Author's note: ****I do not own Twilight**** It is my birthday today and I wanted to post another fantasy. It's a little lemony and citrusy because there are some bitter moments. I hope you all like it and review it. Please… im sorry I haven't posted chapter 8, it's still a working progress.

Unimaginable attraction

Song: All I Wanted/ My Heart

Artist Paramore

I met Edward eight months ago, he is the son of my boss and he is an egotistical-self absorbed-arrogant ass- hole, we are supposed to share the work load. However he spends his time flirting, smiling and getting the next idiot blond bitch to fall for him. With me he is a total jack-ass and although I work, smile and do not complain, on the inside I want to choke the life out of him. Yet I can't understand why when he smiles my way my heart skips beats. "That bastard!"

"Who is a bastard?" Edward whispers in my ear, leaning to close to me and startled me. I step away from him, feeling my face burning from embarrassment.

"Nobody in particular." I answer fixing my glasses.

"How old are you?" Edward asks me for the millionth time.

"Twenty-three" You can literally see the anger marks on my face, but as usual he is clueless, I take a deep breath and prepare for his tyrant about my looks.

"You look like an old librarian, those glasses, the high neck dress shirt, pencil skirt and that horrible tight bun. Have you even had a boyfriend ever?" Edward throws his head back and laughs out loud. I wanted to flip out on him and tell him what a good for nothing jerk he was, however his little sister Renesmee came in the room.

"Bella!" She ran to me jumping, excitedly into my arms. I hugged her tightly, forgetting for a moment where I was. Renesmee always had this affect on me, I tickled her and laughed exuberantly.

"I missed you." I kissed her all over her face over and over. I swung her over my hip and she wrapped her little legs around my hip.

"Daddy, please let Bella take me to the park." Renesmee always asked such things of her father.

"Are you up to date on your work, Miss. Swan?" Mr. Cullen asked, confident that I was.

"Yes sir. We are currently working on the Stanton case; however I was lucky enough to get the information we needed from a friend that works at the firm." Lucky my ass, I had to work really hard and hardly slept in a week. Edward had seen me working, he knew how exhausted I was and despite the fact that he was a useless tool, surprisingly the work load for the week was lighter. Maybe he was trying to give me less work? Nah Edward Cullen only care about Edward Cullen.

"I wish you were my sister, Edward is a great brother and he gives me lots of things but I want a sister." Renesmee pouted and I laughed kissing her.

"We can pretend that we are." I said kissing her some more.

"Daddy maybe you can adopt Bella or Eddie you could marry her. Then she would be my sister."Mr. Cullen laughed and turned to go back to his office.

"Okay Nessie, Edward will marry her. Have fun at the park." He was full of amusement and was obviously holding back laughter.

Nessie reached for Edward and he instinctually walked closer and she wrapped one arm around him, still staying in my arms. Edward and I were literally forced to be face to face and I was blushing like crazy. For the first time I noticed how beautiful his green eyes were, against his bronze colored hair, I had never noticed how beautiful his feature were. He was incredibly beautiful and his eyes trapped my gaze and Nessie tightened her hug and our faces were so close that our lips almost touched. Inexplicably my heart began pounding, it was hard to breath for a moment and my stomachs tighten.

"Kiss her." Nessie said and before I could protest his lips were in mine. I didn't respond right away and his lips left mine quickly, but I could still feel their softness, they were supple, full and his breath, his taste still remained in my mouth. His eyes were wide opened as if he had not realized his actions until it was too late. He walked away without a word, his fists quenching at his sides.

"Yay, now you are Eddie's girlfriend!" Renesmee clapped her hands happily. I couldn't find my voice to deny it. 'He kissed me and I liked it' Oh my God NO!

Over the next few months Edward avoided me at all cost and I was hurt by his distance because I had realized how much I had come to care for him. After 'that incident', he never looked me in the eyes, never spoke directly to me and was never in a room alone with me. I would see him in the hall way smiling, touching and playing games with all the females of the firm. However he had stopped all teasing of me. I worked harder than ever trying to dispel any thoughts of him and from August till our holiday party on the 18th of December nothing changed.

"Alice please, I don't want to dress like this." My best friend had literally forced my into a strapless royal blue, knee high cocktail dress with black strappy heals and she was now styling my long brown hair into lose curls. Rosalie did my makeup and nails. I had no idea how I would look but I was sure it wasn't as pretty as they said.

