Title-Too Little To Late
By Sailor Premonition
single story
Rated- Pg 13
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This is my first fanfic so it may not be that good.
This story is around the time when Renie came into the picture . HOWEVER
Renie doesn't exist in this story and there are no Sailor Scouts and no evil
people. Serena and the girls are Sophmores in high school and Darien is in
college but is still considered the school Macho Man for most of the story.
Charity, Rickie, Dr. Wolf, Dr. Cartier,Hope, Emily, Rebecca, Hannah, and
Jennifer are mine don't steal them.If I in some way or another seem to have
copied anyones story my applogies it wasn't intentinul. by the way my
spelling sucks.
Disclaimer/- I don't own Sailor Moon and I know that so don't sue me because
you can't get money form someone without a penny to their name.
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'To Little to Late'
by Sailor Premonition
PG 13 ish
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Serena's POV
As I bored the my plane with my daughter I wonder why am I going back to
see him, he doesn't deserve to know her. After what happened how can I ever
forgive him.
Tears slowly slid down my face as I think about that day almost two years
ago when
I bored a plane with my family on its way to America. The weeks before that
I cried myself to sleep over him. Not again I won't shed another tear for
Darien Sheilds
that bastard.
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[ Two Years Three Weeks Earlier]
Darien's POV
I wake up and sigh at the sight before me my beautiful Serena lies next to
me sound asleep. After last nights events who could blame her I chuckle to
myself as I fall back to sleep.Yet then I remember that this whole
relationship was based on some stupid bet and that as soon as tomarrow comes
I have to break it off. I dread the morning beacause I do care about her
even though I will destroy her in the end.
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Darien's POV
I wake at the sound of my alarm in what seems like hours later. I'm
slightly aware that the warmth oon my right side has disaperd and with it
Serena. yet I see a note laying in her place it reads
My dearest Darien,
You looked like you needed your rest so I let you sleep. I have school so
I won't see you until I get to the Arcade. Darien I have never felt so close
to someone in my entire life. Your not at all the heartless man the the
girls at school say.
Yours Forever,
Meatball Head
Why dose this have to be so hard I don't want to hurt her but it's the only
way. Today when she comes to the Arcade I break it off.
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Serena's POV
Hi, Amy I shout as I run across the street to catch her.
Hey ,Serena how is Darien. I haven't seen him for awhile.
He's doing great I'm on my way to meet him right now at the Arcade .Want to
come?
I'd love to but I have to study for an exam on Nuclear Physic In th World
Today.
' Kay, see you later.-How dose that girl do it I could never study that
much.-
Oh well that just means more time for me to be with Darien.
As I walk through the doors of the Crown Arcade I wonder were Darien is he
isn't at his usual spot at the counter. I scan the room and spot him sitting
in a corner at the far end of the Arcade in a booth. As I come closer an
uneasiness falls over me something in his face says that this isn't going to
be a friendly conversation.
Hey Darien I say as I lean forward to give him a kiss. Darien moves his
face at the last moment. My lips just brush his cheek instead.
What's wrong Darien, did I do something wrong?
No Serena you didn't do anything wrong.Look it isn't you so don't feel bad.
I just don't... Kook it's over that's the best I can say it . I mean you're
a nice kid and all but. SMACK!!
A nice Kid ! A nice Kid! Darien how could you say that. We'ev been seeing
each other for months, I gave the most prescouis thing any girl in the world
has to you and you tell me I'm a nice kid and you don't want to see me
anymore, you said you loved me .I say my voice shaking as I say the words
trying not to let the tears in my eyes fell forward.Praying that this isn't
happening. I suddenly fell repulsed by his preasence and grab my bag as I
run home as fast as can not noticing the tears pouring down my face or the
pain in my hand from smacking Darien. All I can feel is the pain in my chest
like someone took my heart and tied it in knots. As I reach the door to my
house all I can think about is getting to my room so I can cry alone and try
to get over the shame that I feel. I quickly open the door welcomeing the
silence as run up the stairs to my room.I shut the door as fast as I can,
locking it as I slid to the floor burring my head in my knees.I feel so
cheep and trashy, I should have listened to the girls. They warned me they
told me what a jerk he was but I didn't listen.I didn't listen.
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Darien POV
Damn that girl sure packs a punch. I can't believe that I just did that I
never should have let Matt talk me into that stupid bet.Serena I'm sorry
I'll try and make it up to you someday.I suddenly snapped out of my thoughts
as Andrew comes up to me with a look that could kill.
Darien what the hell just happened? I have never seen Serena so angry
before!
You know how Matt bet me all those months ago well I just finished it.Only
problem is I wish I hadn't.
You had sex with her and then dumped her? Darien you didn't have to go
threw with it. Matt is all talk and no walk nothing would have happened if
you backed down. She was a virgin you were her first it's supposed to mean
something!
Well things change Andrew, besides who's to say that was even true. I
suddenly regret the words as they fall from my lips. I knew she was a Virgin
I didn't even care how could I do that to her.She's the first girl to get to
me, she understood me better than any of the others, and when Matt finds
out he's going to ruin her rep.
You better act distent and like it is'n a big deal or he'll make it worse
on her just to spite you.
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[ A two weeks later]
Serena's POV
I can't believe the nerve of him. Rei I swear if one more guy tries to get
me in bed or even says the word tramp or slut I chop off his dumb stick and
stick it in a meat grinder.
Whoa, Don't you think that over kill?
No I'm tired of all of the lies and rumors none of which are true IT JUST
ISN'T FAIR! I say as I brake in to tears. How could I have been so stupid?
Rei he was my first I thought he loved me! I suddenly feel weak and sick to
my stomach.
Serena are you alright you look a little pale? Here sit down.
Thanks but I 'm fine I say quickly as possible trying to hide the fact that
I'm lieing. I can't wait until next week when I move I say to change the
subject. Before you say I thing of course I'll miss you guys but the sooner
I'm out of here the better. I say as I feel another wave of weakness over
come my whole body and I slowly slump to the ground.
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Rei's POV
SERENA! Wake-up come on. pale, so, so pale. Someone go get the nurse.
WELL DON'T JUST STAND THERE YOU SOB'S! GO!I say as loud and irritated as
possilbe I hOpe that she's alright. Where is that nurse I wonder and as in a
answer to my question she arrives.
Here this should wake her. Rei why don't you go call her parents and then
go back to class I've got it from here.
Sure Miss Donnell. But what do I tell them? I ask even though I would much
rather stay with Serena.
Serena eyes suddenly shoot open from the smelling salt and it starles me.
Tell them that Serena fainted and she's in the Nurses Office and to come
pick her up.
I hurry quickly to the Office. As I reach it I quickly say that Miss
Donnell asked me to call Serena Taylors' parents. The secretary hands me the
Phone and I Dail the number. Hoping that I can catch her parents I know this
sounds wried But I have a Feeling that Something out of the orrdinary is
going on and that scares me. The phone rings once then twice and is answered
by Mrs. Taylor.
Hello the Taylor's who is this please?
Irene its Rei, I say quickly hoping not to let on the fact that something
maybe wrong, Serena fainted at school she's okay but the Nurse thinks she
should go home and needs you to pick her up I say knowing how she'll react,
cool, clam and collected. I don't know how she dose it but even when she's
devistated she can be the most retional person.
I'll be right over it will take me about ten minutes to get there. Thank
you Rei for calling. Bye bye.
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[ Later at the Doctor's]
Serena's POV
Why is my mom being so paranoid? I just fainted its no big deal. I hate
going to the Doctors it always makes me feel like some sort of lab rat.Huh,
I say snapping out of my dream like state. Relizing I was just asked a
Question.
I said how have you felt lately have you had any nausea, or weakness
besides today?
I quickly debate how to put what I about to say in to words I'm not sure I
should tell him or anyone for that matter. I might as well they'll find out
This might or might not be important but I'm late. I think I might be
pregnant. Please don't tell my mom
I couldn't even if I wanted to doctar patient privliege. Okay, why don't we
just get a blood and urine sample to start, see if we find anything and take
it from there Serena. Oh I forgot just so you know, incase you have any
problems my name is Dr. Cartier. The test may take a few hours so you might
want to get a magazine or something to keep you busy.
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[ Back on the Plane Two Years Later]
Serena's POV
Rickie , why do I have to tellhim that Charity and I are back. I mean sure
she deserves to know about him but as far as I'm concerned he doesn't have
any claim or right to her.I feel guilty for keeping her away all this time
but at the same time it's revenge.
Serena, you have to tell him that your back and you can't keep him from
seeing her when we get there because you'll see him around at some of your
old haunts and you know that I'm going to working at Shields Industries so
you might see him there to, he is my Boss after all. Plus I'm sure with your
acting career people are going to recognize you.
I guess your right but I still have a bad feeling about this.I say to
myself something isn't right I can feel it in my bones.
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[ Two years one week earlier still at the Hospital]
Serena's POV
Serena the test came back positive.we'd like to get you started on a a
Prenantal program to help you and the baby..
I'm moving to California in a few weeks. Is there some stuff you could give
me untill I get a doctar there?
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[ Mean while at school]
Rei's POV
I hope that Serena's all right when I get my hands on Darien for what he's
done to her I'll kill him. How could he be so loving one day and so
heartless the next. I thought he had changed I guess everyone did. I slowly
slid into my seat as the bell rings and class begins. Usually I'm a very
good student and listener but today I just can't concentrate. I have a bad
feeling something is up with Serena.she seems sick all the time lately, and
she is always weak . That just isn't like Serena. Maybe I should go talk to
Andrew after school at the Arcade see if he's noticed any thing as well. As
class ends I walk down the hall to meet the girls to see if they have heard
anything about Serena and to ask if they want to join me for shakes at the
Arcade.
Hey, Amy, Mina, and Lita wait up. Have any of you heard from Serena?
No, why Rei is something wrong?
You mean that no one told you ? Serena fainted at lunch Irene came and
picked her up to bring her to the Doctor. She was alright last I heard but
I'm still just a little worried. Lately she seems much weaker than usual.
Yeah I noticed it to plus she eats some of the weirdest things. Like
yesterday I offered her part of my lunch as usual but she said "No thanks
but you know what I could really go for a peanut butter Coke."
Your joking right Lita, Serena never turns down your food you're the best
cook in Tokyo.
No I'm serious.
Anyways speaking of food who wants to go to the Arcade for a milk shake?
