Making the right choice
A/N: Hello! It has been a while sins I last wrote, I hope you will like my new story! This is set after episode 14. R&R please!
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee, the characters or the music
Chapter one:
Ryder's P.O.V:
I was standing at my locker looking at Marley as she laughed at something Jake was telling her. I looked away, I felt sick in my stomach every time I see them together and it makes me really want to punch that stupid smirk of Jakes face…But I can't do that for several reasons first, Jack is my best friend and second I kissed his girlfriend! I am so not a good friend but I couldn't help it, every time I see her I just want to kiss her. Besides they don't even fit together he should be with someone like Kitty. I looked up again just in time to see them kiss each other…ugghhh I mentally groaned and I looked away again.
"Why can't she see that she is supposed to be with me" I said quietly to myself, but apparently not quite enough
"Who is?" Kitty's voice said from behind me.
"No one" I said and closed my locker.
"Please, I saw you staring at little miss fat gene and third nipple over there and let me tell you that, that sad puppy look you have going one when you look at her, so not attractive" She said and made a toss with her blond ponytail "And by the way it is so not attractive"
"I don't know what you are taking about" I said and put my hands in my jeans pockets, not knowing if she just insulted me or not. Kitty gave me a look that said she didn't believe me.
"You can keep telling yourself that and you might fool yourself but you can't fool me" She said eying me up and down and then smirked.
"I don't know what you are talking about" I said and started to walk away and Kitty fallowed me and grabbed my arm to turn me around.
"Well you might not tell me but I am going to get it out of you sooner or later and do yourself a favor and get over that thing because she picked Jake is she was interested in you, you guys would be dating" She said with that she walked away pushing me in to the lockers as she passed and for being such a small girl she sure s strong. I heard the bell rang and I continued walking to History and took a seat in the front. While I was waiting for everyone to get here I started to think about what Kitty told me. Maybe she was right, maybe I just should try and get over Marley she is dating Jake and for the looks of it they are not gonna breakup anytime soon. I sight it is my own fault really…it was me that canceled the date with her because I had to study…if I just would have gone out with her instead it would be me that gets to hold her hand as we waked down the hallway, it would be me that gets to kiss her every time I want.
"Um…is this seat taking?" Someone interrupted my thoughts. I didn't have to look up and see who it is because I would recognize that voice everywhere. Marley. I looked at her and then around the room to realize that the only seat left was the one beside me.
"Yes…I mean No…I mean, what were you asking again?" I said and looked up at her. But she just smiled and sat down next to me.
"So…" I said
"So…" she mimicked and we both laughed
"Look Marley I am really sorry" I told her
"Can we just pretend it didn't happen" She said quickly, and I would lie if I said it didn't hurt when she said that.
"Yeah, sure…" I mumbled.
"I mean, it didn't mean anything right?" she said looking at me. Ouch that stung. "You were just confused and caught in the moment" She rambled on, and I wasn't sure if she was trying to convince me, herself or both. "Look Ryder, I like Jake no it's more I love him and I don't want him to find out so can we keep this between us?" she asked looking at me with worried eyes when I didn't answer she grabbed my hand and when she realized what she was doing she let go of my hand "Please" she whispered.
"Of course, anything for you" I said, and tried to give a small smile
"Thanks" she whispered just as the teacher walked in to the room and we didn't get any more time to talk for the rest of the class.
When the bell rang to let us know that class was over Marley waited for me and walked together out from the class room.
"So are you going to sing something in Glee today?" she asked me and I shrugged.
"Maybe I am thinking about it" I said and smiled down at her "You?"
"Yes me and Jake are doing a duet" She said before adding "Sorry, if this s to awkward maybe we should try to stay away from each other for a while.
"No!" I said a little bit too fast "I mean, it's cool, you picked Jake and I want you to be happy and if that means being with Jake I am okay with it" I told her and gave her a smile so she would know he was serious.
"Ryder I want you to know that I am sorry, you are one of my closest friends and I don't want to lose you" I grabbed her and stopped her and turned her to face me
"Hey,hey,hey. You would never lose me okay. I like you way to much to stay away" I said and then I cleared my throat "Sorry…I just made it awkward again didn't I?" I asked and smiled and rubbed my neck.
"You such a goof, but that's one of the things I like that about you" she said with a big smile. When she said that it made me smile even bigger but just as I was about to say something Jake came up to us.
"Hey babe" he said and gave Marley a kiss on her cheek and me a fist bump "Sup man?" he asked.
"It's all good man, but I need to get my things so I'll see you guys later" I said and started to walk away, I could feel their eyes on my back and hearing Jakes voice say:
"What's up with him?"
I walked to my locker and changed to my English books I was just rounding the corner just to have Kitty coming up and walking beside me.
"Is jealousy by you like the new colon everyone is wearing or is it just you and Jake?" She snickered
"Has anyone told you that stalking people is a crime?" I shot back.
"Oh please you would be lucky if someone as hot as me was stalking you" She said
"Whatever" I said and rolled my eyes. Kitty stopped in front of me
"Look, I know you want brainless"
"I don't..." But she but me off by putting a hand up
"Spare me. Look I have a proposition for you that might help you" Kitty might be a bitch but I have to admit that her plans almost always works.
"I'm listening"
"You want Marley to admit that she likes you right?"
"More than anything" I admitted. She smiled at me before she spoke.
"Good Romeo here is the plan…"
A/N: So this is the first chapter, feel free to give me ideas of thing you want to happen. I hope you liked it!