"I don't even want to go to this freaking party." I protested again, however I had promised Renesmee, I would attend.

My best friends were all busy and couldn't accompany me, but Jacob who was my male best friend, was nice enough to escort me. I loved his wife Leah for allowing him to continue his friendship with me. Jacob Black and I were soul-mates in every aspect of the word, except that we couldn't love each other romantically. He was very handsome of course, but even if I tried I could never see him as a man. Jacob picked me up in his newly reconstructed Rabbit and we drove to the party that was been held in the Hilton on 53th between 6th and 7th avenues. We arrived in twenty minutes because even in New York City Jacob managed to drive like a maniac and smoothly get anywhere in no time. He left me in the front of the building while he gave his car to the vale. Edward drove by me in his Aston Martin without even a second glance my way. I pouted and cursed his existence under my breath.

We check our coats and entered the hall. In less than a breath I was surrounded by the entire staff of the company asking who Jacob was and how come I never looked like this. In the mist of all their commotion I heard a little voice call my name. Everyone made way for her as she ran to me in her usual manner and I carefully bent down to catch her, I near felt down when I captured her. However Jacob wrapped his long arms around my waist lifting both us both. I caught a sight of Edwards bulging eyes as he stared at me in disbelieve; I was too caught up in Nessie to care.

"Well who is this beautiful girl?" Jake asked in his most charming voice.

"This is my very best friend Renesmee Cullen." Nessie smiled big and nodded happily.

" And who are you?" Nessie asked Jake in return.

"I'm Jacob Bella's date." Jake answered naturally and Nessie's eyes widen. She stared towards her brother who was at hearing range, I thought he looked angry.

"You love Bella?" Nessie asked innocently.

"I do, very much." Jake answered naturally

"Then I like you."She decided

Renesmee didn't leave my side all evening no matter who tried to persuade her otherwise, she refused. She got along with Jacob brilliantly and Jake was very popular the moment people realized he was the Jacob Black. Yankees pitcher extraordinaire, to me he was simply a teddy bear and I made sure I told everyone. He would laugh and kiss my cheek; I didn't realize we were giving people the wrong impression because that is just how we always acted. Around eleven Jake had to take off, Leah and him had an early flight to Dominican Republic were he would be training till the end of March. I kissed him and hugged him earnestly because I was going to miss him more than words can express. I had not seen Edward all night I realized but dismissed the thought the moment it left me. Around midnight Renesmee fell asleep and I took her into Mr. Cullen's suite. I laid her on the bed sofa and kissed her fore head.

"Good night my little Angel, I love you."

I had not realized I wasn't alone in the room until, he was over me. I didn't scream because Edward's eyes froze me in place, he dragged me into the other part of the room, away from Renesmee. He pinned me against the wall and kissed me with desperation, his hands were everywhere and I couldn't help but respond. My heart burst inside of me and I didn't bother thinking I only let my heart take over. His hands were at the inside of my thigh carelessly arousing me.

"Oh" My eyes widen opened when he caressed my clit through my panties, I was very wet already and my heart pounded so hard in the dark that I swear he could hear it. The way his hands worked my core had me breathless, he stopped kissing me only after his fingers entered me. I gasped my eyes opening for the first time since he attached me; he stared at me wide eyed. I smiled at him wanting him to continue, however he stepped away from me, I stared unable to shake the feeling of rejection washing over me.

"I am so sorry, I shouldn't have." Edward's words cut me deep and I ran out of the room into the closest elevator as the door closed I saw his eyes through my falling tears. When the door closed I curled myself into a ball and cried. I cried because I realized I loved him, because I wanted him and he would never share my feelings. I composed myself as well as I could, however not enough no face anyone; I walked to the doors and into the cold. Fuck I was 20 blocks from Rosalie's apartment and I would have to walk it, I ran out without my coat and my purse was next to Nessie on the bed upstairs. I walked unable to feel anything but the sharp pain my heart; I didn't realize that someone was following me until they started to try to corner me.

"Hey sugar, ain't you cold." His voice was menacing and lustful. I was too scared to think now, I was going to be attached by this man after being destroyed by another.

"Get the fuck away from her!" I heard someone shout, despite the relieve I felt at hearing his voice, simultaneously my heart broke.

