A Simple Letter
A Simple Letter.
Who would have thought?
Certainly I would have.
Today I got a letter.
Actually.
An inviation.
To a wedding.
I haven't opened it yet.
But.
I know, that it's for a wedding.
Who's?
I cannot say.
It hurts too much.
I should have expected this.
Why didn't I?
Was I really that blind?
How can one man be so stupid?
Did I really think she would hold on?
I did brake it.
Didn't I?
A promise.
I broke that.
So, I guess this is the consequenses.
I've been waiting for them to arive.
Here I am.
A twenty-eight year old.
Sitting at this desk--again.
With...
::sigh::
Sakura Bear.
I still have her.
Oh, I really have done something so stupid.
I haven't ever dared to love anyone.
Ever again.
And I don't presume to either.
Never Again.
Today in the mail I got a letter.
I was so happy.
I know who it is from.
My dear friend.
Now.
It will be my turn to be behind the carmera.
I am so excited.
At least she has found happieness.
But.
I still mourn over another letter.
From him.
Somehow I can't find the strengh to move on.
I wonder if he has?
His letter said he will always love me.
But I wonder.
Does he still?
I doubt it.
Oh well.
Even if he did.
Could I ever forgive him?
I don't know.
I wish he would say something.
It's been so many years.
Years.
Not days, or weeks, or months.
Like I thought it would be.
But insead so so so many years.
No contact.
For years.
Soon.
My lovely fiance' and Myself,
I really am very excited.
But, I don't show it.
As a joke.
I hope.
:-)
I recieved a letter today.
For my wedding.
Oh well.
She sent it probably so I don't forget the day.
Never would I.
I love her so much.
More like admire.
She is so strong.
She helped her Cherry Blossom through a hard time.
Which, she has yet to fully recover from.
But, she is more like herself now.
I wonder if he is coming.
To the wedding.
He should.
After what he's done.
As my future wife puts it.
But, I don't know.
What would our beloved Card Mistress think?
I know they love each other still.
I can feel it.
But they doubt their feelings.
::sigh::
I must stay out of their love affairs.
I have much more to worry about.
My dear camera woman.
Kaiju.
"....not a kaiju!"
I hear her yell.
Well, at least she's more like herself.
She says we've been invited to a wedding.
Who's?
Her best-friend.
Such a sweet girl.
No.
She is a woman now.
All of them.
They've grown.
And found happieness.
All except.
My Kaiju.
"...NOT A KAIJU!"
She yells again.
She always pesters me about getting out.
How I don't live her e anymore.
If the gaki dares to show up at this wedding.
I will personally beat everything out of him.
Yes.
That will show him.
What he did to her,
and everyone.
For so many years.
To MY Kaiju.
Oh, Nadeshiko.
I am so proud.
My daughter, will be wedded soon.
I am glad she has moved on.
From your Cherry Blossom.
She is very lovely.
Beautiful.
Happy?
Not yet.
She hides her pain.
As Tomoyo has said.
Oh, I recieved the invitaion to her wedding today.
I wish you were here to attend.
But.
Somehow.
I know you'll be there.
Right?
I know.
This simple letter.
Has thrown him into deeper depression.
I can't understand why.
Could it be?
Oh no.
He can be so dumb sometimes.
I peer in his room.
He's crying.
Again.
He never really cried at all.
Until he returned from Japan.
The room is dark.
He doesn't dare show himself.
I think I'll ask him.
No.
He hasn't opened the letter yet?
I observe the envelope in my hands.
It dosen't have a return address.
This.
This is a misunderstanding.
I have to tell him.
He turns to me.
His senses are slow,
Weak.
I motion to the letter sitting on his desk.
He shuns it away.
I am determined here.
"No. Read It."
A tear.
Again.
He slowly opens it.
Finally.
Victory.
He scans the letter.
Then, he notices a small piece of paper.
He reads it.
And smiles.
I smile at him,
And leave him to rejoice.
Silently.
There is still hope.
~~~
I admit. THIS SUX!!!! Not as good as the other one "I'll Be Right Back.". I do plan to write an epiloge. WHICH IS GOING TO BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!
OOh, REVIEW!!!!!
THANKS!
With Love,
AcouGuitarQT (Caitlin)
A Simple Letter.
