What should I feel?

What should I feel? Because I know it isn't this Stand back while the world turns Watch it spin around me but never miss

Uncertain of you and I my paper heart can't take another lie When I crumble inside I wonder why is it you is that why I cry

Forever undecided, as you say, "I'll always wait for you and I" Make peace with myself as air hits the sky

The sun hits and tumbles as I take my final breath lay me down to my final death for I am already dead inside now outers turn to rest

Can I run from the heavens? For I am still undecided will you welcome me with open arms? At loves eternal void

Would you hold me tight? Would you understand me? Care for me in that tasteful way

With no questions against me

For I am still a tragic mess The one you left for me Sorry I can't be just like her Maybe one day ill get closer to that

For she is still my other half the one I can never be I'll try my best for if not I shall pray to the gods for mercy

Will they answer my prayers? Will I be there child? Will they care for me like you do? Or will I die of unanswered prayers

There goes my hope of eternal breath the angel's sculptures the ones of death

Will you hear my final call? Or will the waves crash, crash against the wall Broken like a skipping record