A/N Not my usual thing but I gave it a try. Please Read and Review

What she is, What I am

She's the star, always the center of attention

I'm the 'Other Asian', the no one

But I don't want that to matter

She sings her emotions, always vibrant and lovely

I mutter words of songs I don't know, always low and unheard

But when I see her I want to sing out

She proud to be a glee kid, the lead

I hide my face when the yearbook comes out, the background dancer

But she see's me when we do a number, always

She's fragile, like a small bird

I'm rough and plain, like a blank wall

But her face can always make me smile

She's curious, always asking questions

I'm distracted, always day dreaming

But in glee I'm always focused on one thing

She takes notes, the good student

I stare blankly at the board, the drop out

But I try hard just so she can see

She's always heard, not afraid of her emotions

I hide mine, scared of what I could feel

But with her, I want to risk it

She fixes her hair, worrying about her appearance

I throw on anything I can find, not caring what I'm seen as

But with glee I always freak out to find the right clothes

She's hopeful, always wanting more

I'm content, taking what ever I can

But seeing her makes me want just a little better

She's unpredictable, always different

I'm just patterns and routines, never changing

But when glee came, I changed

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Soon she notices me, unsure of who I am

I try to play it cool, not wanting look stupid

But I the end I still embarrass myself

She thinks I'm nice, not knowing what I feel

I'm confused, she thinks I'm nice?

But if she thinks I am, then I might as well be

She's smart, but doesn't like to show it off

I'm stupid, really stupid

But she doesn't think I am

She's not as harsh as others think, she can actually be caring

I am unsure of how to react, should I tell her

But then I think for once

She might know, maybe

I might have freaked out, a little

But she doesn't care

She doesn't know what to call me, friend maybe

I can only call her one thing, Rachel

But I want to call her something else

She begins to trust me, she begins to open up

I learn a lot, who she is not what others say

But there's still one thing I want to know

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She never shuts up, always saying her opinion

I listen, never saying mine

But If I had the chance I would tell her everything

She's not good at listening, especially when it's me

I'm not good at talking, especially when it her

But I get my point across

She won't tell me, the one thing she won't

I keep digging, wanting to know

But she won't tell me who she's in love with

She tries to throw me off, begging me not to keep asking

I keep asking, not caring who it is

But soon I regret it

She denies it, I see her shame

I know who it is, I wish I didn't

But I needed to know

She's in love with Finn

I am in love with her

And it sucks