling her about his ex. Ginny Weasley. Tracy seemed to care more about Ginny stealing him away from her then voldermort himself.

"Tracy I have told you over and over again what happened between Ginny is over, It happened years ago." Shaking his head. "and no you're not going to kill Ginny, she's a friend of mine and if she does anything I will deal with her my self." Giving Tracy a look telling her not to argue

Understanding the look from harry she dropped the subject and started getting dressed. After she got dressed her and Harry went down to get breakfast.

"Hey kid over here." A dark haired Anbu member called to Harry.

"He is only a couple months older than me and he calls me kid." He murmured to Tracy making her laugh. Her laughter didn't die down till they got to the table.

"What's so funny" asked Tim. Tim was another member of Anbu. He reminded Harry of Fred and George. Tim was tall and thin with Jet black hair like Harry and loved to joke around and make people laugh. Even tho his power was not as strong compared to him or Tracy he made up for it by being the best stealth member of Anbu.

"Nothing." They said in unison.

Tim gave them a weird look before pulling over two chairs for Harry and Tracy. They sat down and Tim started talking.

"General Ramler wants you and Tracy to train the new recruits in-

"Tell him we can't" Harry interrupted. "Because I am going back to Brittan." He added in a whisper when he saw the confused look on Tim's face. Tracy, Tim, and General Ramler were the only ones who knew who Harry really was in Anbu.

"Well I am coming-

But Tim stopped when he saw Harry shaking his head "what?" Tim asked sharply.

"Tim this isn't your fight, stay here and complete your training. The only reason Tracy is going is because well…

"Yeah I know" Tim said looking at the ground. Then he got up and left. Harry could see the anger and sadness in his eyes but he wouldn't let another friend of his risk his life for him.

"What did you mean?? I am only going because why?" Tracy said staring at him with her sharp blue eyes

"I don't know what you're talking about" replied Harry making sure that his defenses were secure in his mind to stop her Legilimency. He laughed when she frowned moments later when her legilimence didnt work. "Tracy I will tell you later today before we leave to go."

"Yeah your right" and with that they set off out of the eating area and walked up to the building then into their room.

"Just let me change into something more practical for travel" said Tracy as she bent down to grab some clothes. Harry watched Tracy changing while deep in thought. Tracy was 1 inch shorter than him, she had short brown hair, and had sharp blue eyes. She was the most beautiful women Harry had ever met.

"I think you're handsome to love" said Tracy. It took Harry a few seconds to realize she had read his mind. Tracy was the only one who could get past his Occlumency without him noticing.

"HEY how dare you read my made" Harry said in mock anger. "Now you have to pay." but ruining the effect by grinning. He ran over to her and tackled her, they both fell on the bed.

"I love you" he whispered in her ear. Before she could respond he reached into his back pocket and took out the biggest ring Tracy had ever seen. "Will you marry me Tracy Smith?

"Oh my..Ye yeah YES!!" She screamed. "Oh my god I love you so much harry" and she lifted up her head and kissed him with so much passion he had never had with her. He moaned as she deepened the kiss. After several long moments harry pulled away, "Tracy I love you but this is really important I have to get back to Brittan." Tracy nodded and let go of harry, he got up slowly wishing he could spend the whole day with Tracy in their room but they had to get going. When Harry was getting dressed himself Tracy stayed there watching him. When Harry first arrived at Anbu he was pretty tall but not the strongest or best looking person she had ever met but after 2 years of Anbu Harry was more muscular, his hair was longer than before, and he had grew a few more inches.

After a few hours they were done packing and they apparated away. They arrived a few seconds later at Grimmauld Place. But there was one problem.

"Oh my god what happened" gasped Tracy. Grimmauld Place was completely ruined. All it was a pile of ruined rocks and glass. Anger started bubling inside harry. What happened here? Oh my god what happened to everyone he thought to himself. Tracy didn't need to use Legilimency to see that Harry was scared to death. she walked as quietly as she could to Harry and put an arm around him.

"Harry.. its ok lets look at the necklaces" Harry nodded and realized that the necklaces would tell him if they were ok. Tracy pulled them out of his bag. All the necklaces showed green… Harry let out a sigh of relief

"Well if there not here they must be at-

"Hogwarts" Tracy said finishing his question. And without asking Harry she picked up their bags, grabbed Harry's arm and apparated away. Harry felt Hogwarts wards try and stop them from apparating into the castle but all Anbu members learned a stronger aparation that could get through almost all apparating wards. Sure enough after a hard tug they broke through the wards and landed in the grounds right in front of the entrance to the cassle. Right when they landed Tracy steped back and hid in the shadows. He gave her a look but before he could say anything 20 people stepped out of the castle pointing there wands at him.

"Who are you and how did you get through the wards." Yelled a voice Harry recognized at Lupin. From what Harry saw Lupin was the leader or at least leading this situation.

Casting a spell before he spoke he said "Lupin Lupin Lupin" still keeping his hood up he hesitated then said "is that any way to treat an old friend" he smiled as he saw every one else look at Lupin

"I have no idea who you are and if you don't show yourself we will attack." Lupin said again

"Alright I will show you who I am soon enough but first answer this question" he saw lupin nod and Talked more "how did Harry Potter feel when you didn't let him face the bugart in his third year?" Lupin took a step back from Harry.

"hh-ow do you kknow about thattt." Lupin managed to stammer out.

"Just answer the question and you will find out." Harry said.

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yes i know horrible ending to the chapter but w/e. alright this is my first fan fic and my first chapter. hope u like it. if you want please review :)