No one knew she was hurting. But she had a wonderful life she had a family an amazing husband and 2 beautiful children. But her past was holding her down. You see when she was 5 years old her dad died. It was hard not to have dad around. But when she was 7 years old her mom got a boy friend he was not the smartest but he was mean to her. When he would babysit her he would hit her so bad that she would have broken bones. But the worst part was he raped her. He rape her until she was 13 years old. She never told anyone she would just hid and cry herself to sleep every night. When she was 17 years old she moved out and never say her mother again. But moving did not wash the pain away. She would wake up screaming. Utill she would something that would help her. One day she found a blade and the touch to her skin felt so good. She knew it was wrong but the only way to get the memories out of her mind. She would cut so deep that she would pass out and wake up in a pool of her blood. Now she was 21 and had to 2 kids and was married but every night she would have night mares that he was sneacking into her bed room and hurt her. But one night she was done with the night mares she just wanted to have a normal life. So she wrote a note for each of her kids and one for her husband. She found a blade and cut her arm so deep the the blood spoiled out of her like a water fall. She took her one last breath. Closed her eyes and went to sleep. For ever.
i promise just a small cut here,no one will see
a few on my hip.
a couple on my stomach.
no one will see,no one will notice
this one on my leg.
this one near my wrist.
and she kept saying this,till she ran out of space.
loosing herself among and addiction,
thats was uncureable untill death.