This idea just randomly popped into my head one night. Decided to post it here. Review if you'd like. Enjoy :3

disclaimer: I don't own Naruto. Only thing I own is my character Suki

I stared at the gates to my home. I stared but dared not to enter. What would I say? I thought to myself. I'm supposed to be dead. But here I am. What would he say? Thoughts of my silver haired jonin circled around my mind. Would he recognize me? Would he ignore me? I sighed and made up my mind. I breathed in deeply got my papers out and jumped down to the gates. "State your name and bus- Suki-san." I looked over and showed my papers. "What are you? You're supposed to be dead." I smiled weakly. "I got tired of being dead." I took my papers and walked straight to the Hokage tower.

I knocked on the door. "Come in." I heard a familiar voice say. I entered the room the Hokage's eyes widened. "Suki what? You're supposed to be dead. Your teammates." She paused and started at me not knowing what to say. I stared at Tsunade and sighed. "I left. I faked my death and left." "But why?" I thought for a second and all I saw was flashes of the massacre. My best friend dying right in front of my eyes and nothing I could do to save her. "I couldn't bear with the sadness any longer and I knew my father wouldn't let me go willingly." Tsunade looked at me. She stayed quiet for what felt like forever. "What made you come back?"

I stared at her and thought of my reason. "Kurenai found me actually." She looked at me and waited for me to go on. "She found me and told me how Asu nii has been. How he's still sad to this day, and also about Konohamau. Fisety kid he is." I paused and thought of Kakashi. "She even mentioned Kakashi. He seemed to not be over me being dead. How she can see how sad he is whenever this day comes around. I never expected me of all people would make Kakashi feel that way. I always thought he hated me. That he'd always wanted me one." Actually I knew why he'd act that way. There was a sudden knock on the door.

I sensed it way before they entered the gates for the tower. "In a second." Tsunade stared at me as if asking if I'm ready to see my nii san after eight years. "Kurenai knows. She's the one who convinced me to come. I'm ready to get the beating of a lifetime." I chuckled lightly and Tsunade nodded while Shizune looked at me in awe. "Come in." Tsunade said and the door opened. "You know my team is going to have my ass if I'm not at that Barbeque place on time. You've met Ino. I don't know what's the big-" He stared at me for a second and turned back to Kurenai. He looked back at me and walked towards me. He pinched himself and slapped himself. I chuckled and did what any younger sister would do seeing their older brother after eight years. I hugged him. "Nii san." He hesitated at first and then he hugged me back.

What felt like forever he pulled me away and he stared at me. "Look at you. Wait I thought you were dead. Kakashi brought home a body eight years ago." "Tricky replacement jutsu I learned." He looked at me and suddenly his aura changed. "ARE YOU CRAZY! FOR NINE YEARS I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD! KAKASHI EVEN-" I hugged him to calm him down and I pulled away and looked at him. "I'm sorry I just couldn't take it being here. Tou san wouldn't let me leave so I found another way out. I'm sorry for leaving, but here I am back and safe." He stared at me and hugged me again. "What made you come back?" I chuckled. "Your pretty little birdy found me on her last mission. Convinced me to come back. With a little help from the cute Hyuga." He smiled and hugged me tighter. "Thank kami! I've missed you. Now that I know you're alive. It's like my life's complete. Wait till you meet Konohamaru." I smiled thinking of my other brother's son. "I heard he's a hand full." Asu nii laughed. "Of course then again he has us as his Oji and Oba san." I elbowed him in the gut instinctively at his joke. "Excuse me. I wasn't a handful Mr. Twelve Guardian Ninja." I chuckled as I watched my brother blush. "Get out of my office for this mushy family stuff I have work to tend to. COME IN!" Tsunade shouted and I barely noticed chakara emitting from outside the door.

"Tsunade sama here is my report-" He stopped talking the moment he laid eyes on me. I blushed at the way he was staring. I would've punched him for the look, but for some reason I couldn't bring myself to do so. He walked up to me and touched my face as if I wasn't really here. "Suki." I was going to put my hand up to touch his hand but suddenly a fist came down and hit Kakashi hard. "DON'T TOUCH MY LITTLE SISTER LIKE THAT!" I looked at ASu nii and back at the poor helpless Kakashi. Suddenly I couldn't help myself. I couldn't stop laughing at the sight. "Nii san how I've missed you so." I clutched my stomach not stopping my laughter at what had just happened. "Kakashi you are a bigger dope now than when you were back when I was in the village.

He got up and brushed off my comment as if I never said it. He walked pass me and handed the report to Tsunade and left without a word. It made me stop laughing for a moment. I was curious in his behavior. I touched the cheek he had touched when he walked in. I closed my eyes and remembered him chasing after me that one faithful mission. That mission he believed I died in.

"Suki you must accompany me to meet my-" Then Asu nii stopped talking and stayed in thought. "Never mind maybe you're not ready to meet them yet." I laughed. "How bad can they be?" "Nara, Yamanaka, and Akamichi," I imagined a little Shikaku, a girl Inoichi, and a shorter version of Chouza and shuddered. "Maybe I will need some time to prepare myself." I turned to Tsunade. "We still need to discuss my rank and where I will be staying." She looked at me shocked. "Asuma you can catch up with your sister later. I need to discuss this with her alone. Shizune you should go too."

