Danny POV
We ran off stage, all hyper by our last concert.
'Woow, that was AWESOME!' I said with a big smile on my face. But my smile disappeared when I saw the guys faces.
'Awesome Danny? Were you at the same concert I was?' Dougie asked frowning
'What's wrong?' I asked confused
'First you forget your words and then you mess up my guitar solo, that's what wrong Danny! And it's not the first time it has happened..' Tom said almost yelling
'I'm sorry' I said genuinely
'Yeah, you always are' Tom said while he took his guitar 'Seriously Danny, I think we're better off without you'
After those words Tom and Dougie left the room. leaving me hurt, yet again. I felt the tears drowning my eyes. Harry looked at me and I looked back, hoping for some kind of comfort but I was disappointed, as always. He just shook his head, sighed and left also.
What did I ever do to be treated like this? Okay, I sometimes forget my words and become distracted but.. our fans don't seem to mind. Tom and Dougie hurt me every day. And it seems to get worse. First I thought it was just some teasing but now.. I know they are really serious.
Maybe.. maybe I should just leave. It's not like they will miss me anyway, Tom said several times that they would be better off without me, he just said it again so..
I've been hurt enough. I can't take it anymore. There are only so many tears someone can cry and mine are all up. I've cried myself to sleep so many times. Now I'm sick and tired of feeling like this. It's time to move on and if that is without Tom, Dougie and Harry than.. than.. so be it!
I miss how we used to be, carefree and just best friends. Now I feel like the fifth wheel. They always do things together without inviting me.
I made up my mind and when we came back home I ran to my room to pack my bags. I took a quick look around the room. I know I'm going to miss this place, even after all that has happened..
Just when I came down the stairs, the guys came in. They had gone out again, without me of course. They stood surprised by the door when they saw me with my bags.
'Danny, what are you doing?' Harry asked
'Leaving' I said shortly
'Why?' he asked shocked
'Because I care for our band. And if McFly will be better without me, than I'm willing to take a step aside.'
There was a moment of silence, an awkward silence. Just when I wanted to move Dougie said quietly
'You can't go'
I looked at him, he's such a hypocrite. He's always yelling at me that I'm so bad for the band and now look at him. He was trembling on his knees and I saw tears appearing in his eyes. But I ignored him.
I noticed that Tom hadn't said anything and I looked at him. His angry eyes met my sad eyes. I knew that I would be doing him a favor by leaving. He wants our band to grow out to be the biggest band in the world and I'm holding him back.
I walked to him and hugged him. He, of course, didn't hug me back. I then whispered in his ears: 'I'm doing this for you'
When I said that I felt him freeze, all his muscles tensed . I wanted to see his face but I resisted that feeling. I just took my bag and left, not giving any of them another look. They've hurt me too much.
And there I stood. Alone, at our front porch, not knowing what to do or where to go.
