Waking up I look around, I smile so bright upon the sight of where I am. This is the best feeling, this moment is perfect. The feeling of being safe for once in my life fills my mind along with the feeling of being loved. I finally found a place so safe, not a single tear for the first time in my life. I wouldn't change a thing about it, this is the best feeling!
I take a moment to tell myself it's not a dream, it's the happiness inside that I'm feeling, so beautiful it makes you want to cry. The state that makes you feel as though you're dreaming!
I gradually get out of bed, clad in my red pyjamas, and race to grab my jeans on and a long flowered top, brushing my long red locks up into a ponytail, I smile to myself in the mirror knowing that my mother is downstairs and that everything is perfect right now.
I smile happily as I gradually open the door, I've been here for less than 12 hours and to me this place is perfection. I'm close to my mother, the only person that ever loved me and I'm close to my family. I am so beyond happy that I cannot describe it.
All my life I have never ever felt truly safe, or even happy. Every day I faked a smile, put on a laugh or hid the sadness within the depths o my eyes.
Standing beside my mother, I smile happily, and hug her tightly, she is my world and she makes me feel safe.
For her; I keep holding on because I know we will make it through… with her by my side nothing can go wrong.
I stay strong with the strength of my mother holding my hand, I believe that everything is perfect, because whilst I'm with her. I feel safer than I ever have, I smile for real and laugh for real… We will make it through, so I have to just stay strong till I am back with her