I figure that we might be able to get some information from Andrew while
were there. Plus I want to have a little talk with Darien about these lies
he spread about Serena I can't stand to see her cry everyday because of him.
Okay lets go!
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[At the Arcade]
Darien's POV
It's been days scince I last saw The girls so you can Imagine my surprise
when they walked into the Arcade and headed straight toward me.But I notice
the looks on there faces and decde that maybe I should leave, to late.
Darien don't you dare or I swear you'll regret it.Now I have a few things
to say and your gonna listen and listen closely. I want you to stop these
lies that are going around. Serena's going all wierd she barely eats sleeps
and she practicle on the egde. I want her last days with us to be happy and
normal.
Last days come on Rei it's not like shes dieing.I say showing how this is
totally unessacary, or at least trying to.
How would you know? And yes your right she isn't dieing shes moving to
America not that it's any of your business.
My expresion almost falters when I here those words moving to America. That
means I never see her again not even from a distance. Rei I'm tired of this
game I 'm out of here. I tell her because I can't let her see the pain in my
face. She can't know that I feel guiltly that I feel shame she'll use it
till I feel as bad as Serena.
No darien your not going to play this game I want to know the truth AND I
WANT IT NOW!
You want the truth well here it is. Matt bet me that I couldn't get a girl
like Serena in bed in less than 4 monthes. And I did end of story. I'm not
completely proud of myself but hey she'll get over it just like you!
That was low Darien even for a snake like you!
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Serena's POV
I still can't believe that I'm going to have a baby I'm barely 16. why did
Darien have to do this to me. how do I tell my parents Dad will hit the
roof and mom I don't know how she'll Take it she always said be carful you
should wait till your married. She'll be so dissapointed. Don't worry
sweetheart I still want you even if I'm the only one I know that it be okay.
I better get some sleep or mom will have my hid. I have school tomarrow
anyways.
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At school
Serena's POV
Hi, Rei can I talk to you and the girls after school It's important.
Sure Serena are you okay you scared me yesterday when you fainted?
I'll explain later meet me at the Arcade corner booth I don't want certain
people to over here.
I'll tell the girls.
I smile and say good bye noticing the concerned look on her face and trying
to hide the pain and devistation in my voice.
The rest of the day I could see the concern on everyone's faces and for some
people the looks they gave me it's like they knew but no one could possible
know.Oh god I'm going to hurl. MOVE i THINK i'M GONING TO HURL! I say
knowing I won't have the dignanty of makeing it to the bathroom.
ahrgggggggggggggggggg argggggggggggg. I feel totally embarrassed as I fall
to the floor reprocessing lunch took alot out of me. Inote the look of
digust on several peoples faces and concern as well. Andrew steps forward
and helps me to my feet only to end up picking me up because my legs can
barely support me. I wonder what Andrews even doing here then I remember
Rita's been subing for a Science class he probale came to see her, he brings
me to the nurses ofice lays me down and asks Miss Donnell to cheak me out.
She sends him out instead and turns to me.
Serena whats going on you've been fainting you barly eat and when you do
it's not the best meal on earth and know you get sick in the middle of the
Hall?
I can see the concern written over her face I know that I can trust her but
do I want to tell her.I know I should so she can keep an I on me while I 'm
still here. Miss Donnell if I tell you some thing do you promise you won't
tell anyone?
Sure Srena you can trust me.
Well here goes nothing, I'm pregnant and I have absolutly no clue what to
do I can't tell any one because of every thing thats already being said
about me. I know the father wants nothing to do with me and my parents are
going to go Physco. I say as fast as I possible can before I burst into
tears.Miss Donnell reachs out and gives me a hug she tells me it'll be okay
and that everything will work out.
Here this is a get out of class pass. When ever the stress is to much it
makes the morning sickness worse espeacily in teens. If you need to just
show this to a teacher you don't have to say anything just show it to them
and they'll let you go you can either come in here or go home form there.
Thankyou I say to her as I reach for the pass. It suddenly feels as though
a great burdden has been lifted from me. I leave and head straight to class
I show my teacher the pass Mrs. H nodds I grab what I need and head for the
Arcade.I know that Andrews worried and he needs to hear the truth. besides I
can't cancle on the girls.
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The Arcade
Andrew's POV
As I make my way through the Arcade I wonder whats up with Serena.
From what the girls say She hasn't been doing to well.Then there's the
romurs Matt sure did twist the facts that Darien gave us all. Not that
Darien was telling the complete truth to begin with either. The look on his
face every time her name comes up I think he really cares he just doesn't
know or want to acknowlegde it. I suddenly see a mass of blond hair come
throught the door at first I didn't recognize Serena scince she didn't have
her meatballs in but those eye's and the look on her face were a dead give
away.
Andrew can I talk to you?It's important.
Something in her tone warns me of importance as well as nervousness. But
why would she be nervous?Sure Serena What Can I do for you.
First how long before Darien comes because he can't hear or know this? At
least not yet.
About two hours.why?
You know what happened between me and Darien right.
Yeah you broke up I say not letting on that I know that there is more.
Not that, I know that Darien proably told you everything if you know what I
mean.
Oh that-- what the heck is she asking about that for-- yeah I know some
stuff why?
If I tell you something do you promise not to ever tell Darien?
I nod my head in agreement.
I'm pregnant and it's Dariens.Now I know what your thinking i bet it is
somewhere near what and how.
I know the how Serena. But what the hell do you mean don't tell Darien if
he is the father he has every right to know?
Not after what he did betting my old boyfriend that he could get me in the
sack faster than Matt could get Mina to do the same.At least Matt really
cared about her. He doesn't deserve anything besides I'm moving and I'm
never comeing back not if I can Avoid it.
We sat and talk for awhile and about ten minutes before Darien came in she
moved to the far corner booth where no one can see you unless you look for
them.I talked with Darien when he sat down for a while it took all my self
control not to strangle him Serena's like a sister to me and he just left
her High and dry not that he even knows it.But then it hits me I could have
stopped it before it started all I had to do was tell Serena what was going
on and instead I just sit around and let him move in. The guilt I feel right
now is too much and I know that it will never completely go away.
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Serena's POV
God Andrew sure seemed pissed at Darien all through our conversation.But
there was something else there almost guilt. Why would Andrew feel guilty?
Oh well maybe Darien will get whats comeing. Now all that I have to do is
tell my mom and dad then the girls before I leave. I hope once I'm settled
and mom and Dad come back here they don't track him down and kill him even
though he deserves it.The girls will be here any moment I better get the
milkshakes.I slowly go up to the counter trying to ignore Darien I ask
Andrew to get me four choclates and a strawberry pinapple shake. I notice
Dariens Eyes on me and relize he doesn't recognize me.
Hi, I'm Darien Sheilds....
Don't even start with me Darien I'm not in the mood for your games today,
besides you should still recognize me even with my hair down Satan.
Recognition slowly crosses his face.Serena!
Yes not that it's any of your buisness.
I thought your family was going to America?
Not my family just me I'm going to go live with my half sister Hope and
attend school with her as well. My parents think it will be a good
oppertunite for me to broaden my horizons.letting the Irrattaion in my voice
show.I hear the girls enter just as Andrew places the shakes in fornt of me
. The girls seeing there que come and grab theirs as we head toward the
booth.
Did Darien do any thing to you? If he did I'll kill him I swear it.
No Lita he's just trying to get his next conquest and he thought I was
freah meat. That is before he recognized me it's no big deal.I say trying to
sound casual as posible knowing full well that they would expoled with anger
in minutes. I just hope that I can keep them from doing anything to
jepordize my secret.
So Serena why'd you call a meeting?
As soon as we wre all seated I took a deep breath-- Here goes nothing-- I
have some news and your not going to like it. before anyone tryies to
interupet please let me finish. You know the rumor that Darien and I had sex
right.
yeah?
Well it wasn't exactly a lie.
What!
Look it only happened twice and we were careful but you know as well as I
do that Accidents happen right.
Spill it meatball head.!
I'm pregnant and Darien's the father he doesn't know that though and it's
going to stay that way got it.
What do you meen it's going to stay that way? Are you nuts!?
Look he has no right to be in my life or the babies not after what he did.
I don't care if it's cruel that's how I want it and if your my friends
you'll keep it that way.So whats it gonna be?
All right Serena but Honesty is the best policy.
Whatever Meatball Head.
You sure you don't want me to Kill him?
I'm sure.
All right.
Sure thing girl.
Thanks guys.--Now I have to tell my parents however there's gonna be one
change in my speech mom and dad can't know that Dariens the Father.--
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America
Serena's POV
Thanks Hope for letting me come live with you.
No problem I've always wanted to get to know you better.Mom called she told
me what happened so is there anything that I can do?
No that that I can think of unless you have the name of an exclant O.B.
No but I have some friends who might.Tell you what I'll set something up
tonight maybe make it where next week at school you'll have some Familar
faces.
Thanks Hope. So you don't mind the fact that you'll be kept up late in a
few months?
Naw I kinda like the fact I'm going to be an auntie.
By the way I want to start fresh here call me Reni instead of Serena the
name brings back to many bad memories.
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Dear Dairy, 12/19/99
my sister introduced me to several of her friends that night. my personal
favorite being Ricki he's so nice and supportive which is what I need but I
also know to be careful I mean I don't want repeat of Darien. Any how
monthes have gone by like days Ricki and I have become closer and closer not
to long ago we started dating I'm finnaly happy. he has stood up for me
when others called me names or tried to belittle me I know that I can count
on him. The best part was he wanted to be apart of mine and my baby's
lives-- I think in a way he hopes it will fill the void that was created
when his girlfriend ran off with there baby -- he promised that he wouldn't
run he would stick by me through everything.On June 22th '99 I gave birth to
a beutifull baby girl I named her Charity Grace after my Grandmother.
Charity has Dariens blue eyes and my blond hair his stubborness and yet
still seems to have my gental heart. I thank god for giving me my Angel my
bueatiful Charity. Next week I'm going back to Toyko to see the girls I'm
not worried about seeing Darien .He won't recognize me. I no longer wear my
hair in buns I leave it down all the time and my hair isn't blond anymore
either I dyed it so now it's more Strawberry in color. I'm also not near as
pale as I used to be the Californian sun has been kind to me and given me a
gorgouse tan.I better go I have to vist Daddy tonight before he leaves for
England with my Stepmother Darla.
Reni
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Christmas in Toyko
Serena!Over here!
Shh! Don't yell Charity's asleep. By the way I don't go By Serena any more
I go by Reni 'kay.
