Summary:
Jane Winchester always depended on her brother Dean. But now that's he's gone there's nothing left of her. 6 months later she's mysteriously back and so is Dean. Can she face the apocalypse and her own mental demons even with Dean, Sam and a certain angel by her side? And what will happen when she develops certain feelings for Cas? 3.16 and on OFC/Castiel
Chapter 1
Hello guys I've been thinking about writing this story for a long time and I finally got the guts to do it. This story takes place at the end of season three and I will continue it on into season 4 and maybe 5 and 6 depending on the reaction I get for this. This is a sisfic so if you don't like it don't read it. Also there will be some OFC/Cas action later on but that won't happen for a little while. So strap in and enjoy the ride of Jane's story.
Dead. Dean was dead.
I watched as my brother, my best friend and my protector lowered him into the ground. I couldn't cry, I was beyond the point. I couldn't feel anything, I was simple numb.
"I'm going to get him back," My twin, Sam, muttered. I gave him a sideways glance. I used to be close to Sammy but after he left for college our relationship was deeply severed. He left my family when we needed him most and there was no way we could go back to what we use to be. When he left Dean became my rock, the person I lent on. Dean helped me through a lot including my Dad's death and Sam being kidnapped by a yellow eyed demon. But now he was gone and I was left with nothing.
"Sammy don't," I whispered. It was Dean making a deal to save Sam's life that got us standing here in the first place and him trying to do anything more would just cause more trouble. Don't get me wrong I wanted to get Dean back and would happily change positions with him if I had the choice but I knew that Dean wouldn't want that and who was I to disobey his last wishes
"What we can't leave him like this! Jane, he's in hell!" Sam practically yelled at me. Bobby was the only one else their and he was too involved in saying his last words to Dean to notice what was going on.
"He wouldn't want this," I said calming still keeping my voice low.
"I bet you don't even care that he's in hell! I really thought that you actually cared about someone for the first time in your life but obviously that's not true," He spat at me.
"You know what screw you Sam you're the one that left I'm surprised that you're not happy he's dead because know you can at least go back to playing house again!" I said screaming while quivering with anger.
"Will you all stop acting like a bunch of babies," Bobby yelled back at us
"Sure I left but at least I don't act like a little bitch all the time that runs from her own shadow," Sam spat at me. All my anger washed away and turned into sadness, because I knew he was right. I can't do anything.
Sam realized what he said and began saying "Look Jane I didn't…"
"I'm going for a drive can I borrow your car Bobby," I said not letting Sam finish. I needed to get away from this.
Bobby wearily handed me the keys what I hastily took and then walked to his car begging myself not to break down in tears.
Once I got in the car I put it in gear and floored it to the nearest bar not even paying attention to the road before me.
Tears were now streaming down my face. Dean couldn't be dead, he couldn't he had promised me that he would protect me forever but now where was he. I had lost everything through the years but at least I had Dean through it all I remember the day Sam had left and how Dean had protected me even then
SPN SPN SPN SPN
"Dad I got a full ride to Stanford and I'm going," Sam yelled at my dead
"The hell you aren't you can't just leave now go clean the weapons with Jane," Dad spat back. I was standing their shocked Sam had never mention going to college to me and he told me everything
"No I'm going I already have my bags packed" Sam said grabbing them and walking away
"Sam you walk out that door don't you ever come back," My dad yelled after him
"Fine," Sam said slamming the door closed.
"Sam!" I yelled after him.
"Just clean the fucking weapons Jane, I'm going out," My dad said showing no emotion. I knew he was going to drink because that's what my dad to forget his emotions.
He slammed the door just like Sam had and I began cleaning the weapons again sobbing.
"Hey what's going on?" Dean said stepping out of the shower.
"Sam goon he left for good, He was always there for me and now he's gone De," I sobbed calling my brother by his nickname
"Hey it's going to be ok," Dean said coming up and hugging him and rubbing my back like he use to do when I was little. Dean rarely showed emotion but he always did when he was looking after me.
"Everyone leaves me," I said burying my head in his chest.
"Hey Jane I promise I will never leave you," He said looking into my eyes and even with all my trust issues I still believed him
SPN SPN SPN SPN
"You promised!" I screamed in the car tears beginning to flow through my lips steadily.
Before I could think even one more thought about the mess that my life had become I looked up actually looking at the road for the first time to see to bright headlights rapidly approaching.
The last thing I remember thinking before blackness enveloped me was "At least the pains over,"
Alright that's the end of chapter 1! I really hope that someone is reading this because I really want this story to do good because I devoted a lot to it. Please review I really appreciate all feedback. Alright thanks for reading! Remember reviews make me update faster