This is a long poem about Hisana's grief in her lifetime, telling about the troubles she faced and the regret that lies deep within her heart. Was she ready to pass away? If she had stayed with Rukia a little longer, would things be different? Or was it just fate's cruelty that led her on this brutal path? This is my first poem on here, and I would appreciate the reviews given in order to improve this poem. Nevertheless, thanks for clicking on this.

As the sakura petals fall from the sky,

As the tears shed keep on going by,

I feel like a hollow cave inside,

Surviving feebly on those useless, wretched lies.

Blood douses our history and pride,

And I abandoned only you for just mine.

Why did I leave the only one I had left?

If I had stayed a little longer, what would I have met?

Just a normal plebeian on the Rukongai streets,

But inside is a torn heart from life's cheats.

Rukia, will you ever forgive me?

Will you ever be able to see?

I am now a flower in a desert,

If you hated me, I won't be able to assert.

Regrets lie within my resting soul,

And now my heart has become coal.

Brutal scratches, bruises and burns-

That's all what my life earns.

I'll admit that I tried to find you,

But I lost the angel that lit my heart, too.

I desperately cried and screamed your name,

"Rukia, Rukia, do you feel the same?"

But little did I know that then,

Our fates would never tangle again.

But just as I was about to give in to black,

I finally grasped something that I lacked.

About to my close eyes and succumb to death,

Yes, this would be my final breath.

Before I could wither away,

The pink petal flew to my way.

Cherry blossoms filled my heart,

I feel like I'm stabbed by a dart.

You were prideful, not deserving of me.

Beautiful and kind-hearted was he.

Besides all the pain and grief,

You stood by, and the plant grew a leaf.

Tangled your own past with mine,

But there is still no sign

Of the sister I had loved.

Now I feel myself being shoved.

Shoved into a deep sea,

And not even the cherry blossoms can save me.

The fever spreads through me,

Why are you now leaving me?

My goals unfinished, fate is cruel.

Taking me away from love, and petals in the pool.

I've had the dream of my life, but why you?

I'm only a burden, let my life rot away, too.

All I did was to cause you pain,

And I left all of my goals in vain.

Nii-sama, what a dream you gave me,

But now I'll rest in peace and lose the chance to see.

Now you are locked away with each cough,

Even though your heart is kind and soft.

You lose your smile as each day passes by,

And all I can do is watch and sigh.

If I had left her on the Rukongai streets,

And not abandoned her to my own greeds,

Would you still be standing by my side,

Or would this fever still wash over like a tide?

All the people that supported you,

And now I breath my final breath to you.

Fulfill my dream, take Rukia back.

Do the things that I had once lacked.

Now I am drifting into a black hole,

Draining my dignity and my own soul.

Your hand is on mine, but Byakuya, why?

Why can't I stay, or is it a lie?

I've been so rash in my own fate,

But you watched my slowing heart rate.

You promised to bring Rukia back where she is,

Yet still I feel the pain flowing, from my hand to his.

Now my eyes close for one last time,

I love the ones who stayed at my side.

I don't expect to be called sister after what I did,

But you could be a brother to this angelic kid.

Now I am gone, and petals wither away.

Byakuya, did you lose your heart to what I did say?

Thank you, but now I wistfully say goodbye.

Even though I wasn't ready to die...