"Who is that sweetie, your boyfriend?" The man changed his tone. "I was trying to help her; she looks like someone killed her." Edward took off his jacket and wrapped me in it, dragging me away from the stranger. Edward growled at the man and his eyes widened with fear. He picked me up easily of the ground and carried me to his car where he sat me and strapped me to the passenger seat.

I think I was in shock because I curled into a ball in the seat and cried like I had never cried before. I must have felt a sleep in the car, because I woke up in an unfamiliar bed, in unfamiliar clothes. The room was huge, airy and it was decorated in white hues. The drapes were a bright light blue and they covered gorgeous French windows, I stepped out of the bed. I was wearing an oversized man's shirt. The floor was a light toned hardwood floor and I walked slowly to the doors when I looked out the view was breath taking, it was a wooden stair case going down to the beach. The door of the room opened and I turned to see a bare foot Edward wearing loose sweatpants and a white tank top, holding a tray with breakfast.

"Good morning." He said shyly. I was shocked to see him blush and waved my hand at him, covering my mouth.

"There's a toothbrush for you in the bathroom. I also added some towels; no women come here so I don't have clothes or underwear. I left a pair of boxers in there for you." I nodded and went in the bathroom.

I entered the bathroom brushed my teeth and then decided to take a quick shower. I undressed and realized I had no bra on since I wore a strapless dress and my thong was barely underwear. He had seen me naked, had he done anything else? Where was I?

I entered the shower and water came from all directions, the side the top and I felt like I was in heaven. I forgot where I was, unable to resist I relaxed and enjoyed my shower. When I was finished I toweled dried my hair and dressed in his improvised clothes. I walked out feeling extremely self conscious, because underneath his dress shirt and boxers I was naked.

"I am very sorry for last night." Edward finally said after a few minutes of sitting at the small table where he had set up the breakfast. It consisted of fruits, toast and coffee; I grabbed a piece of toast and nibbled on it.

"Why did you bring me here?" I asked unable to forgive him, I hate it him for regretting last night.

"I didn't know where to take you and this is my home." His face was that of a repentant child.

"Will you forgive me for last night? I'm sorry I shouldn't have touched you like that." Regret colored his features and his voice. I stood up from the chair and walked over to the doors wrapping my arms around myself.

"Bella please forgi..." Edward spun me around to face him. "Why are you crying?" I tried to turn my face away but he held it in place.

"I shouldn't have touched you without your permission." His green eyes were filled with sincerity.

"Who was tried stopping you last night? Did my hand try or did my body regret you?" I asked in between soft sobs. He looked bemused, unable to comprehend my words. I decided actions would be better, I took his hand from my face; this time he obeyed. I took his hand and placed it above my left breast, he closed his eyes and relaxed into me.

"It beats like that only for you." My heart was racing out of my chest, his eyes opened wide and I smiled at him.

"I don't deserve that…I'm not a good man. You have someone that loves you, Jacob is a good man and he deserves you. I have been holding back, staying away from you because no one had ever made me feel like you do. That day I first felt your lips against mine, I realized that despite that get up you're always in. I was head over heels over you. Last night I saw how happy another man could make you, and I got to see the real you." Edward walked over to the bed and sat his face on the floor. "I was agonizing over the fact that he could be near you, touch you, and make love to you. I drove myself crazy imagining his hands over you; touching every inch I craved for everyday. You entered that room and you so loving to Nessie. I didn't think I was taken over by my need, I wanted to make you mine at least once before, I could allow myself to give up. But then I felt the wall inside of you, you were untouched and I was a thief. How could I be such a man, to steal from another what I would die to have?" He had his long hands over his beautiful face.

"I was so happy to feel your touch; I wanted to cry of happiness. I was growing more and more miserable everyday watching you, flirt and tease everyone. However you never had a look for me or a touch or even a word outside of your businesslike tone." I stood before him, he suddenly wrapped his long arms around my waist and his face was buried in my chest. "It is true that I love Jake." I picked up his sad face to look at me. "But he is just my very best friend. His manager Leah is his wife no less. If you really want me, you are free to take me."

Edward smiled an evil grin at me; it was both the sweetest and the most frightening expression I had ever seen him make. I felt my body heat up automatically when he reached for my lips; he didn't kiss me with desperation. He was sweet and like a gentle hand he caressed my lips. The softness of his touch made me melt into him, I loved his passionate, frenzied kisses last night, but these kisses I felt deep inside me.