Sure I kinda like the sound of that Meatball head.
Don't call me that I don't want Darien to know that it's me.
Alright.
Reni word of warning he's taking over his dad's company so he's really
grouchy plus his new girlfriend thinks that were her new best friends.
She's such a slut she's gone out with half of Toyko and at one point was
almost Married to the CEO of some major industry.
Thanks for the up date Lit's and Rei.So how dose a milkshake at the Crown
sound.
Great!
Amy and Mina are already there Rita and Andrew broke up and he started
seeing Mina not long after words.so she's there every day plus Amy had to
study.
What about Matt?
Oh he's back with whats her face she had a kid and claims it's his or
somthing or other.I wouldn't count on it but thats his buisness.Any enough
with the chit chat lets go.
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Crown Arcade
Serena's POV
Mina ,look who we found at the air port.
Serena?Is that you?
Yes but don't call me Serena people call me Reni now 'kay.
Sure, is that your baby?
Yeah this is my little Angel Charity Grace Daniels.
Daniels?
Oh yeah thats right you don't know do you.My boyfriend in Napa Ricki
Daniels asked me to marry him for Christmas. Wasn't it sweet?
Your getting married you have a bueatiful baby girl and your living the
practicle American dream I'm jealous.
So whats this Ricki like?
Gosh Rei don't get to excited.If you must know he's a buisness major at Cal
U he graduates in '99 and plans to work for my father or one of his
sub-companies. He is so sweet he stuck by me form day one and he wants
Charity to be in his life so he can be the father henever got to be to
Faith.
Who's Faith?
Oh that's his Duaghter his ex- girlfriend ran off with her about 2years ago
he can't find them anywhere. It's kind of sad I know he misses Faith so much
someday we'll find her though I just know it.
Anyhow you guy's I'm gonna go say hi to Andrew 'kay I haven't seen him in
months.
Sure.
Yeah go on it's alright.
We'll watch Charity.
I'm taking her up there to.
Oh, WELL thats alright right guys.
right!
I walk up to the counter plan ing what I'm going to say knowing exactly how
he'll react.Anyone break my record on The SailorV game yet?
Man I sure could go for a Strawberry pinapple Milkshake right about now to
got any.
Wait a minute break score strawberry pinapple Serena!
Shh! not so loud you'll wake Charity up. plus now adays I go by Reni so
just call me that instead.
Sure whatever you say Ser- I mean Reni.
It's alright.
Can I hold her?
If you want to Andrew, but please be careful not to wake her up trying to
get her to go to sleep is so hard shes as stubborn as her Father.Ricki seems
to be the only one capable of getting her to cooperate.
Who's Ricki?
Oh he's my husband to be we just got engaged. He's the greatest he loves to
help me take care of her and he even let her take his last name. he was
going to come but with Semesters he might not be able to.
Well if he's good enough for you than he's good enough for me.But what
about Darien granted I wouldn't have relized it was you if you hadn't told
me but are you even going to tell him your here and that Charity's
..........
No, and that's all there is to it.
Darien's POV
As I walk in to the arcade I hear a voice I've been longing to hear
Serena's voice I quickly scan the Arcade to find it's location my eye's rest
on a girl with strawberry colored hair talking to Andrew while he fusses
over a bueatiful baby girl. I can just barely hear whats being said But what
about Darien granted I wouldn't have relized it was you if you hadn't told
me but are you even going to tell him your here and that Charity's..
No, and that's all there is to it.
What the hell?
Andrew finally relizes that I'm there hands the girl her duaghter and says
stressing the words
Hi Darien I didn't see you come in.
The girl looks at me with surprise mixed with anger and her most stricking
feature the most lovely blue eyes Serena's eyes to be exact. Whoa hold it
right there it's not Serena. When will she stop huanting me?
Darien I'd like you to meet a friend of mine.
She quickly shifts the baby's wieght and extends her hand.
Hi, I'm Reni Taylor you must be Darien and this little angle is my daughter
Charity.
She states as she nodes towards her baby. I don't know why but the phrase
just pops out, Do I know you? Shock and panick rush over her face. shes
about to answer when Andrew says something first.
She used to live in Toyko she went out with on of my friends things got
heavy and he turned into a real Jack-ass turns out he knocked her up to. She
moved away about 8months ago but she came back to see some old friends and
stuff.
Gee thanks for puting it so nicely you really added class to the term
pregnant. But thank you for everything else. OH by the way I send you an
Invetation for the wedding.
Anything for you Reni.
Well I gotta go I'm staying with Rei at the Temple while my mom and
Step-dad are out of town.
Step- dad?
Yeah Kens not my birth dad Andrew. He acts like it but he's not, my mom
and daddy had an agreement he got to take my older sister and she got to
take me. Apparently hope was some big thing in California years ago and Dad
had control of her money and wanted it to stay that way . Well anyways bye.
I'll stop by tomarrow and we can cotinue this conversation,Andrew.
I watch as she leaves with Rei and company as I now call them seeing as she
seems to be the ring leader,at least since Serena left. I turn to Andrew and
let lose that was Serena wasn't it and don't give me any bull I know when
you lie just as well as you know me.Who's kid is that I heard part of your
conversation with her earlyier.
Even if it was her I have to respeact her wishes and if you heard what we
said you shouldn't be asking that question. Look it's to late to do anything
she's getting married. Afor Serena if you had of stood by her. If you hadn't
of gone through with the bet and told all of Toyko about it she wold still
be here with you. Man she still loves you though she'll never admit it and I
know that deep down she wants you to be a part of her life but she knows
that in the long run it will hurt more for you to wonder. Ricki may never
mean as much to her as you did but atleast she can trust him.
She's only in high school! besides do think that I really wanted to hurt
her in the end it stared out that way but you know that I really did and
still do care about her Darla's just someone to help me get my mind off of
Serena.
Anyways how much do you know about Darla? I heard she was Married to
Robert Fowler of the FOAW CORPERATION.
Look she's just gone through a Divorce so don't be so hard on her shes a
great person.
Speak of the devil.
Darien oh it's so good to see you the flight form Napa to England was
terrible and the flight here was even worse!I can't stick around to long
though I planned on meeting the girls at the Temple.
Darla they have a guest an old friends in town you might not want to stop.
Oh they won't mind........Reni!
Darla! Dose daddy know your hear I thought you told him that you were going
back to Napa, and as for you Darien what the hell are you doing with my
stepmother!
What! your stepmother! --Darla's married?-- -- wate whats she doing here?--
What the hell are you back here for anyways I thought you were going to the
Temple Meatball Head.!-- whoops!--
I forgot my... What did you just call me! I note the shock regester across
her face. Oh some things never change Satan!I'll just get my purse and go
I'm leaving Toyko as soon as possible.By the way Darla when Daddy finds out
about this all the money promised to you in the Prenup goes to me instead,
you get zip. Bye bye and have a wonderful day.[ dripping with sarcasum I see
Serena]
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Back in Napa
months later
Do you Serenity Anne Fowler Taylor take Richard Allen Daniels to be your
lawfully weded husband.
I do.
Then by the power invested in me by the State of California It is my
pleasure to present to you Mr. and Mrs. Richard Allen Daniels.You may know
kiss the bride.
Weeks later in Beverly Hills
Reni what do you think? It's small for the area but it's still pretty big.
I love it. it's got plenty of room for Charity to have a bedroom and
playroom. for you to have your big old study and for me to entertain.It's
just perfect.How did you afford it?
Oh I just got a job at one of your fathers sub- companies as a
international cosultatent.
Oh this is so awsome I graduate this year I got a job at the local talent
agency andyou get a great job with my father. Not to mention Charity's
adjusting so well.
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Dear Dairy,
Things couldn't be better I just got married, Charity said her first
words,Ricki got a great job, my career is starting to take off and I just
made some new friends they remind me of the girls a lot. let's see Emily is
just like mina in personality except instead of blond hair and blue eyes she
has brown hair green eyes, Rebecca is smart like Amy but shes also a little
more loose she has black hair and honey colored brown eyes, then there's
Hannah she is just like lita in every way she looks like her she pines over
her old boyfriend Franky and loves to cook and fight,then there's Jennifer
she could be my twin yet she has Rei's personality. Like I said their a lot
a like. Anyways tomarrow I tryout for a major modle/singing contract my
manager says that I've proably got it in the bag espeacily scince I wrote my
songs I'm gonna write them down here so I don't forget them in the future:
Mirror Mirror
Mirror mirror lie to me show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me show me what I wanna see
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
why don't I think before I speak
I should have listende to that voice inside of me
I must be stupid
Must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
To say the kind of thing I said I said last night
[Chorus]
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
you don't have to tell me who's the bigest fool of all
mirror mirrorI wish you could lie to me
and bring my baby back
bring my baby back to me
why did I let you walk away
when all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way and in the Heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid
I must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I relize
[Chorus]
[Brige]
If only wishes could be dreams
and all my dreams could come true
there would be two of us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someonr that I used to be
Bring back my baby to me
[Chorus]
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Girl In Your Dreams
NANA NANA NA
YEAH YEAHEY
NANA NANA NA
I was walking down the street
Then I say you I didn't know what to say
your eyes were shining
Your smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine
[Chorus]
Maybe I don'thave the blond hair you like
Or maybe I don't have Eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you whatlove means
NANA NANA NA
YEAH YEAHEY
NANA NANA NA
One day you came and talked to me
and you said we are ment to be
I was happy, everthing was so nice
But then I found out everything was a lie
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
How could you do this to me
You said that we are ment to be
you showed me how to cry when you told me everything was a lie
[Chorus]
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The Day You Went Away
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
you dreaming of me
call me crazy, call me blind
to still be sufering is stupid after all of this time
[Pre chorus]
Did I lose my love to some one better
and does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
[Chorus]
Well hey so much I need to say
been lonely since the day
the day you went away
So sad but true
for me theirs only you
been crying since the day
the day you went away
I remember date and time
september 22nd
sunday 25 after 9:00
In the doorway with your case
no longer shouting at eachother
there were tears on our faces
[pre chorus2]
And we were letting go of something special
something we'll never have again
I know , I guess I really really know
[chorus]
the day you went away
the day you went away
[Pre chorus1]
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
how could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
the day you went away
the day you went away
the day you went away
That's it Dairy I bet you already know who the songs are for. I love Ricki
don't get me wrong but I know that only one person has ever touched my soul
and that one person no matter how much anger I have towards him will always
be in my heart.
