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Prologue: I Miss You.
Vegeta walked out on his balcony, it was around five a.m. in the morning, most of the people in his kingdom where asleep. Vegeta gazed down at the view before him, to anyone else it would be breathtaking, he looked at it as nothing more then a black pit with light candles, for he had seen something that had put this to shame, the beauty that he had seen made this picture perfect night seem like nothing. The blue eyes that had made him go weak, the perfect body that had crippled him, and the lust that had blinded him. This was how his nights where spent. He would stay up all night with nothing but their memories to keep him company.
Ho...
Hey...ey...ey...ey...
N-n-n-n-no, no
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
Off to college, yes, you went away
Straight from high school you up and left me
We were close friends, also lovers
Did everything for one another
It had been at least twenty years since he had last seen her. When she had left she took the sad excuse of a heart he had with her. He had not touched a woman for twenty years. He had wanted to, dare god how he wanted to, but none could give him the pleasure she gave him. With out her ever thing seemed meaningless, when she left he was lost.
Now you're gone and I'm lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin')
Hear me callin' for you (For you)
'Cause it's
Flashback
A blue haired woman sat on a big king size bed. She had been living here for eleven months. When she first met Vegeta he had said that all he wanted from her was an heir, and now she had given it to him. It had been three weeks now since her son was born, Vegeta had said that after she had given him an heir she would leave but yet here she was. She couldn't lie, she loved Vegeta, but she needed to know that he loved her, a one way love is no love at all. The woman's thoughts where interrupted by the door opening.
Vegeta walked in and looked at the woman on the bed, she looked as though she was in deep thought.
She got off the bed and walked up to him.
Vegeta stopped in his tracks, she had been crying.
"What's wrong woman?"
Bulma smiled and kissed him, the kiss was long and passionate, she pored her whole heart into that kiss knowing it might be the last kiss they ever sheared. Vegeta didn't like the kiss for some reason it felt like goodbye.
"Do you love me?" Was all Bulma said, as soon as that left her lips, fear struck her, somehow she knew he loved her but feared he would not say it. She needed to hear him say it, she needed to know that her thought where not miss leading her; she needed to know he loved her.
Vegeta was taken back by this, why she would ask him that, he was the king he was not supposed to love or need anyone.
"Don't be a fool woman." Vegeta said walking away from her. What the hell was this feeling he was feeling. It was as if he where losing something, but what?
Bulma would not let up because he thought it insulting her would make her drop the subject, if he loved her, and she prayed he did, then he should let go of his pride once and tell her. She just wanted to hear it once.
"That's not an answer."
Vegeta sighed, not because she was aggravating him, but because this feeling was taking him like a black whole. He couldn't love her could he? No love was for toughs who where weak, he would not be weak he could not, he had become a super saiyan, he was the strongest being alive, but yet he felt helpless right now. No he did not love her, he would not love her he would not love anyone, he had promised himself after his father died trying to save his mother. His father died for love, his father was weak and Vegeta would not be weak, he couldn't, he couldn't love her.
Vegeta lifted his head, she would never believe him if he did not look her in the eyes.
"I don't love you, all I wanted was an heir and you gave that to me. There is nothing more I need from you." Vegeta wanted to rip out his on heart for the way he knew he was hurting her. The woman had showed him kindness when his longest friends turned there back on him. She showed him trust when he could not even trust him self, she showed him love when he didn't even love him self, and the way he repaid her was by slapping her in the face, showing her that her kindness, trust, and love was for nothing. Damn his pride.
"Ok." Bulma said plainly as if his hurtful word did not affect her, he would have believed her if it wasn't for her uncontrollable crying.
She walked over to the closet and came back out with a suitcase and walked to the door. Vegeta got up he would not let her leave, he didn't know why but he felt some need for the woman. That was the understatement of the year, this women had came into his life and showed him that it was possible to have someone love him, that he could show kindness, she had unlocked something in him that he had not even known he had locked up. She had found him when he had not known he was lost. He couldn't he would not let her leave, how selfish he was. He would not love her and he would not let her find love, this woman had truly turned h is sane mind to insanity.
"I didn't say you could leave."
Bulma sighed and turned to him showing him the pain he had caused her. She wanted so much to run into his arms and beg him to love her, but she had more pride then that. She had wasted long enough time loving him only to find out she was nothing but a common fuck. He had took her virginity he had made her love him. Hate had now replaced the love she had felt for him.
"You expect me to stay, why, why should I stay? You don't love me nor do you need me, you fucked me I had your heir, please, please give me one good reason why I should stay."
Damn, her truthfulness was more then he could bear. The way she described it was as if she where some common slut on the street to him, she had to know that was not true, but what was the difference, he had just told her that he did not love her. What was the difference between what she just said and what he had? There was no difference she had just stated the facts, and to hear it out her mouth only proved how cruel he was.
Vegeta said nothing he had no right to.
"Take care of our son."
And with that she walked out the door and out of his life.
End of flash back.
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you, wantin' you (Woo...ooh...ooh...)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
That had been twenty years, six mouths, and five days ago. Yet he could still smell her perfume, she always smelled like lavender, kami how he missed her smell. Why would this women do this to him, this seem like some kind of revenge. He had not had a goods night sleep since she left. It was like after knowing how it felt to be whole, how could some one just go back to the way you where. How could he have been so stupid, never had he thought that he would spend twenty years thinking about this woman? I wanted so badly to tell her how much he loved her and how much of a fool he was, and how much he missed her, and how much he wanted her to come back.