Who would have thought?
Certainly I would have.
Today I got a letter.
Actually.
An inviation.
To a wedding.
I haven't opened it yet.
But.
I know, that it's for a wedding.
Who's?
I cannot say.
It hurts too much.
I should have expected this.
Why didn't I?
Was I really that blind?
How can one man be so stupid?
Did I really think she would hold on?
I did brake it.
Didn't I?
A promise.
I broke that.
So, I guess this is the consequenses.
I've been waiting for them to arive.
Here I am.
A twenty-eight year old.
Sitting at this desk--again.
With...
::sigh::
Sakura Bear.
I still have her.
Oh, I really have done something so stupid.
I haven't ever dared to love anyone.
Ever again.
And I don't presume to either.
Never Again.
Today in the mail I got a letter.
I was so happy.
I know who it is from.
My dear friend.
Now.
It will be my turn to be behind the carmera.
I am so excited.
At least she has found happieness.
But.
I still mourn over another letter.
From him.
Somehow I can't find the strengh to move on.
I wonder if he has?
His letter said he will always love me.
But I wonder.
Does he still?
I doubt it.
Oh well.
Even if he did.
Could I ever forgive him?
I don't know.
I wish he would say something.
It's been so many years.
Years.
Not days, or weeks, or months.
Like I thought it would be.
But insead so so so many years.
No contact.
For years.
Soon.
My lovely fiance' and Myself,
I really am very excited.
But, I don't show it.
As a joke.
I hope.
:-)
I recieved a letter today.
For my wedding.
Oh well.
She sent it probably so I don't forget the day.
Never would I.
I love her so much.
More like admire.
She is so strong.
She helped her Cherry Blossom through a hard time.
Which, she has yet to fully recover from.
But, she is more like herself now.
I wonder if he is coming.
To the wedding.
He should.
After what he's done.
As my future wife puts it.
But, I don't know.
What would our beloved Card Mistress think?
I know they love each other still.
I can feel it.
But they doubt their feelings.
::sigh::
I must stay out of their love affairs.
I have much more to worry about.
My dear camera woman.
Kaiju.
"....not a kaiju!"
I hear her yell.
Well, at least she's more like herself.
She says we've been invited to a wedding.
Who's?
Her best-friend.
Such a sweet girl.
No.
She is a woman now.
All of them.
They've grown.
And found happieness.
All except.
My Kaiju.
"...NOT A KAIJU!"
She yells again.
She always pesters me about getting out.
How I don't live her e anymore.
If the gaki dares to show up at this wedding.
I will personally beat everything out of him.
Yes.
That will show him.
What he did to her,
and everyone.
For so many years.
To MY Kaiju.
Oh, Nadeshiko.
I am so proud.
My daughter, will be wedded soon.
I am glad she has moved on.
From your Cherry Blossom.
She is very lovely.
Beautiful.
Happy?
Not yet.
She hides her pain.
As Tomoyo has said.
Oh, I recieved the invitaion to her wedding today.
I wish you were here to attend.
But.
Somehow.
I know you'll be there.
Right?
I know.
This simple letter.
Has thrown him into deeper depression.
I can't understand why.
Could it be?
Oh no.
He can be so dumb sometimes.
I peer in his room.
He's crying.
Again.
He never really cried at all.
Until he returned from Japan.
The room is dark.
He doesn't dare show himself.
I think I'll ask him.
No.
He hasn't opened the letter yet?
I observe the envelope in my hands.
It dosen't have a return address.
This.
This is a misunderstanding.
I have to tell him.
He turns to me.
His senses are slow,
Weak.
I motion to the letter sitting on his desk.
He shuns it away.
I am determined here.
"No. Read It."
A tear.
Again.
He slowly opens it.
Finally.
Victory.
He scans the letter.
Then, he notices a small piece of paper.
He reads it.
And smiles.
I smile at him,
And leave him to rejoice.
Silently.
There is still hope.
~~~
I admit. THIS SUX!!!! Not as good as the other one "I'll Be Right Back.". I do plan to write an epiloge. WHICH IS GOING TO BE HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!!!!
OOh, REVIEW!!!!!
THANKS!
With Love,
AcouGuitarQT (Caitlin)