Reni
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Months later on good morning America
So Reni what motivates your songs?
Um, well I would have to say things that Happen to me in my life. I write
about things that have made an impact.
So your motivation is based on actual events. Could you tell us the story
behind your three hit singles.
It's personal but I guess it's time I get it off my chest.I grew up in
Japan and there was this boy that I had a major crush on But I had a
boyfriend things got messed up we broke up eventualy the only problem was
everytime I saw the guy I liked he and I would get into fights. these fights
always started because of a name he called me, Meatball Head you see at the
Time I always wore my hair into buns on either side of my head. Eventually
he told me that he only called me that because he liked me and asked me out.
we started dating and I trusted him completely. turns out he bet my old
Boyfriend he could get me to sleep with him. After three months I was sure I
would be with him forever.I gave him the most precouise thing any one has to
give , me. However since he had completed the bet he didn't want me around
anymore I was devistated at the time I guess I still am. A few weeks later I
found out that even though we were careful I was pregnant. I moved in with
my sister Hope in Napa California and started over. As a warning to all of
you teenage girls out there. Just because a guy talks smooth and says he
cares about you doesn't mean it's true don't have premarrital sex even if
your careful things can happen. It's not easy being a teen mom I'm lucky I
had someone to stand by me. My husband may not be Charity's dad but he's
willing to help care for her and he loves her as if she were his. Not
everyones gonna be that lucky. I know that if I had not had his and my
families support I would not have made it.
Speaking of your husband care to coment on him?
Ricki is the best right now he's at home working on a Company transaction/
merger so he couldn't come but that's alright because no matter where I am I
still care about him and he knows it.
So where is your next stop on your International tour?
I'm actually going to be cuting the tour short my last concert will be in
Paris and then I'll be taking a nine month break to have my babies.
Yor going to have another baby?
Babies I'm having twins. One girl and one boy,Charity's really excited
she's going to be a big sister.
how old is Charity right now I here she just had a birthday?
She's one year, and three monthes old
Wow!
Well thanks for taking time out of your acting and singing to stop by for
an interveiw. I know that you've got a plane to catch to Paris so I'll say
goodbye and break a leg.
Thanks.
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Napa California
one week later
WHAT! WE ARE MOVING WHERE AND YOU WANT ME TO DO WHAT?
We're moving to Toyko I'll be your father embasidor between Sheilds and
FOAW.Because of the fact that I'll be working with Charity's father I would
like you to tell Darien the truth all of it even if it means loseing you to
him you have to. He has the right to know his own daughter. I'm not blind
either I know in some form you still love him I was shocked that you
actually went through with the wedding last year. Not that I didn't want you
to.Besides he already has An inckling apperanetly he overheard a
conversation you had with a friend in Toyko. Before you say anything he
didn't act on it because he wasn't sure and you both had careers he didn't
want to screw your life up again.
You know this how?
Oh we had a conversation about old girlfriends and regrets and he mentioned
you and some other stuff. however I didn't mention that I was your husband
that's going to be your job. I'm not going to get into this with you either.
It's your decision who tells him and weither you hear him out. I'm tired of
being the third party Especailly with the twins coming do you think they
need to know and live with all this crap surroundding them.I don't want to
lose you but God Damit if it the only way to close this chapter in everyones
lives so be it!
I Don't Want to lose you either thats why I can't do this!Please don't make
me I don't know what I'd do without you to talk to to lean on when the
worlds crashing down around me! Please! I do still care how could I not but
Please don't!
Look even if our marrige ends I still be there for you and especailly for
the Twins who's to say that it will actually be totally over or that our
marrige will change at all. It will be all right Serena.That's another thing
that's gonna change I know that it was a big step in your starting over but
please go by your real name from now on just be your self who cares what
anyone else thinks.
--That's just it I care. And your wrong as soon as he finds out everything
will end and not for the better.--
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On the plane
That last week I can tell that he didn't mean some of the things he said
that he was trying to make his point. yet the fact of the matter is things
aren't going to ever be the same someones going to get hurt bad and chances
are that it will be him.I love him and I love Darien in different ways and
yet the same. I don't think I can choose one or the other. I hate Darien for
ever putting me in this position I hated him for years why do I sudenly have
the urge to forgive and forget just to feel the warmth of his embrace. What
am I saying I'm married to Ricki I love Ricki I'm haveing his babies. Why
dose this have to be so hard. Selene why can't you just tell me what to do
and guide me to the true path the one I'm supposed to travel. I can't stand
this. I would almost rather be dead at lest then I wouldn't have to deal
with this. It's to much, I better calm done or I'll stress myself into labor
way to soon.
Ladies and gentalmen we are about to land please make sure that your seats
are in the full upright position and that your belts are fasened securly
thankyou for flying TWA.
Serena I set up a limo to pick us up and take us to Sheilds headquaters I
have an appointment in an hour and that'll be about as soon as we get there
your coming with your going to tell him everything or I will.
Before we go I'm going to ask you one more time Please don't make me do
this to you, to us. Please I can't do this I just can't.
Mommy wha kan't u zoo?
Charity you know how Ricki isn't your father and you know what happened
between your father and me right?
Yeah.
Well Ricki would like me to go see your daddy and tell him somethings if I
go it means that things are going to change and not for the better. Ricki
might have to move out. Would you be alright with that? It might mean that
your last name would change to.
It would be wierd but I wanna see Daddy Mommy I know he bad but I don care.
Alright just so long as you know that Daddy may not want you do you think
you could handle it if he didn't?
It be hard but at least I know him and he know me!
Then it's settled Serena you'll tell him when we get there.
--Goodbye Ricki--
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Sheilds Industries
Darien's POV
Mr. Sheilds Mr. Daniels and his Wifeand duaghter are here to see you.
Send them in Theresa. I wonder why he brought the whole family? Oh well
this gives me the oppertunity to get to know them before the the Winter
Ball. Suddenly I hear a voice I haven't heard in so long it hurts.
Darien I need to talk to you. But you have to promise to hear me out and
not to get mad at Ricki he was just doing what I told him to I never meant
for it to come to this.
Serena?
Yes, Darien it's Meatball Headed Serena. I've grown and changed and As hard
as this is I have to say it.
Get on with it. I thought you never wanted to see me again? I thought you
thought I was the scum of the earth?
Well as long as your being honest I might as well be honest to. Your
completely right I didn't want to see you In fact I don't even want to be
here right now,but Ricki my Husband feels that since your going to be
working together you and I have to close these old wounds. I don't like it
but for his sake for my sake and for Charity and the twins I have to.Look
when I left Toyko I was pregnant with our duaghter your little bet and game
had me so hurt that I became angry and bitter and I convenced myself you
had no right to know of her exsitance. I still feel that way but she has the
right to know you and the truth. I'm still angry I'm still devistated and
yet for some reason even though I've moved on I still love you I don't think
that I ever stopped. The sad thing is now that I'm married even if you had
feelings for me to we could never admit it openly. I'm not leaving Ricki
even if things would be better off that way.
Serena I'm so sorry that you suffered but I've been hurting to. I could
have called off the bet because we were both emotionally attached but I was
stubborn I figured to that if you found out about the bet while we were
going out it would have been worse. as usual I was wrong. But to just walk
in and tell me that I'm a Dad and that you've kept it form me for two years
and that your sorry but I still can't be apart of her life and your life
because your afride you'll hurt Ricki, that hurts worse. I'm glad you told
me but if you think that I'm not going to fight for you and Charity your
wrong. I don't get it ,you love me but you married someone else and know
your having his babies? What kind of game are you playing? Your just going
to hurt more people by drawing things out. He proably knows that he'll lose
you I bet that's why he told you to tell me.by the way how many others know?
Why now? I'm getting married. I say with as much anger as possible to get my
point across.
SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THIS WAS FOR ME!
I'M LOSEING MY HUSBAND AND MY CAREER WELL I JUST FLUSHED IT DOWN THE TOILET
BY COMING HERE! I CAN'T STAND THIS!
OWW!Somethings wrong with...........
SERENA! I rush out the door screaming call an amblance now!Ricki Charity
and I rush back to Serena's side but I can't let Charity watch as Ricki
works to revive her I quickly grasp her in a hug and try to quite her tears.
Something tells me that this will be the last time I see her my darling
Serena if only......... but now it's to little to late to make up for
everything. God damit if I hadn't have gone through with that bet if I had
just admited I cared. Don't worry Serena I'll be there for Charity she'll
never be alone in life I'll make sure of it.
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Today at 10:00 in Toyko Japan 18yr. old singer/actress Serenity Daniels
died from complications in her second pregnancy. The doctors while unable to
save her were able to save her twin son and duaghter. They have been named
the fallowing her son has been named after her first daughters father Darien
Edymion Daniels and her daughter after herself Serenity Anne Daniels the
world will miss her happy face and moveing words. Today at midnight Mr.
Sheilds and Daniels will hold a press conference to answer the public's
questions. It has also been annouced that Charity will be moving in with her
father and soon to be stepmother Reanna Hino who was also a long time friend
of Serena's and a Shinto Priestess at the Cherry Hill Temple in Toyko.
That's all for now this is Roger Mudd signing off.
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I bet there are a few questions about the plot if you write me at
premonition04k@hotmail.com I'll try and answer them is best as possible.
The moral of the story don't wait to confront problems and be trueful to
yourself and those around you and most importantly don't do things that you
know will hurt someone on purpose. A few years ago I had a best friend who
just happened to be a guy we were getting really close then someone started
telling people that we were doing the nasty and that I had said that we had.
I was only 11 and didn't know what to do especailly since it wasn't true.
that year I lost my best friend because he believed that I was behind the
lies. We haven't spoken with out arguing for 4years. this last year we
finnally made amends though I know that even though I care for him as more
than a friend we can never be more than that. he has a girlfriend now and
the lies are starting again except know it's about them I hope that since
we've been thruogh this once they can survive.
tThis is Sailor Premonition signing off. And in case I don't see you for
awhile Good morning good evening and good night.-- I just love saying
that.--
REMEMBER WORDS HURT LIKE HELL AND THEY ARE THE MOST TERRIBLELY CRUEL WAY
TO HURT SOMEONE SO DON'T GOSSIP!
You know what they say everthing you do comes back three
fold...................
By Sailor Premonition
single story
Rated- Pg 13
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This is my first fanfic so it may not be that good.