Once everyone left Tsunade opened her drawer and pulled out my file. I looked at her questionably and she smiled. "These were here when I took the position as Hokage. I guess your tou san never stopped thinking of you. So I thought I should leave them here." I smiled thinking of my tou san, and how I must've caused him some heartache. I sighed and then Tsunade opened my folder. "Say's here you are just as gifted as Kakashi." "I'm actually a bit more gifted as you can see."Tsunade checked and chuckled slightly. "So that must be the reason for why you don't believe in him being sad you were dead." I sighed thinking of him again.

"Well you were top jonin the year you supposedly died. It states here you were asked several times to be Anbu but you refused." I smiled. "I thought maybe Kakashi needed something he could be proud of. I would've taken his captain title if I wanted to, but see I was nice and refused." Tsunade flipped through the papers and she looked up at me. "Quite the accomplished medic nin." I crossed my arms and thought about my friend. "You've gotten to the point were you can immediately put your body in recovery mode even in action, but when you "died" sources say it was as if you couldn't heal yourself at all. Why is that?" "As I've stated before I had placed a replacement jutsu and that wasn't me dead." Tsunade looked up at me and tapped her finger. "Oh is that so then what was it that was in your place? Which I am certain the body was never to be found. What is said here is that Kakashi had retrieved it but some other forces took it and disposed of it before he had entered the village." I closed my eyes and went on. "It was the ninja I had killed. I needed a dead body so I took the closest one to me. The other question is also simple. I changed my appearance to the ninja I had killed stole "My" body and then I burned it in the forest far away from the village"
"That explains that. And Kakashi? He must've not let you go without a fight." I laughed. "As I said I am a bit more gifted then he was. I can easily trick him. Tsunade jotted down some more notes and she looked up at me. "Well I've decided your talent's will surely be needed in this village. So either I assign you a partner of the same level or I offer you the same offer you've been given before on becoming Anbu." I thought about it for a bit and then I looked at Tsunade. "Which will I have housing with? And is the pay any different?" Tsunade chuckled. "Both are the same benefits, except if you accept the Anbu offer you'll be paid more." I scratched my head and thought of the work I'd have to do. "I'm a bit rusty so partner it is." Tsunade nodded and opened another drawer. "Here's the key to an apartment next to your partner." I looked at her confused as to why she had a key to apartment in the same drawer in my files were in.

Tsunade smiled as she handed me the key. "Your father never believed you died. He knew you were too strong to go down so easily. He had made plans for your return. Whenever you were going to come back." I took the key and thought of my tou san. "Silly man he was." I took the keys and Tsunade slipped a note to me. "Here is your address. The place is furnished so no need to bother with that." I nodded and bowed. "Thank you Tsunade sama." "Since when do you use formalities?" I chuckled. "I can grow up you know." I left the office immediately not wanting to explain myself anymore.

I walked down the streets slowly walking to my destination. Though it was fairly close to the Hokage tower I decided it seemed fit to take my time getting to my apartment. "Asuma Sensei. Seriously how long are you going to cover your relationship up with Kurenai sensei? This little game is tiring." I hid quickly still watching the kids torturing my nii san. "Troublesome woman you are the one that's tiring." *WHACK* I giggled seeing such a couple between those to. "Shikamaru, Haven't you learned." I looked at the other kid and smiled remembering Chouza san. I chuckled at the similarities. He seems like the only one I would tolerate. They began to talk amongst themselves so I decided to leave them be. I could meet them some other time.

I got to my apartment and opened my door. I smiled. It was medium sized and well kept. "That's my tou san." "He was quite a remarkable person. You know for someone who strongly believed you were still alive. "I turned around to find my door open with the silver haired jonin in my doorway. He walked in and closed the door behind him. "Kakashi I can-" He touched my face the same way he did back in the office. "It really is you." I closed my eyes and sighed. I lifted my hand to Kakashi's. "Why'd you leave? Why'd you go and kill yourself?" He took his hand away and I opened my eyes. "What do you expect? I watched my best friend die in front of my face and I couldn't do a thing about it because goddamn Itachi placed me in a genjutsu to keep me from saving her! If I didn't fake my death how could I have left this damn village!" "Damn village? Excuse me but I lost a friend way before you and-" "YOU HAD A CHANCE TO SAVE HIM BUT YOU DIDN'T" I put my hands up to my mouth hoping I didn't just say what I had just said. Kakashi's eye glossed over and his aura changed. "I did try to save him." "Kakashi I didn't mean to say-" "Shut up." He turned around and walked to the door. "Yeah I could've saved him, but there was a thing called a boulder in the way that my thirteen year old self couldn't lift." He turned around and glared at me. "I even had a chance saving you. I thought I had lost you. Lost probably the best thing to ever enter my life. The girl who was the annoyance of my life, but also the one who changed my life further." He opened the door and stepped out. "Now I wish you had really died that day. Would've saved me the regret of loving you." He shut the door. I fell to my knees and stared at the door. "Regret?"