Hey everybody! Thunder-Phoenix here! Okay I lied when I said that was my last Toya Yukito fanfic! Gomen nasai!! But they are just too kawaii!! So this is another one and I personally think it has to be my best yet!! So plz read, enjoy and review if u can! It will be 3 chapters long so if u want more plz review and say what u think about it! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own Cardcaptors Sakura or any of the characters!

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New Year's Party

Chapter 1: An Invitation

"New year's party?" asked Kinomoto Toya as he sat at the dinner table in his house.

"Yeah, it's at Tomoyo-chan's house at 8o'clock in the evening, and you're allowed to bring one guest, but only one" explained his sister, Sakura.

"Well, what do you say, Yuki? Wanna come with me?" Toya looked across the table at his best friend.

Tsukishiro Yukito smiled back at him, "sounds like fun, I would really like to go, if it's alright with you and Tomoyo-san" he added to the girls.

Sakura blushed "um… yes of course! But-"

"We would love if you both go together" Diadouji Tomoyo quickly cut off her friend and started pushing her towards the stairs to go up to Sakura's room, "see you both tomorrow at my house!" Toya and Yukito exchanged looks before shrugging and continuing their dinner.

Once the two girls had reached Sakura's room, she asked, "why didn't you tell them the party is couple's only?"

"because it would ruin the point, we have to get Toya-san and Yukito-san together if it takes the entire night!" they smiled and high-fived before the began plotting the next night.

Downstairs both Toya and Yukito sneezed at the same time.

"Bless you" Yukito laughed.

Toya smiled warmly and Yukito felt his heartbeat quicken. He always looked so handsome when he smiled. Yukito could not help but stare at him. He knew he had fallen in love with Toya a long time ago, he couldn't ignore the way his heart fluttered every time he saw the dark-haired teen or the way he always felt he had to be near his best friend. The only thing that was bothering Yukito now was the uncertainty of Toya's feelings; did Toya feel the same way? Every smile or slight touch, Yukito's heart would go off like rocket, hope blossoming deep in his chest but then it would be brushed aside when Toya started talking about his sister or their schoolwork like nothing happened. Yukito did not know if he should tell him how he felt, he wanted to just for the off chance that Toya felt the same way, but he was scared, scared that it would ruin their friendship and cause Toya to no longer want to be by him. So he always came up with the same decision; don't tell him.

But the more time they spent together, the harder it became to hide. Many times he came close to admitting his feelings, he would imagine what it would be like to be with Toya and would want it so badly. Then after he would open his mouth and call his best friend's name, he would quickly remember what would happen if Toya did not feel the same and the fear of it coming true would stop him. He would quickly tell Toya that he did not have anything to tell him, then busy himself with some task, refusing to look at the dark-haired teen just incase it caused him to confess how he felt.

Today the same thoughts were running wildly through Yukito's head, but he could not even breathe let alone talk so he just continued staring at the handsome teen in front of him.

Unfortunately, Toya noticed and raised an eyebrow at him, "Yuki? Are you alright?" when Yukito did not respond Toya reached across the table with a sigh and pinched the spaced-out teen's cheeks to get his attention, "hello? Anyone home?"

Yukito laughed and said, "yes, Toya, sorry I'm a little out of it today" he smiled at his best friend.

Toya sighed again and looked at him oddly, "you have been doing this a lot lately"

"doing what?"

"staring off into space or trying to tell me something then insisting it is nothing"

Yukito blushed and looked down, his bangs covering his eyes, 'I don't stare off into space I stare into your eyes…', "I-I…I…" Yukito felt his heartbeat quicken again and his breathing became more forced.

Toya pushed his and Yukito's plates out of the way and laid his hand on the other teen's cheek, gently forcing him to look up, "what do you want to say? Come on, we're best friends, aren't we?" Yukito nodded, "well then we should be able to tell each other anything"

'It's because we are best friends that I can't tell you, Toya…', "you sure?... I don't want you to no longer want to be my friend… A-and this could v-very well cause that…" Yukito could feel his voice shake more and more with each word he said. The heat from Toya's hand seemed to raise his temperature far higher that should be considered healthy.

Toya smiled, "I could never stop being your friend, Yuki, you should know that!" he laughed.

Yukito tired to seem calm by laughing as well, but it came out more like a nervous giggle.

Toya gave him a pleading look, "come on, please? If something is bothering you I would like to help".

The way Toya looked at him gave Yukito the confidence he needed to confess his feelings. Giving the dark-haired boy a small smile, he nodded, "okay…" he said softly.