This story is around the time when Renie came into the picture . HOWEVER
Renie doesn't exist in this story and there are no Sailor Scouts and no evil
people. Serena and the girls are Sophmores in high school and Darien is in
college but is still considered the school Macho Man for most of the story.
Charity, Rickie, Dr. Wolf, Dr. Cartier,Hope, Emily, Rebecca, Hannah, and
Jennifer are mine don't steal them.If I in some way or another seem to have
copied anyones story my applogies it wasn't intentinul. by the way my
spelling sucks.
Disclaimer/- I don't own Sailor Moon and I know that so don't sue me because
you can't get money form someone without a penny to their name.
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'To Little to Late'
by Sailor Premonition
PG 13 ish
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Serena's POV
As I bored the my plane with my daughter I wonder why am I going back to
see him, he doesn't deserve to know her. After what happened how can I ever
forgive him.
Tears slowly slid down my face as I think about that day almost two years
ago when
I bored a plane with my family on its way to America. The weeks before that
I cried myself to sleep over him. Not again I won't shed another tear for
Darien Sheilds
that bastard.
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[ Two Years Three Weeks Earlier]
Darien's POV
I wake up and sigh at the sight before me my beautiful Serena lies next to
me sound asleep. After last nights events who could blame her I chuckle to
myself as I fall back to sleep.Yet then I remember that this whole
relationship was based on some stupid bet and that as soon as tomarrow comes
I have to break it off. I dread the morning beacause I do care about her
even though I will destroy her in the end.
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Darien's POV
I wake at the sound of my alarm in what seems like hours later. I'm
slightly aware that the warmth oon my right side has disaperd and with it
Serena. yet I see a note laying in her place it reads
My dearest Darien,
You looked like you needed your rest so I let you sleep. I have school so
I won't see you until I get to the Arcade. Darien I have never felt so close
to someone in my entire life. Your not at all the heartless man the the
girls at school say.
Yours Forever,
Meatball Head
Why dose this have to be so hard I don't want to hurt her but it's the only
way. Today when she comes to the Arcade I break it off.
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Serena's POV
Hi, Amy I shout as I run across the street to catch her.
Hey ,Serena how is Darien. I haven't seen him for awhile.
He's doing great I'm on my way to meet him right now at the Arcade .Want to
come?
I'd love to but I have to study for an exam on Nuclear Physic In th World
Today.
' Kay, see you later.-How dose that girl do it I could never study that
much.-
Oh well that just means more time for me to be with Darien.
As I walk through the doors of the Crown Arcade I wonder were Darien is he
isn't at his usual spot at the counter. I scan the room and spot him sitting
in a corner at the far end of the Arcade in a booth. As I come closer an
uneasiness falls over me something in his face says that this isn't going to
be a friendly conversation.
Hey Darien I say as I lean forward to give him a kiss. Darien moves his
face at the last moment. My lips just brush his cheek instead.
What's wrong Darien, did I do something wrong?
No Serena you didn't do anything wrong.Look it isn't you so don't feel bad.
I just don't... Kook it's over that's the best I can say it . I mean you're
a nice kid and all but. SMACK!!
A nice Kid ! A nice Kid! Darien how could you say that. We'ev been seeing
each other for months, I gave the most prescouis thing any girl in the world
has to you and you tell me I'm a nice kid and you don't want to see me
anymore, you said you loved me .I say my voice shaking as I say the words
trying not to let the tears in my eyes fell forward.Praying that this isn't
happening. I suddenly fell repulsed by his preasence and grab my bag as I
run home as fast as can not noticing the tears pouring down my face or the
pain in my hand from smacking Darien. All I can feel is the pain in my chest
like someone took my heart and tied it in knots. As I reach the door to my
house all I can think about is getting to my room so I can cry alone and try
to get over the shame that I feel. I quickly open the door welcomeing the
silence as run up the stairs to my room.I shut the door as fast as I can,
locking it as I slid to the floor burring my head in my knees.I feel so
cheep and trashy, I should have listened to the girls. They warned me they
told me what a jerk he was but I didn't listen.I didn't listen.
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Darien POV
Damn that girl sure packs a punch. I can't believe that I just did that I
never should have let Matt talk me into that stupid bet.Serena I'm sorry
I'll try and make it up to you someday.I suddenly snapped out of my thoughts
as Andrew comes up to me with a look that could kill.
Darien what the hell just happened? I have never seen Serena so angry
before!
You know how Matt bet me all those months ago well I just finished it.Only
problem is I wish I hadn't.
You had sex with her and then dumped her? Darien you didn't have to go
threw with it. Matt is all talk and no walk nothing would have happened if
you backed down. She was a virgin you were her first it's supposed to mean
something!
Well things change Andrew, besides who's to say that was even true. I
suddenly regret the words as they fall from my lips. I knew she was a Virgin
I didn't even care how could I do that to her.She's the first girl to get to
me, she understood me better than any of the others, and when Matt finds
out he's going to ruin her rep.
You better act distent and like it is'n a big deal or he'll make it worse
on her just to spite you.
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[ A two weeks later]
Serena's POV
I can't believe the nerve of him. Rei I swear if one more guy tries to get
me in bed or even says the word tramp or slut I chop off his dumb stick and
stick it in a meat grinder.
Whoa, Don't you think that over kill?
No I'm tired of all of the lies and rumors none of which are true IT JUST
ISN'T FAIR! I say as I brake in to tears. How could I have been so stupid?
Rei he was my first I thought he loved me! I suddenly feel weak and sick to
my stomach.
Serena are you alright you look a little pale? Here sit down.
Thanks but I 'm fine I say quickly as possible trying to hide the fact that
I'm lieing. I can't wait until next week when I move I say to change the
subject. Before you say I thing of course I'll miss you guys but the sooner
I'm out of here the better. I say as I feel another wave of weakness over
come my whole body and I slowly slump to the ground.
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Rei's POV
SERENA! Wake-up come on. pale, so, so pale. Someone go get the nurse.
WELL DON'T JUST STAND THERE YOU SOB'S! GO!I say as loud and irritated as
possilbe I hOpe that she's alright. Where is that nurse I wonder and as in a
answer to my question she arrives.
Here this should wake her. Rei why don't you go call her parents and then
go back to class I've got it from here.
Sure Miss Donnell. But what do I tell them? I ask even though I would much
rather stay with Serena.
Serena eyes suddenly shoot open from the smelling salt and it starles me.
Tell them that Serena fainted and she's in the Nurses Office and to come
pick her up.
I hurry quickly to the Office. As I reach it I quickly say that Miss
Donnell asked me to call Serena Taylors' parents. The secretary hands me the
Phone and I Dail the number. Hoping that I can catch her parents I know this
sounds wried But I have a Feeling that Something out of the orrdinary is
going on and that scares me. The phone rings once then twice and is answered
by Mrs. Taylor.
Hello the Taylor's who is this please?
Irene its Rei, I say quickly hoping not to let on the fact that something
maybe wrong, Serena fainted at school she's okay but the Nurse thinks she
should go home and needs you to pick her up I say knowing how she'll react,
cool, clam and collected. I don't know how she dose it but even when she's
devistated she can be the most retional person.
I'll be right over it will take me about ten minutes to get there. Thank
you Rei for calling. Bye bye.
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[ Later at the Doctor's]
Serena's POV
Why is my mom being so paranoid? I just fainted its no big deal. I hate
going to the Doctors it always makes me feel like some sort of lab rat.Huh,
I say snapping out of my dream like state. Relizing I was just asked a
Question.
I said how have you felt lately have you had any nausea, or weakness
besides today?
I quickly debate how to put what I about to say in to words I'm not sure I
should tell him or anyone for that matter. I might as well they'll find out
This might or might not be important but I'm late. I think I might be
pregnant. Please don't tell my mom
I couldn't even if I wanted to doctar patient privliege. Okay, why don't we
just get a blood and urine sample to start, see if we find anything and take
it from there Serena. Oh I forgot just so you know, incase you have any
problems my name is Dr. Cartier. The test may take a few hours so you might
want to get a magazine or something to keep you busy.
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[ Back on the Plane Two Years Later]
Serena's POV
Rickie , why do I have to tellhim that Charity and I are back. I mean sure
she deserves to know about him but as far as I'm concerned he doesn't have
any claim or right to her.I feel guilty for keeping her away all this time
but at the same time it's revenge.
Serena, you have to tell him that your back and you can't keep him from
seeing her when we get there because you'll see him around at some of your
old haunts and you know that I'm going to working at Shields Industries so
you might see him there to, he is my Boss after all. Plus I'm sure with your
acting career people are going to recognize you.
I guess your right but I still have a bad feeling about this.I say to
myself something isn't right I can feel it in my bones.
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[ Two years one week earlier still at the Hospital]
Serena's POV
Serena the test came back positive.we'd like to get you started on a a
Prenantal program to help you and the baby..
I'm moving to California in a few weeks. Is there some stuff you could give
me untill I get a doctar there?
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[ Mean while at school]
Rei's POV
I hope that Serena's all right when I get my hands on Darien for what he's
done to her I'll kill him. How could he be so loving one day and so
heartless the next. I thought he had changed I guess everyone did. I slowly
slid into my seat as the bell rings and class begins. Usually I'm a very
good student and listener but today I just can't concentrate. I have a bad
feeling something is up with Serena.she seems sick all the time lately, and
she is always weak . That just isn't like Serena. Maybe I should go talk to
Andrew after school at the Arcade see if he's noticed any thing as well. As
class ends I walk down the hall to meet the girls to see if they have heard
anything about Serena and to ask if they want to join me for shakes at the
Arcade.
Hey, Amy, Mina, and Lita wait up. Have any of you heard from Serena?
No, why Rei is something wrong?
You mean that no one told you ? Serena fainted at lunch Irene came and
picked her up to bring her to the Doctor. She was alright last I heard but
I'm still just a little worried. Lately she seems much weaker than usual.
Yeah I noticed it to plus she eats some of the weirdest things. Like
yesterday I offered her part of my lunch as usual but she said "No thanks
but you know what I could really go for a peanut butter Coke."
Your joking right Lita, Serena never turns down your food you're the best
cook in Tokyo.
No I'm serious.
Anyways speaking of food who wants to go to the Arcade for a milk shake?
I figure that we might be able to get some information from Andrew while
were there. Plus I want to have a little talk with Darien about these lies
he spread about Serena I can't stand to see her cry everyday because of him.
Okay lets go!
