This story has some lemons in it. That is why it is rated T!

Wrote this for a contest but then I didn't like it. Hope you like it!

I do not own Twilight

Edwards POV

After the incident yesturday, I have been careful around her. Just a quick peck on the lips, not breathing around her, ect. She nearly gotten bitten, or killed, again.

My family and I had talked. I thought it would be safe if we move, Bella should have a normal human life. Everybody else agreed, but not as the part of moving. My family adores Bella too much, except Rosalie.

"Can we find another way to not risk her life?" Esme begged, the hundredth time.

"Esme dear," Carlislie said, "You know there isn't another way." Esme sighed, finally had gave up.

"I am sorry." Jasper whispered.

"It wasn't your fault." I assured. "We would have reached the conclusion sooner or later."

"Still..."

"Jasper." Alice said. "It isn't your fault. You can't help yourself."

"But still..."

We ignored him.

"We will leave tomorrow." Rosalie said.

"Good idea." Carlislie agreeded. "Edward, have the last night with Bella." He ordered.

"My idea too." I said, standing up. "See you later." I ran out, vampire speed. Less than five minutes, I was at her house. I climbed up swiftly. Bella was there waiting.

"Bella, I am taking you somewhere tonight." I whispered. Bella looked at me with those chocolate brown eyes.

"Good thing I am not tired. I ate some cake. Full of sugar." Bella chuckled, pulling on a shirt. She had a tank top and shorts on. I thanked my ability to control my hormones. I picked her up, and jumped down.

"We are going to our meadow." I said. "I am about to run." Bella closed her eyes, and I took off. Then we were there.

Setting her down, I kissed her deeply. I didn't want this night to be careful, this was our last night together.

Bella responded, and starting to go over the top. I considered stopping, but this night, a miracle, I don't feel the urge to drink her throat. My love for her must have covered it up.

Holding her against my chest tightly, I let her breath for a second.

"Wow, Edward." She gasped.

"Did you like it?"

"Yes. A lot. Can we do that again?" She saw me hesitate. "Somethings different about you tonight." She said.

"I don't feel the urge to... drink your blood."

"So less careful."

"Yes."

"That explains the kiss."

"Sorry about that." She chuckled.

"I loved it. I have been waiting for it, for long time." She pulled me into a kiss.

That is where I lost control.

I pulled her in deeply, my hands going under her shirt. She gasped slightly, but urged me on. She took my hands, and put it deeper in her shirt. My hand stopped at the bra.

"Go on."

"But it won't it be like I am using you?" Bella looked at me weirdly.

"I trust you. You won't use me." This made me feel guitly. I knew that leaving her tomorrow, I can't say I didn't love her. I have to say the truth. After this, the lie will hurt her too much, and might prevent her from loving anyone else, because of this.

But tonight, it is about her. She wants this, I will give it to her. I love her.

My hands quickly pulled of the bra, and after unclasping that, I pulled off the shirt. I stared at her bare chest.

"You look.. so beautiful." I gasped. Bella blushed.

"You want to to do this?" I asked again, making sure.

"I am already topless. Why stop now?" She asked. Wow, I am glad I asked Carlislie about this.

"Tonight is your night." I growled, before going on.

I knew I was going to have to let go of her, but it was hard. I love her too much to do it easily.

I hope she doesn't think bad of me.