My soul is lying in ashen
dust
I'd so easily given away my trust
It's time to move on and
I know I must
My choice has turned out to be anything but just
I
need you here and you're always in my head
I fell beside you when
I heard you were dead
Everytime he kisses me as I go to bed
I
don't sleep a wink and my misery is fed
I need a big figure
before me to give me something to stand for here
An omnipotent God
to warm me and for me to fear
I want somebody I can't touch but I
can see and hear
I'm tired of the loud and confusing shapes who
form my peers
Why did you leave me in this forsaken land?
If
I live to be a hundred I still won't understand!
You've fallen and
now you're nothing but cold sand
You can't entrance me anymore and
you can't take my hand
You drift away from me as you lay
buried
Your memory becomes vague and blurred
Time is destroying
something no one has ever heard
Still my love for you remains
strong and undeterred