2010
"Wait Amu!" Tadase shouted, trying to keep me from running. "Amu wait, please don't leave!" he shouted, grabbing my hand, and pulling me to a halt. "What did he do?" he asked, pulling me into a hug. I started to sob "he told me he never loved me, and i'm pathetic" i said, my throat starting to hurt from crying the way i am. "That bastard" he muttered, he squeezed me before letting me go. "It's okay Amu, im here. He's wrong, your not pathetic, he is" he held my shoulders, making me look at him. "B-but i love him Tadase, i don't know what to do. What do you do when the person you love doesn't love you back?" i asked, trying to look strong, but i was crying, and crying doesn't make you look strong. "You live with
it, and if your like me you try to make that person fall in love with you" he said, smiling at me. I nodded, putting on a smile. "I wanted to move away happily though Tadase, how am i supposed to do that when he turned me down?" i asked, sitting on the bench, all the blossom tree leaves falling down onto the ground. "Well now when you move, you don't have to worry about him falling out of love with you. You can think ahead, and not behind. You can go to England, and find someone who'll treat you soooooo much better then Ikuto ever did" a tear fell from his eyes, but he continued. "And when you come back here Amu, and you still can't face Ikuto, i'll be here, and i'll always be there for you, even if its been like forty years. I. Will. Be. There. For. You. And Amu you can call or Skype me anytime you want, once you get settled in. Okay?" I smiled, and felt my heart race. I'd always loved Tadase, but my heart had been given to Ikuto so long ago, but Tadase will always be my savior. "Thank you Tadase. Your going to make some girl feel like a angel one day." I said, he smiled, but it was forced. "I hope i do to" he said, hugging me again. I sniffed, hugging him tight. What if you never see him after this? the voice in my mind asked, you'll cry even harder then it said. I knew it was right, and i knew i'd probably never see him again, all these promises i made today, about staying in touch, and always being friends, they weren't true. Once you move away your slowly forgotten, no one cares if you were there best friend or their love. They'll forget about me faster then i can say "i," and thats what truly hurt. Yes most of it was because of what Ikuto did to me, but the other 50% was the fact that i'd be leaving tonight, to a new and foreign country, and probably never come back.
Theres ages are down Below
Ikuto-18
Amu-17
Tadase-17
Rima-17
Nagihiko-17
Utau-18
Kukia-17
Yaya-16
Kairi-17
Chapter One
2013
10/15/13
Finally back
I put my tie on slowly, my hands were shaking, and my mind was going over every tiny memory that was held here in Japan. I had just moved back four days ago from England, and this was my Senior year at school.
"Amu hurry, you don't want to be late on your first day" my mom yelled, i sighed. I had missed Seiyo school, but i also just wanted to stay in my bed all day.
I mean everyone's probably forgotten me, especially Tadase, and Rima. My hurt ached when i thought about my love, and my best friend.
"Coming!" i shouted, slipping my shoes on, and ran to the kitchen, our house was one of the big traditional mansions, it was the biggest one in my town, and was the prettiest, it had also caught my mothers eye when we first moved back. She didn't care if it was to big for a four member family. She just liked the idea of finally living in her dream house.
"Here's your lunch, and take a banana for lunch. Oh and i need you to pick Ami up after school today" she said, handing me my bento, and banana. "Bye mama, love you" i said, giving her a quick hug, then running out of the house, and down the street.
They should've called school 'hell' instead of school. Because school sounds to friendly, which it is not. Theres always the ass's who label you, then tell everyone at school your label. After that your automatically a somebody or a nobody, and it all depends on your looks.
I went to the office, and took my schedule, after that i put my stuff in my locker, then went to my homeroom. The teacher told me to wait outside the door, then he'd call my name, and i'd make me 'grand' entrance. I nodded, not really caring. I leaned against the wall that was by the door, while i wait for him to call my name. "We have a new student, her name is Hinamori Amu!" he cheered.
I walked in, looking down at my feet. "Hinamori do you have something you'd like to say?" he said, titling his head to me while asking. I shrugged "no, um wheres my seat?" i asked, only looking at the teacher, not wanting to make eye contact with anyone else. He looked taken back, but then asked some random person to raise their hand. I nodded, then walked over, not looking up. I sat down, placing my book, and pencil down. Everyone was staring me, so i looked up.
Only to see if i should piss some people off. I heard a few gasps, and one growl. The growl came from Saaya my enemy since elementary school, when we'd battle for Tadase's affection.
The gasps though, they came from Rima, Nagi, Tadase, and Kairi. I sighed, and slumped into my seat. I looked at the board, but was surprised to see the person in front of me was Ikuto, my lost love.
And when i say lost i mean my love for him had died, and had been replaced with hatred. He's the ass that helped you stop feeling the voice said, my only friend, myself.
A/N Hey I just wanted to say that in this story there is no Charas, and it will have cuss words in it. As you can see