Ep.01
GPOV:
Why did you go? Why did you left me? Was something that I did? Or it was just that your love wasn't for me? Why, I don't deserve to be happy one time in my life? I can't understand you, you say that we were perfect…Were all your promises go, were they true? Or they were just lies till the moment that you left…
"Gabby, Gabby, are you still thinking about him, you have to forget it, he's not coming back, he left you, even knowing that he was going to lose everything, stop the tears for him, he doesn't deserves them, so forget him, and start a new life" She say…
How can she be telling me this, can't somebody understand how I fell, WELL NOW I KNOW THAT THE ANSWER IS NO, NOBODY WILL NEVER FEEL WHAT I'M FEELING NOW
"HOW CAN YOU BE LIKE THAT!!! YOU HAVE NO HEART OR WHAT, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I'M DESTROYED" Sobs "He was my life, he mean everything to me, I couldn't imagine a life without him, and now I know why, because it feels terrible, I feel like nothing, like if I was just a piece of trash that someone use and then leave, I can't live without him, is really the worst feeling ever and I hope…that you don't feel it" I say, and it was the truth, she was my friend but I still can't believe that he tell me to forget him, how can I…
"Oh Gabby, I'm sorry, I didn't meant to, but is the truth, he's now in Paris, you saw it, and with a girlfriend and let me tell you that she's nothing compared to you, did you saw her, it was obvious that she was ALL plastic" She say, and I laugh she has some strange sense of humor
"You're unique Sharpay, you're the only one that could make me laugh in a situation like mine" I say
"Well that's me, if you like it, good, if not, well I really feel bad for you" She Jokes "But really can you tell me if you're going to tell him about…"
"NO, he will NEVER, and I repeat never know my secret, he left and like you say when he left he lose everything" I say
"But he deserves to know that-"
"No, and please I know that you're in contact with one of his friends, so tell him that he can't say anything, this is MY problem, and only MINE, so I'll be glad if you don't tell him anything" I say
"I'm not going to tell him, and I'll make sure that he never know, but please consider it, before he was your boyfriend, he was your friend, you two told each other everything, why don't you consider him now as your friend, and tell him, he NEED to know it" She say
"CAN YOU STOP! please" I beg "It makes me really bad that I have to accept it, but please stop, I can't consider him as my friend because I love him, but when he left, everything, including our past was in the plane, he took everything with him, even my heart, he seems happy now and I can't blame him, he follows his dream, everything that he works for is coming true for him, I can't destroy his perfect world now, I…can't" I say
"Ok, I'm not going to continue, is just that you only have one more month and-"
"And nothing, I'm not going to tell him, can you please promise me something?" I ask
"Sure you know that I'm here" She says
"Can you promise me that if something ever happen to me you're going to take care of my baby and never tell Troy about her?" I ask rubbing my stomach
"You can't be asking me this Gabs, he's the dad, who is better to take care of Amy than him" She say
"You, my parents, everyone that is not him, he wasn't here to help me, he wasn't here when I find out, he wasn't here when she first kick, and I know for sure that he's not going to be here when she born, so please promise me that he'll NEVER know about Amy, even if I'm not here, he doesn't need to know"
"Gabby I can't-"
"If you can't I'll put my baby in an adoption agency, and tell them that I don't have nobody to take care of her and that she'll be alone in the world, but I honestly don't want to do it, I want her to be with the people that were my friends, the people that helps her mom when she wasn't born, I'm going to fight, but I know that the possibilities of me being with her are really scantly so that's why I'm asking my best friend to take care of my Amy, and keep her apart from someone that left her mom destroyed" I say "Please I need someone in this, I'm not asking more just…just…I want her to be loved…nothing more…" I say and in that moment I couldn't take it anymore, my tears start falling, tears that for me means that my world was going to beak in any minute, tears that I was holding since 7 month ago, tears that means that he's not coming back, no for me, no for Amy, no for nothing…
"Gabby don't cry" Sharpay say while she took me in her arms "I don't want Amy in someone else arms, I really want you to be there for her, she's going to need her mommy, her real mommy" She say "And because of that I promise that he'll never know about her, she's going to have all the love that she needs here, with the people that love her, and her mommy that is going to be always with her, because nothing is going to happen, I know it, you're going to be alright, the doctors are sometimes wrong, and this is one of that times" She say
"You know that that's not true, all the doctors say the same, so that's why I'm asking you this, and you promise?" I ask
"I promise, Troy Bolton will never know what happen when he left" She say
"Thank you so much this means so much for me, because I only want to leave my baby in the best hands" I say
So I know it know, Troy Bolton will be living his dream, the dream that he told me when we were little, the dream that made him go, the dream that I couldn't follow, but without knowing that he has a child, but as I say before I can't ruin everything what he build, it's hard to love and hate at the same time, but that's life right, nothing is easy and I learn it in the hard way…