I'm a ghost in my own house

The girl I was is dead.

She's not coming back

Fuck her

This is me now

I float through the halls

Silent

d

ignored

I feel like I died in my bed

Their silence informs me of my own death

They don't think my tears are true.

Nothing I say is real to them

I don't exist

My problems don't exist

My tears are ignored

My screams

My cries

My sobs in the dark

All ignored

Like they can't hear me

I don't exist

But I see my writing

and it's the only proof that I'm really here.