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[At the Arcade]
Darien's POV
It's been days scince I last saw The girls so you can Imagine my surprise
when they walked into the Arcade and headed straight toward me.But I notice
the looks on there faces and decde that maybe I should leave, to late.
Darien don't you dare or I swear you'll regret it.Now I have a few things
to say and your gonna listen and listen closely. I want you to stop these
lies that are going around. Serena's going all wierd she barely eats sleeps
and she practicle on the egde. I want her last days with us to be happy and
normal.
Last days come on Rei it's not like shes dieing.I say showing how this is
totally unessacary, or at least trying to.
How would you know? And yes your right she isn't dieing shes moving to
America not that it's any of your business.
My expresion almost falters when I here those words moving to America. That
means I never see her again not even from a distance. Rei I'm tired of this
game I 'm out of here. I tell her because I can't let her see the pain in my
face. She can't know that I feel guiltly that I feel shame she'll use it
till I feel as bad as Serena.
No darien your not going to play this game I want to know the truth AND I
WANT IT NOW!
You want the truth well here it is. Matt bet me that I couldn't get a girl
like Serena in bed in less than 4 monthes. And I did end of story. I'm not
completely proud of myself but hey she'll get over it just like you!
That was low Darien even for a snake like you!
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Serena's POV
I still can't believe that I'm going to have a baby I'm barely 16. why did
Darien have to do this to me. how do I tell my parents Dad will hit the
roof and mom I don't know how she'll Take it she always said be carful you
should wait till your married. She'll be so dissapointed. Don't worry
sweetheart I still want you even if I'm the only one I know that it be okay.
I better get some sleep or mom will have my hid. I have school tomarrow
anyways.
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At school
Serena's POV
Hi, Rei can I talk to you and the girls after school It's important.
Sure Serena are you okay you scared me yesterday when you fainted?
I'll explain later meet me at the Arcade corner booth I don't want certain
people to over here.
I'll tell the girls.
I smile and say good bye noticing the concerned look on her face and trying
to hide the pain and devistation in my voice.
The rest of the day I could see the concern on everyone's faces and for some
people the looks they gave me it's like they knew but no one could possible
know.Oh god I'm going to hurl. MOVE i THINK i'M GONING TO HURL! I say
knowing I won't have the dignanty of makeing it to the bathroom.
ahrgggggggggggggggggg argggggggggggg. I feel totally embarrassed as I fall
to the floor reprocessing lunch took alot out of me. Inote the look of
digust on several peoples faces and concern as well. Andrew steps forward
and helps me to my feet only to end up picking me up because my legs can
barely support me. I wonder what Andrews even doing here then I remember
Rita's been subing for a Science class he probale came to see her, he brings
me to the nurses ofice lays me down and asks Miss Donnell to cheak me out.
She sends him out instead and turns to me.
Serena whats going on you've been fainting you barly eat and when you do
it's not the best meal on earth and know you get sick in the middle of the
Hall?
I can see the concern written over her face I know that I can trust her but
do I want to tell her.I know I should so she can keep an I on me while I 'm
still here. Miss Donnell if I tell you some thing do you promise you won't
tell anyone?
Sure Srena you can trust me.
Well here goes nothing, I'm pregnant and I have absolutly no clue what to
do I can't tell any one because of every thing thats already being said
about me. I know the father wants nothing to do with me and my parents are
going to go Physco. I say as fast as I possible can before I burst into
tears.Miss Donnell reachs out and gives me a hug she tells me it'll be okay
and that everything will work out.
Here this is a get out of class pass. When ever the stress is to much it
makes the morning sickness worse espeacily in teens. If you need to just
show this to a teacher you don't have to say anything just show it to them
and they'll let you go you can either come in here or go home form there.
Thankyou I say to her as I reach for the pass. It suddenly feels as though
a great burdden has been lifted from me. I leave and head straight to class
I show my teacher the pass Mrs. H nodds I grab what I need and head for the
Arcade.I know that Andrews worried and he needs to hear the truth. besides I
can't cancle on the girls.
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The Arcade
Andrew's POV
As I make my way through the Arcade I wonder whats up with Serena.
From what the girls say She hasn't been doing to well.Then there's the
romurs Matt sure did twist the facts that Darien gave us all. Not that
Darien was telling the complete truth to begin with either. The look on his
face every time her name comes up I think he really cares he just doesn't
know or want to acknowlegde it. I suddenly see a mass of blond hair come
throught the door at first I didn't recognize Serena scince she didn't have
her meatballs in but those eye's and the look on her face were a dead give
away.
Andrew can I talk to you?It's important.
Something in her tone warns me of importance as well as nervousness. But
why would she be nervous?Sure Serena What Can I do for you.
First how long before Darien comes because he can't hear or know this? At
least not yet.
About two hours.why?
You know what happened between me and Darien right.
Yeah you broke up I say not letting on that I know that there is more.
Not that, I know that Darien proably told you everything if you know what I
mean.
Oh that-- what the heck is she asking about that for-- yeah I know some
stuff why?
If I tell you something do you promise not to ever tell Darien?
I nod my head in agreement.
I'm pregnant and it's Dariens.Now I know what your thinking i bet it is
somewhere near what and how.
I know the how Serena. But what the hell do you mean don't tell Darien if
he is the father he has every right to know?
Not after what he did betting my old boyfriend that he could get me in the
sack faster than Matt could get Mina to do the same.At least Matt really
cared about her. He doesn't deserve anything besides I'm moving and I'm
never comeing back not if I can Avoid it.
We sat and talk for awhile and about ten minutes before Darien came in she
moved to the far corner booth where no one can see you unless you look for
them.I talked with Darien when he sat down for a while it took all my self
control not to strangle him Serena's like a sister to me and he just left
her High and dry not that he even knows it.But then it hits me I could have
stopped it before it started all I had to do was tell Serena what was going
on and instead I just sit around and let him move in. The guilt I feel right
now is too much and I know that it will never completely go away.
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Serena's POV
God Andrew sure seemed pissed at Darien all through our conversation.But
there was something else there almost guilt. Why would Andrew feel guilty?
Oh well maybe Darien will get whats comeing. Now all that I have to do is
tell my mom and dad then the girls before I leave. I hope once I'm settled
and mom and Dad come back here they don't track him down and kill him even
though he deserves it.The girls will be here any moment I better get the
milkshakes.I slowly go up to the counter trying to ignore Darien I ask
Andrew to get me four choclates and a strawberry pinapple shake. I notice
Dariens Eyes on me and relize he doesn't recognize me.
Hi, I'm Darien Sheilds....
Don't even start with me Darien I'm not in the mood for your games today,
besides you should still recognize me even with my hair down Satan.
Recognition slowly crosses his face.Serena!
Yes not that it's any of your buisness.
I thought your family was going to America?
Not my family just me I'm going to go live with my half sister Hope and
attend school with her as well. My parents think it will be a good
oppertunite for me to broaden my horizons.letting the Irrattaion in my voice
show.I hear the girls enter just as Andrew places the shakes in fornt of me
. The girls seeing there que come and grab theirs as we head toward the
booth.
Did Darien do any thing to you? If he did I'll kill him I swear it.
No Lita he's just trying to get his next conquest and he thought I was
freah meat. That is before he recognized me it's no big deal.I say trying to
sound casual as posible knowing full well that they would expoled with anger
in minutes. I just hope that I can keep them from doing anything to
jepordize my secret.
So Serena why'd you call a meeting?
As soon as we wre all seated I took a deep breath-- Here goes nothing-- I
have some news and your not going to like it. before anyone tryies to
interupet please let me finish. You know the rumor that Darien and I had sex
right.
yeah?
Well it wasn't exactly a lie.
What!
Look it only happened twice and we were careful but you know as well as I
do that Accidents happen right.
Spill it meatball head.!
I'm pregnant and Darien's the father he doesn't know that though and it's
going to stay that way got it.
What do you meen it's going to stay that way? Are you nuts!?
Look he has no right to be in my life or the babies not after what he did.
I don't care if it's cruel that's how I want it and if your my friends
you'll keep it that way.So whats it gonna be?
All right Serena but Honesty is the best policy.
Whatever Meatball Head.
You sure you don't want me to Kill him?
I'm sure.
All right.
Sure thing girl.
Thanks guys.--Now I have to tell my parents however there's gonna be one
change in my speech mom and dad can't know that Dariens the Father.--
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America
Serena's POV
Thanks Hope for letting me come live with you.
No problem I've always wanted to get to know you better.Mom called she told
me what happened so is there anything that I can do?
No that that I can think of unless you have the name of an exclant O.B.
No but I have some friends who might.Tell you what I'll set something up
tonight maybe make it where next week at school you'll have some Familar
faces.
Thanks Hope. So you don't mind the fact that you'll be kept up late in a
few months?
Naw I kinda like the fact I'm going to be an auntie.
By the way I want to start fresh here call me Reni instead of Serena the
name brings back to many bad memories.
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Dear Dairy, 12/19/99
my sister introduced me to several of her friends that night. my personal
favorite being Ricki he's so nice and supportive which is what I need but I
also know to be careful I mean I don't want repeat of Darien. Any how
monthes have gone by like days Ricki and I have become closer and closer not
to long ago we started dating I'm finnaly happy. he has stood up for me
when others called me names or tried to belittle me I know that I can count
on him. The best part was he wanted to be apart of mine and my baby's
lives-- I think in a way he hopes it will fill the void that was created
when his girlfriend ran off with there baby -- he promised that he wouldn't
run he would stick by me through everything.On June 22th '99 I gave birth to
a beutifull baby girl I named her Charity Grace after my Grandmother.
Charity has Dariens blue eyes and my blond hair his stubborness and yet
still seems to have my gental heart. I thank god for giving me my Angel my
bueatiful Charity. Next week I'm going back to Toyko to see the girls I'm
not worried about seeing Darien .He won't recognize me. I no longer wear my
hair in buns I leave it down all the time and my hair isn't blond anymore
either I dyed it so now it's more Strawberry in color. I'm also not near as
pale as I used to be the Californian sun has been kind to me and given me a
gorgouse tan.I better go I have to vist Daddy tonight before he leaves for
England with my Stepmother Darla.
Reni
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Christmas in Toyko
Serena!Over here!
Shh! Don't yell Charity's asleep. By the way I don't go By Serena any more
I go by Reni 'kay.
Sure I kinda like the sound of that Meatball head.
Don't call me that I don't want Darien to know that it's me.
Alright.
