Only thing for sure
Prologue: Why me
Why is everything so unsure in my life, so many things have happened, I want to just take back, my withdrawal from everyone that loves me, that want to help. and I need help. But they would hate me, think I was a freak, they wouldn't understand, about what happened that night, they don't understand what its like to have your will crushed like that. Mai would be gone, and I don't think I can take that; the only sure thing in my life is the cuts, the pain, and the blood.
.Blood poured down his arm, dripping slowly onto the floor, staining the white tiles of the bathroom. Joey didn't care though, it felt good and he wanted more. He took the exacto and searched his arm for another scar, when he found it, he slowly dug into it, causing more blood to flow freely, he sighed loving the pain, why did this have to be the only way he could feel anything, he hated it, hated how he took pleasure in it. He wrapped a towel around his arm to stop the bleeding, his father would be home soon, and he would get a good beating for hurting himself again.
Prologue: Why me
Why is everything so unsure in my life, so many things have happened, I want to just take back, my withdrawal from everyone that loves me, that want to help. and I need help. But they would hate me, think I was a freak, they wouldn't understand, about what happened that night, they don't understand what its like to have your will crushed like that. Mai would be gone, and I don't think I can take that; the only sure thing in my life is the cuts, the pain, and the blood.
.Blood poured down his arm, dripping slowly onto the floor, staining the white tiles of the bathroom. Joey didn't care though, it felt good and he wanted more. He took the exacto and searched his arm for another scar, when he found it, he slowly dug into it, causing more blood to flow freely, he sighed loving the pain, why did this have to be the only way he could feel anything, he hated it, hated how he took pleasure in it. He wrapped a towel around his arm to stop the bleeding, his father would be home soon, and he would get a good beating for hurting himself again.