"Bella…"Edward looked up at me with a look of pure desire and I responded by removing his dress shirt. I stood there bared chest ready, my heart pounding. His hands reached for my chest and he slowly traced my breast, his big hands wrapped my breast in their protective warmth and involuntarily let out a moan. Edward looked up at me his eyes ablaze and I blushed shyly. Still keeping his eyes on me, he took my breast in his hand and after a small squeeze; he took my nipple in his mouth, suckling gently than a little harder. I was breathless and more turned on than I had ever been, Edward switched from side to side driving me crazy. My core burned and I automatically reached to touch myself but he took both my hands, putting them behind my back in an iron grip. Still he played with me and until I was trembling, my legs getting wet by the over flowing juices. When he went to kiss me, I bit him hard on his lower lip , I took advantage of his distraction and I pushed him back on the bed. If torture was the game, two can play at that game. I grind hard against him, taking his hands and placing them on my breast, his erection must have been unbearable, however he held himself back. He grunted a pained moan because I had lost myself in my own game and my wetness was seeping through his sweats.

"Bella I am not a saint and you are a virgin. Please don't provoke me so." I was beyond embarrassed but the sexual energy inside of me consumed every bit of it.

"I'm ready." I told him getting off and removing his boxers from my body. I stood completely naked for the first time in my life before a man. Edward walked over to me removing his clothes and throwing them about the room. He stopped as my eyes widened as I stared at his erection, he was…big, my stomach hurt as I realized that I was afraid, Edward come closer picking up my face from the floor.

"I will stop the moment you ask. I swear, I will do my best to hold back and make this a good experience." I nodded and he took me in to his arms, letting me down on the center of the bed. He placed between my legs and he spread my legs, I closed my eyes covering my face with my arm.

"Don't Bella, I want you to watch and I want to look at your reactions." Oh my, he was so sexy; his voice was like melting chocolate. I took a deep breath and stared into his green eyes.

He spread my legs again still looking up at me and he licked between my folds, taking his index finger and middle finger he spread me open and I felt his tongue inside me. With his free hand he rubbed my clit and I automatically, lifted my hips up, grasping at the sheets when he inserted a finger. He expertly found my g-spot and hit it over and over again curling his long finger inside of me. He made my body climax until I was shaking; I bit a pillow, bit my lips, pulled his hair and whimpered satisfied moans.

"Wow…Edward." I whimpered.

"That was nothing. I am going to make you feel so good." Edward took his head and rubbed it on my wetness. I was filled with anticipation, suddenly he slit into me and I shed tears, not because of the pain but because he was inside of me.

"I love you." I said in between sobs.

"I love you too." Edward entered a little deeper breaking my hymen, he kissed my whimpers away. He remained unmoving until I felt comfortable.

"You can move." Edward lifted himself slightly off of me, his thrust were slow and deep. I felt him in every inch of me, he filled my entire body. After a while he moved faster until I was the one urging him to go faster by thrusting my hips against him. I couldn't feel pain anymore I was beyond bliss; my body and my heart were ready to explode. I wanted to hold him tighter, make him go deeper, I needed him to fill every inch of me, I wanted to melt into him and never let go. My body was in spasms in a matter of minutes, his passion moans mix with my cries of joy, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Let go Bella, is okay." Edward reassured me that my embarrassment was unnecessary and I obeyed allowing my body to go out of control. I had never felt such painful joy, I looked up at his face and his eyes were black with his own release, his fangs were jotting from his gorgeous lips. Wait Fangs!

I was too exhausted to think, to happy to care and too in love to ask. Edward rolled off me and turned his beautiful face away from me. I couldn't stand it.

"Edward look at me" I requested I a small voice.

"Give me a moment." His voice sounded strained

"Look at me!" I grabbed his face and when I looked at his eyes they were black as night. I was startled to say the least, I backed away from him as a reflex and I saw pain flash through his darkened eyes.

"What are you?" I asked my voice shaky.

"A Vampire, I was born like this. My father is human and my mother is a vampire, Nessie is human of course. Vampires can only have children with humans. The child is either born all human or vampire. I was born a vampire." His voice was filled with regret.

"Do you hate what you are?" Edward didn't have to answer; I could already see it in his eyes, the self- disgust and hatred. The pain that shot through me was unbearable.

"I love you. I love everything you are." I could not believe my own words. I did love him and the fact that he was a mystical creature from the world of darkness and nightmares did not matter.