Reni word of warning he's taking over his dad's company so he's really
grouchy plus his new girlfriend thinks that were her new best friends.
She's such a slut she's gone out with half of Toyko and at one point was
almost Married to the CEO of some major industry.
Thanks for the up date Lit's and Rei.So how dose a milkshake at the Crown
sound.
Great!
Amy and Mina are already there Rita and Andrew broke up and he started
seeing Mina not long after words.so she's there every day plus Amy had to
study.
What about Matt?
Oh he's back with whats her face she had a kid and claims it's his or
somthing or other.I wouldn't count on it but thats his buisness.Any enough
with the chit chat lets go.
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Crown Arcade
Serena's POV
Mina ,look who we found at the air port.
Serena?Is that you?
Yes but don't call me Serena people call me Reni now 'kay.
Sure, is that your baby?
Yeah this is my little Angel Charity Grace Daniels.
Daniels?
Oh yeah thats right you don't know do you.My boyfriend in Napa Ricki
Daniels asked me to marry him for Christmas. Wasn't it sweet?
Your getting married you have a bueatiful baby girl and your living the
practicle American dream I'm jealous.
So whats this Ricki like?
Gosh Rei don't get to excited.If you must know he's a buisness major at Cal
U he graduates in '99 and plans to work for my father or one of his
sub-companies. He is so sweet he stuck by me form day one and he wants
Charity to be in his life so he can be the father henever got to be to
Faith.
Who's Faith?
Oh that's his Duaghter his ex- girlfriend ran off with her about 2years ago
he can't find them anywhere. It's kind of sad I know he misses Faith so much
someday we'll find her though I just know it.
Anyhow you guy's I'm gonna go say hi to Andrew 'kay I haven't seen him in
months.
Sure.
Yeah go on it's alright.
We'll watch Charity.
I'm taking her up there to.
Oh, WELL thats alright right guys.
right!
I walk up to the counter plan ing what I'm going to say knowing exactly how
he'll react.Anyone break my record on The SailorV game yet?
Man I sure could go for a Strawberry pinapple Milkshake right about now to
got any.
Wait a minute break score strawberry pinapple Serena!
Shh! not so loud you'll wake Charity up. plus now adays I go by Reni so
just call me that instead.
Sure whatever you say Ser- I mean Reni.
It's alright.
Can I hold her?
If you want to Andrew, but please be careful not to wake her up trying to
get her to go to sleep is so hard shes as stubborn as her Father.Ricki seems
to be the only one capable of getting her to cooperate.
Who's Ricki?
Oh he's my husband to be we just got engaged. He's the greatest he loves to
help me take care of her and he even let her take his last name. he was
going to come but with Semesters he might not be able to.
Well if he's good enough for you than he's good enough for me.But what
about Darien granted I wouldn't have relized it was you if you hadn't told
me but are you even going to tell him your here and that Charity's
..........
No, and that's all there is to it.
Darien's POV
As I walk in to the arcade I hear a voice I've been longing to hear
Serena's voice I quickly scan the Arcade to find it's location my eye's rest
on a girl with strawberry colored hair talking to Andrew while he fusses
over a bueatiful baby girl. I can just barely hear whats being said But what
about Darien granted I wouldn't have relized it was you if you hadn't told
me but are you even going to tell him your here and that Charity's..
No, and that's all there is to it.
What the hell?
Andrew finally relizes that I'm there hands the girl her duaghter and says
stressing the words
Hi Darien I didn't see you come in.
The girl looks at me with surprise mixed with anger and her most stricking
feature the most lovely blue eyes Serena's eyes to be exact. Whoa hold it
right there it's not Serena. When will she stop huanting me?
Darien I'd like you to meet a friend of mine.
She quickly shifts the baby's wieght and extends her hand.
Hi, I'm Reni Taylor you must be Darien and this little angle is my daughter
Charity.
She states as she nodes towards her baby. I don't know why but the phrase
just pops out, Do I know you? Shock and panick rush over her face. shes
about to answer when Andrew says something first.
She used to live in Toyko she went out with on of my friends things got
heavy and he turned into a real Jack-ass turns out he knocked her up to. She
moved away about 8months ago but she came back to see some old friends and
stuff.
Gee thanks for puting it so nicely you really added class to the term
pregnant. But thank you for everything else. OH by the way I send you an
Invetation for the wedding.
Anything for you Reni.
Well I gotta go I'm staying with Rei at the Temple while my mom and
Step-dad are out of town.
Step- dad?
Yeah Kens not my birth dad Andrew. He acts like it but he's not, my mom
and daddy had an agreement he got to take my older sister and she got to
take me. Apparently hope was some big thing in California years ago and Dad
had control of her money and wanted it to stay that way . Well anyways bye.
I'll stop by tomarrow and we can cotinue this conversation,Andrew.
I watch as she leaves with Rei and company as I now call them seeing as she
seems to be the ring leader,at least since Serena left. I turn to Andrew and
let lose that was Serena wasn't it and don't give me any bull I know when
you lie just as well as you know me.Who's kid is that I heard part of your
conversation with her earlyier.
Even if it was her I have to respeact her wishes and if you heard what we
said you shouldn't be asking that question. Look it's to late to do anything
she's getting married. Afor Serena if you had of stood by her. If you hadn't
of gone through with the bet and told all of Toyko about it she wold still
be here with you. Man she still loves you though she'll never admit it and I
know that deep down she wants you to be a part of her life but she knows
that in the long run it will hurt more for you to wonder. Ricki may never
mean as much to her as you did but atleast she can trust him.
She's only in high school! besides do think that I really wanted to hurt
her in the end it stared out that way but you know that I really did and
still do care about her Darla's just someone to help me get my mind off of
Serena.
Anyways how much do you know about Darla? I heard she was Married to
Robert Fowler of the FOAW CORPERATION.
Look she's just gone through a Divorce so don't be so hard on her shes a
great person.
Speak of the devil.
Darien oh it's so good to see you the flight form Napa to England was
terrible and the flight here was even worse!I can't stick around to long
though I planned on meeting the girls at the Temple.
Darla they have a guest an old friends in town you might not want to stop.
Oh they won't mind........Reni!
Darla! Dose daddy know your hear I thought you told him that you were going
back to Napa, and as for you Darien what the hell are you doing with my
stepmother!
What! your stepmother! --Darla's married?-- -- wate whats she doing here?--
What the hell are you back here for anyways I thought you were going to the
Temple Meatball Head.!-- whoops!--
I forgot my... What did you just call me! I note the shock regester across
her face. Oh some things never change Satan!I'll just get my purse and go
I'm leaving Toyko as soon as possible.By the way Darla when Daddy finds out
about this all the money promised to you in the Prenup goes to me instead,
you get zip. Bye bye and have a wonderful day.[ dripping with sarcasum I see
Serena]
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Back in Napa
months later
Do you Serenity Anne Fowler Taylor take Richard Allen Daniels to be your
lawfully weded husband.
I do.
Then by the power invested in me by the State of California It is my
pleasure to present to you Mr. and Mrs. Richard Allen Daniels.You may know
kiss the bride.
Weeks later in Beverly Hills
Reni what do you think? It's small for the area but it's still pretty big.
I love it. it's got plenty of room for Charity to have a bedroom and
playroom. for you to have your big old study and for me to entertain.It's
just perfect.How did you afford it?
Oh I just got a job at one of your fathers sub- companies as a
international cosultatent.
Oh this is so awsome I graduate this year I got a job at the local talent
agency andyou get a great job with my father. Not to mention Charity's
adjusting so well.
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Dear Dairy,
Things couldn't be better I just got married, Charity said her first
words,Ricki got a great job, my career is starting to take off and I just
made some new friends they remind me of the girls a lot. let's see Emily is
just like mina in personality except instead of blond hair and blue eyes she
has brown hair green eyes, Rebecca is smart like Amy but shes also a little
more loose she has black hair and honey colored brown eyes, then there's
Hannah she is just like lita in every way she looks like her she pines over
her old boyfriend Franky and loves to cook and fight,then there's Jennifer
she could be my twin yet she has Rei's personality. Like I said their a lot
a like. Anyways tomarrow I tryout for a major modle/singing contract my
manager says that I've proably got it in the bag espeacily scince I wrote my
songs I'm gonna write them down here so I don't forget them in the future:
Mirror Mirror
Mirror mirror lie to me show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to me show me what I wanna see
Why don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front of me
why don't I think before I speak
I should have listende to that voice inside of me
I must be stupid
Must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
To say the kind of thing I said I said last night
[Chorus]
Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
you don't have to tell me who's the bigest fool of all
mirror mirrorI wish you could lie to me
and bring my baby back
bring my baby back to me
why did I let you walk away
when all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I let my pride get in the way and in the Heat of the moment I was to blame
I must be stupid
I must be crazy
Must be out of my mind
Now in the cold light of the day I relize
[Chorus]
[Brige]
If only wishes could be dreams
and all my dreams could come true
there would be two of us standing here in front of you
If you could show me that someonr that I used to be
Bring back my baby to me
[Chorus]
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Girl In Your Dreams
NANA NANA NA
YEAH YEAHEY
NANA NANA NA
I was walking down the street
Then I say you I didn't know what to say
your eyes were shining
Your smile was so kind
When I saw you I wanted you to be mine
[Chorus]
Maybe I don'thave the blond hair you like
Or maybe I don't have Eyes like the sky
And I'm not sure if I'm the girl in your dreams
But I can show you whatlove means
NANA NANA NA
YEAH YEAHEY
NANA NANA NA
One day you came and talked to me
and you said we are ment to be
I was happy, everthing was so nice
But then I found out everything was a lie
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
How could you do this to me
You said that we are ment to be
you showed me how to cry when you told me everything was a lie
[Chorus]
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The Day You Went Away
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
you dreaming of me
call me crazy, call me blind
to still be sufering is stupid after all of this time
[Pre chorus]
Did I lose my love to some one better
and does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
[Chorus]
Well hey so much I need to say
been lonely since the day
the day you went away
So sad but true
for me theirs only you
been crying since the day
the day you went away
I remember date and time
september 22nd
sunday 25 after 9:00
In the doorway with your case
no longer shouting at eachother
there were tears on our faces
[pre chorus2]
And we were letting go of something special
something we'll never have again
I know , I guess I really really know
[chorus]
the day you went away
the day you went away
[Pre chorus1]
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
how could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
the day you went away
the day you went away
the day you went away
That's it Dairy I bet you already know who the songs are for. I love Ricki
don't get me wrong but I know that only one person has ever touched my soul
and that one person no matter how much anger I have towards him will always
be in my heart.
