HiThis is my first fanfic.Its probably terrible.there are some sex scenes throughout so if you cant handle that then don't read it. Set after Feyre comes back from the night court and pretends to love Tamlin. This is a story where she actually falls in love with Tamlin again. This story differs a lot from what actually happens. Random SD's are breaks.

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Feyre

Yup. The Spring Court is as sucky as i remember it being. I think as i lay in bed. trying not to vomit. My room here was nothing like back home. Home. I just called the night court home. Well i suppose it is. Unfortunately, Tamlin must have decided to change how he was previously and come into my room to make sure i felt safe. Right now he was sleeping next to me. i really hope he doesn't wake up. I spoke to soon. He just woke up.

"What are you doing still awake?" he asked me. Sounding mildly concerned.

"Oh you know... just... thinking."

"About?"

"How it used to be... With us"

"Oh?"

"Well... we used to be a lot more... open with eachother."

"Your right... you know what else?"

"What?"

"We used to be closer with eachother."

"Yea... I wish it was still that way." Ugh. All this back to the way it was talk is making me sick. I just want to get out of here.

We could make it that way. I know how to."

"How?"

He wrapped his arm around me, and started kissing my neck. Slowly. Lovingly. It was disgusting it felt all wrong. But i have to admit... a bit of a turn on. My pulse quickened. From lust? NOPE but from disgust. Unfortunately... thats not how tamlin took it. He started kissing me more desperately, and turned my head towards him. He kissed my lips. Soft. Gentle. And damn did it feel good. I couldn't help it. I kissed him back. Our kisses got deeper, and a lot more desperate. He climbed out of bed, and pulled me up with him. His claws came out and sliced right through all my clothing. I stood before him, completely naked. He took me in his arms and took me to the wall. We kissed more frantically now.

"God I've missed you." He says, his voice low and growly.

"Shut up and fuck me" I say. Not giving him a chance to reply before pulling down his underpants. Ugh. I forgot how big and solid his dick was. I forgot how big and solid it was when it was hard too. I put his dick in my mouth, Sucking and kissing. Im surprised he waited a full 2 minutes before pulling me up. He pushed me against the wall and placed his dick directly in front of me, nudging against my entrance.

"Tamlin!" I groaned. "Don't play games"

He pushed himself into me and i gasped. His dick was so big. He pulled himself out and thrusted back in. Over and over, faster and faster. I can't believe I'm actually fucking Tamlin again. I think to myself. It's just for tonight... No more sex with Tamlin Feyre. You're just here for information. I was back to present with the feeling of Tamlin thrusting himself inside of me up to the hilt. I climaxed with his name on my lips.

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the next morning i lye in bed thinking. I could get a lot of information if i fucked people. Actually... I could get a lot of information if I fuck Lucien. Goal for today: Seduce Lucien.

At breakfast I studied Lucien. Then followed him to his study afterwards. I shut the door behind us. I wasnt waorried about anyone coming in. Tamlin was away and everyone knew to stay away from the study.

"Feyre!" Lucien exclaimed. "What are you doing here?"

"Well Lucien... I was thinking. You obviously know I'm here for information. So why don't you just tell me some and ill be on my way."

"No Feyre. I'm a loyal person. I want to help... but i can't"

I walked over to him. Put my hand on him. I felt him harden underneath me. I'm no better than Ianthe.

"Are you sure?" I pout.

"Yes" He sounds uncertain about it.

I pull down my top a bit, revealing my breasts.

"Really sure?"

He's obviously fighting an inside battle.

"Tamlin is joining with Hybern." He says.

"Thank you." I say pulling down his pants and fucking him hard.

Lucien

OH MY GOSH. What just happened? i think to myself after Feyre has left. I know what i did was wrong. Really wrong. But i do not regret it. Now i see why Tamlin got angry when she left. Dam she's good in bed.

"Lucien?" Oh Shit It's Ianthe.

"Yes?"

"I was wondering if you wanted to discuss some things" she said walking into the room in her signature blue robe.

"About what?"

"Our Wedding."