Now I'm sittin' here thinkin' 'bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin' me crazy, I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin' if you still care
And I wanna let you know that it's killin' me
I know you got another life, you gotta concentrate, baby
Come back to me (To me)
Can you feel me (Callin')
Hear me callin' for you (For you)
'Cause it's
He had been so mad when he received the news that she had a daughter. How could she take another, when he could not even look at another in that manner? His anger had turned into an out rage when he had found out how old the girl, she was nineteen years old; witch meant that she had not even wanted a month. Even though he new he had no right to be mad, he had practically pushed her into the arms of another man. That didn't matter now all he wanted needed now was to see her face. He would not live his whole life, he would tell this women he loved her and if she had not returned his feelings, then at least he could die knowing she knew.
He could never face her on her on planet, he need the home curt advantage. He would not go to retrieve her either, that would make her even madder that was how he wanted it, her anger always made him want to devourer her. He knew exactly who he was going to send in his stead.
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do, said I've been needin' you, wantin' you (Baby)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do, I've been needing you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes (Yeah)
I miss you
Vegeta walked to the intercom in his room up against the wall, he pressed the little button on the side of the intercom and a picture appeared. A man with saiyan armor on was sitting in a chair looking at the screen.
"My lord how my I help you?" The man said shackle.
"I want to know if my son as returned from his mission." Vegeta said bluntly with a slit smirk.
"Yes my lord his ship just docked."
"Send him to my chambers at once."
"Yes sir."
His son would hate having to go get her, he had hated her for leaving his father. He was told that his father use to be a whole man until his mother left, taking that part of him that had kept him sane and left him with nothing but guilt and what ifs.
I-I-I-I-I-I
I-I-I-I-I-I
I miss you
I-I-I-I-I-I
I-I-I-I-I-I
I can't (I) wait no (No more) more (No)
Since you went away
I don't really feel like talkin' (No)
Don't wanna hear them bug me (No, no)
Tell me do you understand me
I can't do but be without you
It's been too long and I'm lost without you (Now tell what I'm gonna)
What am I gonna do, I've been needin' you, wantin' you (Yeah)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine (Yeah, yeah), I wanna cry sometimes (Ooh...)
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A man in blood red saiyan armor that bared the saiyan princes symbol stormed down his palace halls, he had on a cap that matched his armor perfectly, and the only thing that really stood out was his uncontrolled long lavender locks. He was twenty years old; his face bared the eyes of a ruthless killer. He had been trained since he was born, as soon as he was born he was through in a GR that had the gravity on five hundred, he could not leave until he could walk out. Vegeta said that he would not have a weak son, and now he had a son that was trained to kill and that promised himself never would love cripple him like it had his father.
Trunks had just landed on his home plant, when he received the news that his father wished to speak to him. Man, he had just returned from a ran sacking mission on some southern plant and here his father would not let him return to his room and get some rest.
Trunks opened his fathers door and looked around the room in search for his father. He found him on the balcony, Trunks smirked he could remember all the nights when he was afraid to sleep in his room, he would come here and find his father looking out on the city, of course Vegeta complained about his son being afraid of the dark but then let him fall asleep in his arms. That had been a long time a go.
Trunks walked up and stood beside his father, nether of the men looked at each other they just stared into the nothingness. Trunks was getting sleepy and his father was not talking, so he decided to start the conversation.
"Father I assume there was a reason why you required my prisons."
Vegeta smirked he wondered when the boy would bringing up the topic at hand.
"I am sending you on a mission."
Trunks felt the anger build up in him, he had just returned from a mission and his father was sending him on another mission. Did his father think that he was some toy that never needs rest. He wanted so badly to say what was on his mind, but he knew better to voice his complaints, he was a soldier and his was his job.
"What plant do you wish me and my man to take?"
"No plant, I am sending you to retrieve someone."
Trunks was a little surprised and a little curries.
"Who?" Trunks said blunt.
"Your mother."
I miss you (Baby)
It's been too long and I'm lost without you (Oh, no, no, no)
So what am I gonna do, I've been needin' you, wantin' you (Whoa)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you (Hey...)
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes (Oh, no, baby)
Trunks rage took him to another level, would his father never forget her. What had she done to turn this mighty worrier into an insane love puppy? He had to talk some since into him, he prayed that what ever sane part of him was left would hear him out.
"Father you have to forget her."
"I CAN'T!" Vegeta barked back. Trunks was caught off guard by his sudden act.
"I've tried….. I've tried to forget her boy, but my heart hurts too much. There is no way in hell I can forget that woman."
Trunks hated to see his father in pain, if his mother was what made him happy then he would go and get her for him.
"I will leave as soon as my ship is fueled."
I miss you
It's been too long (Oh, yeah) and I'm lost without you
So what am I gonna do (No, no) I've been needin' you, wantin' you (Baby)
Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine, I wanna cry sometimes
Trunks turned around about to leave when he heard his fathers voice.
"Boy, you know what she looks like?"
Trunks smirked, his father would tell him about her every night, how blue her hair was and how beautiful she was.
"Yes father I will return in a week."
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