"Bella, you have no idea what I am." Getting off the bed, his speed was inhuman and a chill ran through me. It was not fear it was deeper than that, I was terrified of the distance between us. I in too deep now, my body had grown addicted to his warmth. He was looking out of the doors into the darkening sky and the remaining lights of the sun highlighted his glorious body. An inner animalistic need rose in me to possess him, he was mine, all mine. I felt a weird sensation as he turned to look at me, something in me was different, and my body felt as if it was transitioning. I looked at Edward and he was looking at me wide eyed, his eyes reflected fear.

"What are you afraid off?" I asked, getting off the bed and walking to him.

"I do not fear anything." Edward answered stubbornly.

"Do you know what I fear?" I asked stopping in front of him, so close that my chest was against him.

"No, tell me what?" Edward said a little strained.

"I am afraid of this over whelming desire to possess you. It's very primitive, I am afraid that I can't even imagine another day without your touch." I wrapped my arms around him, and inhaled taking in his scent. "I will never feel the same after today. I felt you in every inch of me, the feeling of you inside me was the greatest pleasure. I want you insatiably and I am addicted." I don't know where I found the courage to utter such intensity, but I need him to know that he had ruined me. Forever.

"You should not say such things to me. I am not the right man for me." His eyes were serious and his jaw set in a stubborn pout. I released him grasp on his waist and walked to the foot of the bed, I picked up his shirt and covered my naked body.

"Well since we got the sex out of the way and out of our system, we can move on now." I smiled up at him, letting the smile touch my eyes.

"Move on!" He asked through clenched teeth.

"I wanted you and I had you, I guess since you are not the right man for me, I still have to keep looking." I started to search the room for my clothes.

"Search for what, a man?" Now his voice was colored by pure outrage.

"Where is my dress, I should get going." I walked into the large closet, I held my chest tightly, and I would not let him see me. I would never let him see how much he hurt me.

"I'll get you your dress." I stepped out of the closet, once he left the room. I wanted to cry more than anything else, instead I thought of all the things that make me happy, anything aside from him. I would not be needy and beg him to stay with me, to love me, to want me. Edward walked into the room a few minutes later with my dress in hand, I took it with a semi-trembling hand and smiled. I removed his shirt and slipped on my barely there dress.

"Shoes?" I asked short sentences were I could manage now. He handed them to me and I put them on.

"I need a cab." I said to him coldly.

"I'll take you home." He said

"No!" I said furiously.

"Look I know you are mad, but there are certain things that cannot be." He looked sad as he said that.

"I don't care, how could you… how could you…I gave myself to you and you don't even want…" I was beyond emotional, it hurt so much to think that I had given him my body, my mind and my heart and he didn't want any of it. I would never feel his hands on my body again; I would never feel him feeling me, holding me. 'Why was this happening, I would have been happier not knowing how it felt to be one with him.

"Bella listen to me." His voice was soft and it caressed every inch of me.

"It's okay, I understand, I should have known. I know that being with me was just physical for you. I am just another notch on your belt, I'm a big girl, I can move on." I held myself together avoiding his gaze. A growl escaped him and I looked up at him, his expression was murderous.

"You don't even have clue how much I felt. How much it meant to be with you, sliding into you was the most spiritual feeling in the planet. I had never felt complete before, and I had never denied myself a drink during sex before. It was because you were not a meal, you are so much more. I'm bound by chains that I could never break; my clan will destroy your life if I claimed you as mine." When his speech finished, I walked right up to him and slapped him across the face.

"Now I hate you! You could love me but others won't approve. Is that why? And on top of that you choose to let me know that you think I'm weak. If you feel bound then free yourself!" I was irate, he had no right to try to protect me, I wasn't some helpless woman. I would face an army of vampires, if he was by my side.

"You are insufferable!" Edward roared.

"And you are a…" I couldn't finish that sentence because his lips were already in mine, I welcomed his tongue, however I fought for dominance and neither one was willing to give in. My whole body was already on fire and I was beyond aroused.

"I can smell your arousal" Edward teased.

"I can feel yours." I shot back grabbing his package. He groaned and his gaze intoxicated me. I reached up to pull him down to me; putting all my passion into it I kissed him until I had no more air.

"We can't, you will be in pain tomorrow if we do." Edward must have read the desire in my eyes.

"I don't mind a little pain." With that he lifted me off the floor and into the bed faster than I could have imagined.

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