Dear diary,

A Twilight fan-fic

Bella's P.O.V

9-29-09

Dear Diary,

Today, it has officially been one year since Edward left. I just turned nineteen on the seventeenth (?), and all of the fake smiles and laughs as my family and few friends celebrated were nothing compared to my one birthday wish that I knew I would never get: Edward coming back. I sigh as I think about Jacob. He knows that I will never love him as much as he does me, even though we have been going out for three months now. I told him that I could not forget him not even now, and he understands. Somewhat.

Jacob is taking me to another bonfire down in La Push, but this time it is not for fun. The wolves are discussing strategy, to take down Victoria. Yes, she was (again) trying to kill me, her third time attempting. But Jacob was intent on killing her, instead of just taking care of himself and the rest of the pack.

I have to go, Jacob is calling for me.

~Bella