Morning
I could always feel connected to ocean. I could always guess when the storm will come just by looking the sky. I could guess when the storm would come in you
by just looking into your eyes. Not your real eyes, but the eyes of your heart.
Our hearts are mirror of our souls, don't forget it.
A week…it was only a week?! It looks like months for me. I miss you. I really do…but I wont give up again. I know now what I want. And I want your dreams to come true. Being by my side means killing them. My Haruka…
I can whisper your name is a broken dream and still feel it so real.
The colour of the sky never meant more for me…In the rain I walk alone now
Knowing that you want be the one that will hug me when I will come back wet.
In every story you said…there is another person who takes the place of the person who loved the main heroine the most. You were right. The person who keeps me in her arms now isn't like you. She is not my Haruka.
A mistake…a mistake brought in the surface the reality. I don't regret my words, my actions, my love for you. I would be a fool if I did so.
Its morning,right…because I cant allow night to come. Now I am scared of night. I am scared of the time that will come because you wont say Good night to me…and when I will open my eyes you wont whisper Good morning.
I am not alone…but…still…no one cant replace your part in my heart. I am cut…I am bleeding…but don't you too?
I do not want to be afraid. Love means to pass your fears. So I stand there in a cliff like when you met me. But this time its different…My Haruka…this time I have hope in my heart.
Because I can see your path…and its full of petals of roses…I love roses…don't forget it.
If you decide to keep me in your heart…I will be with you forever. In a way that only you can understand. Soulmates….
Its getting darker now….No! I must keep morning for you….In the darkness everything seems different. Will you ever forgive me?
I know I took the right decision. The wind must be free…but still….will you ever forgive me for not being near you? I am too weak my Haruka. I know that if I am around you, I will fall and take you with me in my failure.
Night
I guess that night will always come even when I don't want this to happen. But still…I can smile. Somewhere there, outside…your light, the light of your pure heart makes me not be scared of darkness.
I can't forget you…and this means…that you will always be welcome. That means that I will sing my song guiding your way forever.
Just don't forget…The sun is rising every day…again and again….forever.