Eli's POV
Clare and I are barely on speaking terms but that night at the cabin when I found her she said she was glad I did and that gave me hope that she wants to be friends again because her and Jake are still together though it can't be anything more. I've heard these rumours around school about Clare but even Adam won't tell what's true or not, I want to ask her but then I think what if I don't like the answer and go off again, yes I'm taking medication and getting better but it doesn't mean I won't fly off the handle at something because I probably will, no starch that I know I will especially if it involves Clare, I know I still shouldn't have feelings for her but I can't help it, it's impossible not to, I once read a quote by a famous person and it stated about love "either you always will or you never did", I guess you know which one I fall into, anyway I hear knock at the door and when I open it I'm surprised to see Clare at my door with tears falling from her eyes but what she does next is even more shocking she kisses me.