Ok, so here is my very first songfic
Ok, so here is my very first songfic. I suggest listening to the song, "For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic" by Paramore, because it works while your reading it, for me at least, instead of just reading the lyrics. Ok, I will stop babbling, and move on with the song!
Disclaimer: I do not own the Clique, nor this song.
(This is in Claire's point of view, and her thinking is the bold, and the italic quotes in the song.)
Enjoy!
"Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down"
I looked at the text that Cam sent me over and over again
"You've fixed your one wall
Now find a way around"
Why did he have to break-up with me, if he just wanted to get back together?
"Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve"
Now, he wants to pretend like he never dated Olivia
"So what did you think I would say
No you can't run away
No you can't run away
So what did you think I would say
You can't run away
You can't run away
You wouldn't"
"I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay"
Maybe I shouldn't go back to him
"I put my faith in you
So much faith"
Maybe I shouldn't forgive and forget
"And then you
Just threw it away You threw it away"
He didn't forgive me before, why should I forgive him now?
"I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see"
Besides, he moved on so quickly
"The way you fight shy
Of almost everything"
He could have just told me about Nikki in the first place
"Well if you give up
You'll get what you deserve"
Maybe it was a good thing he dumped me
"So what did you think I would say
You can't run away
You can't run away
So what did you think I would say
No you can't run away
No you can't run away
You wouldn't"
"I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay"
He liked me more than Nikki
"I put my faith in you
So much faith"
And yet he just re-gifted
"And then you
Just threw it away
You threw it away"
And lied
"You were finished long before
We had even seen the start"
How long did it take him to be over me?
"Why don't you stand up
Be a man about it"
Why didn't he just apologize, and not go running off to Olivia?
"Fight with your bare hands
About it now"
Now, he wants to get back together?
"I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay"
Maybe it's time for me to move on
"Well did you
I put my faith in you"
Maybe his ruined his last chance
"So much faith and then you
Just threw it away"
Maybe it's time to find someone new
"I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay"
If we did get back together, would we just break-up again?
"And I put my faith in you
So much faith and then you"
Would he get over me so quickly again? "Just threw it away"
Or, should I just finally say, no?