Every day is like a war
Me against myself
Half of me fighting for my brain
The rest is for my heart
I'm tired of fighting
I just want to be who I am
But I can't
I'm not aloud
Or I'll be hated
I'm so afraid to lose
Who the monster I'll become
Who she will be
I'm just so afraid
Having hope is just a dream
Because any of my dreams?
They never came true
He never liked me
My family never loved me
I never got the part I wanted
Everything was just useless
But why do I keep wasting my energy when I know I'll lose?
I'm ready to give up
Maybe I'm ready to fly