Reni
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Months later on good morning America
So Reni what motivates your songs?
Um, well I would have to say things that Happen to me in my life. I write
about things that have made an impact.
So your motivation is based on actual events. Could you tell us the story
behind your three hit singles.
It's personal but I guess it's time I get it off my chest.I grew up in
Japan and there was this boy that I had a major crush on But I had a
boyfriend things got messed up we broke up eventualy the only problem was
everytime I saw the guy I liked he and I would get into fights. these fights
always started because of a name he called me, Meatball Head you see at the
Time I always wore my hair into buns on either side of my head. Eventually
he told me that he only called me that because he liked me and asked me out.
we started dating and I trusted him completely. turns out he bet my old
Boyfriend he could get me to sleep with him. After three months I was sure I
would be with him forever.I gave him the most precouise thing any one has to
give , me. However since he had completed the bet he didn't want me around
anymore I was devistated at the time I guess I still am. A few weeks later I
found out that even though we were careful I was pregnant. I moved in with
my sister Hope in Napa California and started over. As a warning to all of
you teenage girls out there. Just because a guy talks smooth and says he
cares about you doesn't mean it's true don't have premarrital sex even if
your careful things can happen. It's not easy being a teen mom I'm lucky I
had someone to stand by me. My husband may not be Charity's dad but he's
willing to help care for her and he loves her as if she were his. Not
everyones gonna be that lucky. I know that if I had not had his and my
families support I would not have made it.
Speaking of your husband care to coment on him?
Ricki is the best right now he's at home working on a Company transaction/
merger so he couldn't come but that's alright because no matter where I am I
still care about him and he knows it.
So where is your next stop on your International tour?
I'm actually going to be cuting the tour short my last concert will be in
Paris and then I'll be taking a nine month break to have my babies.
Yor going to have another baby?
Babies I'm having twins. One girl and one boy,Charity's really excited
she's going to be a big sister.
how old is Charity right now I here she just had a birthday?
She's one year, and three monthes old
Wow!
Well thanks for taking time out of your acting and singing to stop by for
an interveiw. I know that you've got a plane to catch to Paris so I'll say
goodbye and break a leg.
Thanks.
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Napa California
one week later
WHAT! WE ARE MOVING WHERE AND YOU WANT ME TO DO WHAT?
We're moving to Toyko I'll be your father embasidor between Sheilds and
FOAW.Because of the fact that I'll be working with Charity's father I would
like you to tell Darien the truth all of it even if it means loseing you to
him you have to. He has the right to know his own daughter. I'm not blind
either I know in some form you still love him I was shocked that you
actually went through with the wedding last year. Not that I didn't want you
to.Besides he already has An inckling apperanetly he overheard a
conversation you had with a friend in Toyko. Before you say anything he
didn't act on it because he wasn't sure and you both had careers he didn't
want to screw your life up again.
You know this how?
Oh we had a conversation about old girlfriends and regrets and he mentioned
you and some other stuff. however I didn't mention that I was your husband
that's going to be your job. I'm not going to get into this with you either.
It's your decision who tells him and weither you hear him out. I'm tired of
being the third party Especailly with the twins coming do you think they
need to know and live with all this crap surroundding them.I don't want to
lose you but God Damit if it the only way to close this chapter in everyones
lives so be it!
I Don't Want to lose you either thats why I can't do this!Please don't make
me I don't know what I'd do without you to talk to to lean on when the
worlds crashing down around me! Please! I do still care how could I not but
Please don't!
Look even if our marrige ends I still be there for you and especailly for
the Twins who's to say that it will actually be totally over or that our
marrige will change at all. It will be all right Serena.That's another thing
that's gonna change I know that it was a big step in your starting over but
please go by your real name from now on just be your self who cares what
anyone else thinks.
--That's just it I care. And your wrong as soon as he finds out everything
will end and not for the better.--
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On the plane
That last week I can tell that he didn't mean some of the things he said
that he was trying to make his point. yet the fact of the matter is things
aren't going to ever be the same someones going to get hurt bad and chances
are that it will be him.I love him and I love Darien in different ways and
yet the same. I don't think I can choose one or the other. I hate Darien for
ever putting me in this position I hated him for years why do I sudenly have
the urge to forgive and forget just to feel the warmth of his embrace. What
am I saying I'm married to Ricki I love Ricki I'm haveing his babies. Why
dose this have to be so hard. Selene why can't you just tell me what to do
and guide me to the true path the one I'm supposed to travel. I can't stand
this. I would almost rather be dead at lest then I wouldn't have to deal
with this. It's to much, I better calm done or I'll stress myself into labor
way to soon.
Ladies and gentalmen we are about to land please make sure that your seats
are in the full upright position and that your belts are fasened securly
thankyou for flying TWA.
Serena I set up a limo to pick us up and take us to Sheilds headquaters I
have an appointment in an hour and that'll be about as soon as we get there
your coming with your going to tell him everything or I will.
Before we go I'm going to ask you one more time Please don't make me do
this to you, to us. Please I can't do this I just can't.
Mommy wha kan't u zoo?
Charity you know how Ricki isn't your father and you know what happened
between your father and me right?
Yeah.
Well Ricki would like me to go see your daddy and tell him somethings if I
go it means that things are going to change and not for the better. Ricki
might have to move out. Would you be alright with that? It might mean that
your last name would change to.
It would be wierd but I wanna see Daddy Mommy I know he bad but I don care.
Alright just so long as you know that Daddy may not want you do you think
you could handle it if he didn't?
It be hard but at least I know him and he know me!
Then it's settled Serena you'll tell him when we get there.
--Goodbye Ricki--
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Sheilds Industries
Darien's POV
Mr. Sheilds Mr. Daniels and his Wifeand duaghter are here to see you.
Send them in Theresa. I wonder why he brought the whole family? Oh well
this gives me the oppertunity to get to know them before the the Winter
Ball. Suddenly I hear a voice I haven't heard in so long it hurts.
Darien I need to talk to you. But you have to promise to hear me out and
not to get mad at Ricki he was just doing what I told him to I never meant
for it to come to this.
Serena?
Yes, Darien it's Meatball Headed Serena. I've grown and changed and As hard
as this is I have to say it.
Get on with it. I thought you never wanted to see me again? I thought you
thought I was the scum of the earth?
Well as long as your being honest I might as well be honest to. Your
completely right I didn't want to see you In fact I don't even want to be
here right now,but Ricki my Husband feels that since your going to be
working together you and I have to close these old wounds. I don't like it
but for his sake for my sake and for Charity and the twins I have to.Look
when I left Toyko I was pregnant with our duaghter your little bet and game
had me so hurt that I became angry and bitter and I convenced myself you
had no right to know of her exsitance. I still feel that way but she has the
right to know you and the truth. I'm still angry I'm still devistated and
yet for some reason even though I've moved on I still love you I don't think
that I ever stopped. The sad thing is now that I'm married even if you had
feelings for me to we could never admit it openly. I'm not leaving Ricki
even if things would be better off that way.
Serena I'm so sorry that you suffered but I've been hurting to. I could
have called off the bet because we were both emotionally attached but I was
stubborn I figured to that if you found out about the bet while we were
going out it would have been worse. as usual I was wrong. But to just walk
in and tell me that I'm a Dad and that you've kept it form me for two years
and that your sorry but I still can't be apart of her life and your life
because your afride you'll hurt Ricki, that hurts worse. I'm glad you told
me but if you think that I'm not going to fight for you and Charity your
wrong. I don't get it ,you love me but you married someone else and know
your having his babies? What kind of game are you playing? Your just going
to hurt more people by drawing things out. He proably knows that he'll lose
you I bet that's why he told you to tell me.by the way how many others know?
Why now? I'm getting married. I say with as much anger as possible to get my
point across.
SOME THINGS NEVER CHANGE! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW HARD THIS WAS FOR ME!
I'M LOSEING MY HUSBAND AND MY CAREER WELL I JUST FLUSHED IT DOWN THE TOILET
BY COMING HERE! I CAN'T STAND THIS!
OWW!Somethings wrong with...........
SERENA! I rush out the door screaming call an amblance now!Ricki Charity
and I rush back to Serena's side but I can't let Charity watch as Ricki
works to revive her I quickly grasp her in a hug and try to quite her tears.
Something tells me that this will be the last time I see her my darling
Serena if only......... but now it's to little to late to make up for
everything. God damit if I hadn't have gone through with that bet if I had
just admited I cared. Don't worry Serena I'll be there for Charity she'll
never be alone in life I'll make sure of it.
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Today at 10:00 in Toyko Japan 18yr. old singer/actress Serenity Daniels
died from complications in her second pregnancy. The doctors while unable to
save her were able to save her twin son and duaghter. They have been named
the fallowing her son has been named after her first daughters father Darien
Edymion Daniels and her daughter after herself Serenity Anne Daniels the
world will miss her happy face and moveing words. Today at midnight Mr.
Sheilds and Daniels will hold a press conference to answer the public's
questions. It has also been annouced that Charity will be moving in with her
father and soon to be stepmother Reanna Hino who was also a long time friend
of Serena's and a Shinto Priestess at the Cherry Hill Temple in Toyko.
That's all for now this is Roger Mudd signing off.
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I bet there are a few questions about the plot if you write me at
premonition04k@hotmail.com I'll try and answer them is best as possible.
The moral of the story don't wait to confront problems and be trueful to
yourself and those around you and most importantly don't do things that you
know will hurt someone on purpose. A few years ago I had a best friend who
just happened to be a guy we were getting really close then someone started
telling people that we were doing the nasty and that I had said that we had.
I was only 11 and didn't know what to do especailly since it wasn't true.
that year I lost my best friend because he believed that I was behind the
lies. We haven't spoken with out arguing for 4years. this last year we
finnally made amends though I know that even though I care for him as more
than a friend we can never be more than that. he has a girlfriend now and
the lies are starting again except know it's about them I hope that since
we've been thruogh this once they can survive.
tThis is Sailor Premonition signing off. And in case I don't see you for
awhile Good morning good evening and good night.-- I just love saying
that.--
REMEMBER WORDS HURT LIKE HELL AND THEY ARE THE MOST TERRIBLELY CRUEL WAY
TO HURT SOMEONE SO DON'T GOSSIP!
You know what they say everthing you do comes back three
fold...................