A Splinter in My Mind

The wood is still around me,

Albeit wood I cannot see.

Always on my mind's far edge,

Like sand at edge of sea.

I feel trapped in my own world,

Like I'm living in a dream.

Expecting every time a door is opened,

To see a lamp post's gleam.

The wardrobe's wood is now within me,

A splinter in my mind.

I keep looking for Narnia,

Yet it's never there to find.

Time moves slowly in this world,

In Narnia, this world stood still.

So much I miss of Narnia,

Even its winter's chill.

And I'm in winter of my life,

But summer of discontent.

Want to return to a treasured land,

Where long ago I went.