Between the thin lines of reality
I wander my mind free
Intoxicated with a miss of beer and weed
I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing
And I don't care
Life is amazing and I have no clue
Just like the waves crashing on the shore
Don't know if they go up or down
I wish for clarity and I'm met with obscurity
And clouds
That darken my outlook on the future
which I have no fucking clue about
And I smile
Things are just perfect
I have no idea what I do
Or why
And it doesn't matter
The smile I show you when you arrive melt away
Any doubt in my mind
I want to kiss you
But your perfect lips are never mine
I wish I could cry in that, but I can't
My heart fails as the truth slowly sinks in
You
Are
Gone
I could never imagine life without you
And now I have to
The cruel reality is breaking me and I don't know how to cope
You smile
I know it's a lie because you are no longer here
My smile grows as I grip the gun tighter
I'm sorry
No more pain