The following piece of writting came to me after a extremely tiring day. I was sitting in my friends living room, talking about an incident that took place earlier that day. While my friends were getting ready to head out, I pulled out my trusty notebook and wrote the following. I don't know why the following came to me, I don't know what exactly I was thinking when I wrote it, but somehow it made sense to me. So, here it is.
A clear sky,
Not a cloud in sight,
Me, you and a blanket,
With only the stars to keep us company.
We spend the time,
Talking, touching, tickling,
The wind blows and I shiver,
You pull me closer,
Sharing the heat of your body.
I lay my head on your chest,
Thump, thump, thump goes your heart,
I can feel your fingers skimming my arms, and I shiver,
You ask me if I am okay
But I see the mischievous glint in your eye,
You know exactly what you do to me.
So, I think it's time for some payback,
I straddle you,
And it feels like I just upped the ante and maybe I did,
We sit still, hearing but not saying anything.
I can feel your hands on my thighs slowly inching their way up,
We lock eyes and your hands stay,
It's my turn to explore,
So, I take my hands and trace your jaw,
Your eyes, nose and finally make my way to your lips.
You part your lips and here I hesitate,
Do I want to or not?
Should we take the next step?
We lock eyes and this time,
I nod,
I can feel your hand move under my skirt
And I trace your lips.
Your tongue acts out of its own violation,
And I shudder to think what it can and eventually will do,
I can feel the heat of your hands and I can feel my heartbeat rising.
We kiss, its sweet and hard all at once,
I've never been kissed like that,
You flip us over and slowly,
Inch closer and closer,
You are a hair breath away,
And you ask: "are you sure?"
It's the concern in your eyes,
That makes me stop,
But it's the love in your eyes,
That has me saying yes.
Our movements aren't hurried,
It's like we're savouring every moment
And when we join- it's like coming home,
Our rhythm increases,
I feel something cold on my hand
I look at our clasped hands and turn to you,
"Will you?" you say,
"Will I?", I reply,
We stop and stare,
The masks are off, the heat is simmering and the fog is clearing,
Is this what I want?
Are you what I want?
You ask again
And this time I nod,
Tears slowly make their way down my cheeks,
Our pace is frantic,
This time it's more about claiming rather than loving,
I can't help but bite down on your neck,
So my mark is there for all to see.
That one bite pushes us over the edge.
I look at my ring,
It's the one I described to you three years ago,
"You remembered", I say
And all you say is,
"Always"
"Always and forever" I reply back
"Always and forever babe" is your reply.
I snuggle closer, its chilly outside
And you hold me close
You pull the blanket over
And with our bodies still joined and a sweet lingering kiss we drift off to the land of dreams.
-Emerald