Disclaimer: own nothing, and for those who cant stand reading about cutting I would advise you to not go on… Kagome seems to develop a bit of a problem… don't say I didn't warn you.

Sangos POV

Things have changed over the summer. Miroku and I went on a vacation in Europe, and it was amazing… it was so beautiful, and we grew closer together. The time we shared was wonderful… but what happened here? Kagome was acting different… she was a lot paler than she normally was, and it seemed she never wore colors anymore… she had strange gloves that covered her arms, and painted her nails black… no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get her to talk to me… when we left Kagome and Inuyasha were getting so close, in fact they had just started dating… now they seemed so far apart…. And Inuyasha himself was back with Kikyo, I hated that girl… homeroom was over and it was time for break, so I walked along side Kagome, she was my best friend after all… we ran into Inuyasha… the two of them shared a gaze… Kagome started to get tense, I could feel it… Kagome shoved past Inuyasha and ran into C building. Inuyasha looked like he was about to utter her name… I didn't see Kikyo around, maybe she was sick… I hoped… I saw Miroku heading towards us, and although I wanted to talk to him, I had to see if she was okay… I glared at Inuyasha. " when I find out what you did… and I will find out what you did… you will pay…" I shoved past Inuyasha and ran inside C building, I knew she would be hiding out in the bathroom… when I entered I heard Kagomes singing, it was laced with tears… I had heard this song before… it was by… Seether…

" You make me feel like I'm a whore
Like I'm the one who's there to bore you now
It's always gonna be this way
Get the fuck away
'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me
You always wanna steal the light
By stepping on the ones who fight for you
It's always gonna be the same
Get the fuck away
'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
I'll break you and leave you scarred
I hate what you are
'Cause I can't seem to show you what you wanna see
I can never give you anything you need
I'm sick of wasting time on what can never be
I cannot control you into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me now
Into wanting me"

I noticed a puddle of blood on the floor of the stall Kagome was in… what had she done… I kicked the door open, breaking the lock, and saw her with her arm glove down and a bloody razor. " Kagome…what…what have you done?" she quickly pulled her arm glove up and whipped her tears. " Its nothing Sango… really… I am fine… I am better than fine…" she brushed past me and ran out of the bathroom… I was in shock, she had cut herself. As I was walking out of the bathroom to go find Kagome I found Inuyasha… he was standing outside of the bathroom… the bastard, what had he done to turn her into this?? I walked up to Inuyasha, and I could feel Mirokus presence behind me… he gently placed his hand on my shoulder, but I pulled away. " Sango, my dear, are you okay?" I was furious. " Miroku, I need to speak with Inuyasha… please go find Kagome… look at her arms… and see if she will talk to you." Miroku seemed confused, but he did as I asked him too… " what in the hell did you do to Kagome?" Inuyasha still had that smug smile on his worthless face… "umm… why do you care??" " if you know what's good for you, you will answer me!! I care because Kagome is my best friend and she loves you… now all she wants to do is die, so tell me what in the hell you did to make her like that!!" I began clenching my fists so tight that my nails dug into my palms, causing me to bleed… " what!! Kagome…she's… because of me… because of what I did… oh no, Kagome… please no…" he ran off before I could get any information out of him… I wonder if Miroku is having any luck with Kagome…

Mirokus POV

I chased after Kagome as Sango had told me to, but I didn't understand why I was too look at her arms… I was very worried about Kagome… she had changed and not for the better. I found her hiding out in the Art room which was in H building. She was crying and there was some form of a liquid seeping from her arm glove… to my horror I realized it was blood. I walked over to her and sat down next to her. "can I see?" she held her arm out, she was still sobbing… I pulled down her arm glove, there was a very fresh gash, almost directly on the vein… there were several other cuts, some scars… which tells me that she's been doing this for a while… I pulled a rag out of my book bag and placed it over her bloody wrist, applying pressure to stop the bleeding… " Kagome… you need to tell me… why did you start doing this? What happened… does it have to do with Inuyasha?" she had been looking at the floor, but she looked up at me and nodded, her eyes were full of sorrow. " what…did…he…do?" I was trying to conceal my anger, sometimes Inuyasha could be a real ass… " I… I wanted to surprise him… so I showed up at his house… and found him…and…and…and…" she took a shaky breath, trying to keep herself from bawling… " him and Kikyo… they were together, making out… and he just… he just looked at me… its like he didn't even care… so I ran away… and the next thing I knew he was back with her… Miroku what did I do wrong, how did I screw this up… I love him so much… it hurts me so bad… I just… I wanna die…" I was going to kick his ass, how dare he do this to Kagome, especially for some whore like Kikyo… she just wanted him back because he was happy with Kagome… but now this once happy girl sees no point in living and its all his fault. I wrapped my arms around her just as Sango walked in. " you did nothing wrong, Inuyasha is my friend but he can be a real ass… and that's what he is being to you… and trust me I will get him for this…" Sango sat on the other side of Kagome, and Kagome leaned against her… she had begun to sob. I looked up at Sango who was glaring out the door… I turned around to see Inuyasha standing in the door way. I took my hand off of Kagomes shoulder and stood up. " I think you better leave." he was staring at Kagomes arm. " Ka…Kagome?" Sango was about to stand up and fight him. " Sango, stay with Kagome, she needs you more at the moment, let me take care of him…" to my surprise Kagome stood up, pulled her arm glove up, and looked at Inuyasha. " what? You actually care now? Are you quote- un quote sorry? Save it! I loved you, I still do!! But you never gave a fuck about me… I learned that when I found the two of you… so why should you care if I am a cutter, it is no longer any of your concern…" he took a step towards her, and she took a step back. Sango and I backed down for the time being. " show me." she pulled her glove down and I saw the expression on Inuyashas face go from worry to horror. " Kagome…why?" she pushed him back. " oh hell no! you are not going to come back and act like you care about me because you know what I've become." he looked into her eyes. " but I do care about you… I never stopped careing… I made the worst mistake of my life when I went back to her… when I lost you…" she started crying again. " why do you keep doing this to me??" she tried to push past him, but he held her in place. Kagome struggled, and I could feel Sangos anger grow with every moment she saw Kagome try to get away. " I do care… I don't want to loose you… or what I have left of you…" Kagome practically screamed. " you cant save something you have destroyed." Sango walked over to Inuyasha and Kagome, she punched Inuyasha in the face. " let her go you bastard!" he released Kagome. Kagome ran past him, out the door and down the hall, but Sango caught her. " you are terrible Inuyasha… how could you do that to her?" Inuyasha looked worn out. "Miroku… not you too…" I suddenly felt very angry towards him. " I saw Kagome sob with her wrists seeping blood because of you… Sango found her in the bathroom just after she cut… Inuyasha she feels worthless because of you, because of what you did… she feels like she did something wrong, even though you were the ass who screwed everything up… you hurt her… and I swear if she doesn't make it, if Sango doesn't get to you… I will…" Inuyasha looked stunned. " I did that? I made her feel so…so worthless that she… she did that… I… I had no idea…" I glared at him. " because you honestly don't care…" I pushed him out of my way and ran after Sango and Kagome… they were in the parking lot, sitting in Kagomes car…