So i decided to take a little brake from my other stories because i had this stuck in my mind.
This one will probably only be a few chapters.
So its Dani's point of view of events that have happened the past yearish and takes place a month or so after season 2 ends. (i plan on a Nico point of view for the next chapter i just need to type it up)
Let me know what you think and Thanks for reading
It's been about two months since I last saw him. He left without warning and I guess I should have listened to Pittman when he said Nico would leave without saying good bye. To tell you the truth I wish he at least said good bye. After he left everything about my life changed.
I never got far with Matt. The night I kissed him he went off somewhere. He didn't explain much, but he did say that Noelle was pregnant. That was when I knew I made a mistake. That mistake cost me a friend. Only if he knew now. Once Matt found out it was a false positive he came back. It was tempting to take him back but I told him to stay with her. I figured he would be happier and I didn't blame him for leaving me because it was a possibility of a kid. But when he came crawling back I was slightly disgusted. I made peace with the fact the day after he told me. I haven't talked to him since. As a matter of fact I have not been at the training facility since.
Once I figured Nico had left I sent him one last text message. In hopes he would at least read it. It was a nice long text explaining how I felt. It said:
Hey Nico, I'm guessing you left already because I have not gotten any early morning wake up knocks (Ha, see what I did there.) or any visitors in my car. So part of me even wonders if you will get this long text, but in case you do I feel like I should say this and it might sound brutal, at first.
*new message*
The day you told me you needed a reason to stay, it had me baffled and I guess it didn't dawn on me that the reason you wanted was ME. (If not, then this is going to get embarrassing for me) If the team was not the reason and you said that you're not sure what's left for you here. You wanted that reason. I wished I noticed it, but I guess it's too late for that. What I wanted to tell you was
*new message*
You had no right to put that pressure on me. It only added to worse week, knowing that I was going to lose a friend that kept me on my toes. It made remember the night we kissed and I don't know why I didn't put two and two together. You saying you wanted to kiss me and saying I needed to. I feel kind of dumb not putting it together the night you told me you were thinking about leaving. The only reason I avoided you was because
*new message*
Of the attraction we had and how I felt. That kiss had my feelings all over the place. I avoided a friend that I felt things for because I was scared. I was scared to go any further because you were a good friend and knowing me, I would somehow screw up and would lose you. Well I guess it took time to realize what I lost. (Although a week or so is not that long) Well I hope you enjoy Dallas and if I don't see you at the kick of meeting in a month or so, I will know
*new message*
You left for good. Time has never been on my side. Anyways sorry for realizing to late. ~Dani P.S. next time at least say good bye
I guess I waited for a response that I knew I would never get. I was slightly wrong. Over the month I would look at my phone and to be honest every time my phone went off I was hoping it was him.
Over the month Lindsay grew quieter, but her grades were great and we spent more time together. But when I would bring up Ray Jay she would just simply say, not now.
TK has been TK. But a good change was he showed up to all but one of his appointments and he gave the excuse he slept in late, yeah no. At one point I recall him questioning what happened to Nico and I told him that I didn't want to talk about it. He was understanding, he also said sorry. He explained to me one day he and Matt were playing mini golf and he accidently told Matt if there was anyone I was seeing in the building it would be Nico. He then went to explain that apparently something was bound to happen between me and Nico because all the time TK has been with the team he never saw Nico be that protective of an asset. Part of me was not shocked, but only if I saw the signs before. A major sign was the Night TK got shot. The surprise that was on his face when he saw Matt coming down the stairs. That explains why I didn't see him on the weeks off. I can't believe I missed that until now.
I think that was the night when his feelings truly showed. I didn't put it together then, but I probably should have. I know about when I was on a trial run for the hawks when Nico followed me and TK to the cemetery and I understood why, he wanted to know if I was legit. I caught a glimpse of him when we were leaving. That might have been when his interests peaked.
From my understandings he didn't care for Ms. Pittman much by then and I was not dating any one constantly so maybe he thought. It would explain a lot those first few months I was working there. We would both sort of flirt and it didn't stop when I was dating Matt and I could swear that he pops out on me on purpose. I kind of miss being scared. If I had thought about it then and all those times it happened you would think I would have seen the signs earlier that we were playing the game.
Now I realize that's why he didn't bug me in the middle of the night when I was dating Matt. I really did hurt him and I hurt him again after the kiss we shared when I avoided him. It was probably the last thing I should have done. In his own way I guess I did know him. I was the only person he would let scratch the walls he built. I was the only person he would slip around.
I haven't denied that I did not like the kiss, as a matter of fact it was fantastic but I am glade that we did not go any further then up the stairs. I'm not sure what I would have done the next day. I would have probably been angry at him. Then I would have lost a friend and then I would have felt bad that I lost that friend.
I'm kind of lost without him because any time I try to get him out of my head he just keeps popping up when I make progress. I would wake up in the middle of the night swearing that I heard knocking. But every time I checked the door no one was there. Although recently when I did check I could have sworn someone was there because I saw head lights at one point and saw a car drive off. I guess progress was never meant for me because my mind is not letting me get past him.
I don't know why I am thinking of all of this right now. I'm just drinking coffee in my kitchen two hours before I am supposed to go to the training facility for the meeting.
So what you think?
I think i just realize something. what if Nico's marriage was to the country and the divorce was something that caused him to leave the seals. It kind of makes sense. sorry just some babbling.