Is this real or am I dreaming, no I' am dreaming
What can no what should I do?
Have the baby? Not have the baby?
Oh god Stuart coming up talk later.
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Well I told him, truly I did
And I don't know if he took it to well
I mean he asked what I wanted to do! I!
I thought this was our baby, decisions made TOGETHER!
You know what I need; I need to talk to Phil.
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Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Talking to Phil just made my life worse because we
Uhm we kissed! I know you are probley gonna kill me!
Our convo went like this;
Phil: hello, oh Sam are you ok?
Sam: no I told Stuart and I don't think he wants a baby
Phil: did you ask him?
Sam: well… no but I could tell he gave me that look
Phil: what his ugly look
Sam: PHIL no time to joke
Phil: ok sorry
gives Sam a hug
Sam: you know I needed that
Phil: smiling really
Sam: yes giving flirty look
Phil: Sam…
Sam: Phil Sam replies mocking
Phil: I love you
Phil: leans in a kisses
Sam: no Phil starts crying and runs out
Phil: Sam come back
The end of my worst day ever
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Ok so today was even worse now all Sunhill knows that I' am having a baby
Oh and did I tell you I kicked Stuart out and I' am not talking to Phil. Here goes;
Sam walked into Sunhill police station feeling sick. While Gina was having here morning chat about 'her' uniform I ran to the toilet hand over mouth. Of course Gina followed and straight out saying "are you pregnant" I replied "yes" and couldn't stop myself from crying. How embarrassing. If that wasn't bad enough Phil burst through the girl bathroom to find me throwing up and chooses then to start talking. With Gina in the room. Argh. Gina left and said maybe I should have some time of. Maybe I should. Well I suppose I better go I' am tired.Oh and before I forget to tell you, EVERYBODY in Sunhill knows about the baby. Thanks Stuart.
Nite xx