Toya slowly took his hand away, seeing no reason to keep it on the boy's cheek. Before he could draw it back completely, however, Yukito grabbed it and held it in his own two slightly smaller hands, enjoying the contact. He swallowed and took a deep breath, "alright, I-I… I've been wanting to… tell you this for a v-very long time" Toya nodded and paid close attention to every word Yukito was saying, "Toya… y-you are the reatest friend anyone could ever have… you're kind and loyal and caring… a-and it is because of everything that you are that I… I… I l-"

"Nii-chan, Yukito-san, can I ask you som-…" Sakura came bounding into the room with a notepad in her grasp but stopped suddenly when she noticed the way Yukito and Toya's hands were together and the way Toya was glaring at her as if she had just interrupted something very important, "oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it come in when you were talking" Tomoyo came in at that moment and they both glanced at the boy's hands then at each other and giggled at a secret that only they knew.

Yukito pulled his hand back as though Toya was on fire and looked down at his lap, his face going bright red. This just made Toya glare harder, "what do you want, kaijuu?"

Sakura gave him an angry look and proceeded to ask them about different things they thought the party should have. Toya only answered in single-syllable, non-caring words; where as Yukito did his best to try to be helpful but he could not stop glancing over and staring at his best friend when he thought the other teen wasn't looking. Usually Toya would feel his eyes and glance over, their eyes would lock and Yukito would quickly look away, his face redder than a tomato, while Tomoyo and Sakura would just glance at each other and smile knowingly.

A few minutes later, Yukito could not take anymore, his face felt like it was on fire and he thought he might soon die from a heart attack or suffocation because his heart was pounding so hard and he was having trouble breathing. He announced that he was going to head home.

"Why don't you stay over, Yuki?" asked Toya.

Yukito blushed, even though he had stayed over at the Kinomoto house plenty of times, he had come so close to confessing that he did not know if he could survive a night here without continued blushing and racing heart rate, Toya made it happen so easily, "no, need to go home, but I'll see you tomorrow night, right?"

"yeah, do you want me to walk you home?"

"No! I-I mean n-no… I-I'll be fine" Yukito noticed the sad look Toya gave him and instantly felt guilty about leaving so suddenly, "really, I need to get a good night's rest so I'll be ready to go tomorrow!" he tried to sound as cheerful as he could be, but he wasn't sure he pulled it off. Toya smiled a little sadly and Yukito was once again overcome with a powerful wave of love for his best friend. Turning around before he did anything he would regret, he said a rushed goodbye to everyone and headed swiftly out the door, a blush lighting up his face.

He hadn't walked more than a few steps before someone called out his name. Thankful and a little disappointed that it wasn't Toya, Yukito looked around to see Tomoyo walking towards him.

"Yes, Tomoyo-san?" Yukito tried to act like his usual cheerful self but he could not hide the slight disappointed in his voice.

"I'm very sorry" Tomoyo gave a short bow.

"For what?" Yukito asked, surprised.

"you were about to tell him you love him, right?" Tomoyo had a mischievous grin that made Yukito a little nervous.

He blushed, "H-how did you…?"

"It's a little obvious"

"oh…" Yukito could not hide his disappointment this time.

"well, to me at least", Tomoyo laughed at the hopeful look he gave her, "don't worry, I don't think Toya knows how you feel yet"

Yukito breathed a sigh of relief, "that's good"

"you are going to tell him though, right?"

"I-I… I can't"

"why not?"

"well… what if he does not feel the same way for me?... telling him would permanently destroy our friendship… what if he tells me he no longer wants us to be friends… or worse what if he says he never want to see me again?" Yukito looked at the ground feeling his heart fill with sadness.

"Yukito-san, you have to stop with the 'what if'-ing, alright? You have to live everyday without regrets. Toya would not suddenly want to stop being your friend; he cares too much about you to do that. He would accept your feelings and ad give you back an answer that would mean you were still friends, I promise you he will" Tomoyo smiled at him.

Yukito looked up and after a moment of thought, he smiled back, "you're right, Tomoyo-san, he would. Alright I'll tell him… but I never get the chance to."

"Why not tomorrow night? At the party, you could start the new year by telling him how you feel", Tomoyo's eyes went starry as she said, "and you could be together for the rest of your life! That would be so adorable!"

Yukito couldn't help but think of what it would be like to be with the handsome teen. His cheeks flushed and he sighed, "yeah…"

"so it's settled then, you will tell him how you feel tomorrow night at the party" Tomoyo said firmly.

"thank you so much Tomoyo-san! I'll see you tomorrow" he turned around and began to head home. 'Tomorrow is going to decide a lot of things… b-but I think I'm ready for it' he looked determinedly at the ground, 'alright I can do this… I can!' he looked in front of him and imagined that Toya was there with him.

"Toya… I love you" he whispered to the silent night.

Yay there u go first chapter done! So what do u think? Should I continue? I've already written it up I just need to type it! But if u don't like it that's fine I won't continue! And I am still trying to figure out if I should put my other story up! It is kind of like Cardcaptors sakura but with a different storyline and a few different characters! For a summary go to my other stories! And please tell me whether u would like me to put them up as well! well bye for now!

Thuner-Phoenix