Hi guys! I have had this idea for a LONG time. I want to write the lives of the Shinigami before they became shinigami, or rather, before they died. So, if you are in favour of this, leave a review! The idea started when I saw the episode where Kira and Renji and Momo were in the academy and when they get attacked by the Huge Hollows. Kira was the only one that freaked out, and he was like 'No...No...NO! I don't want to die...Not like this! NO!' or something like that. It led me to think that he had some traumatic death or something. So anyway, here's what I think happened. If you like this and would like me to do more, please leave a review! By the way, the title 'Ningentte Kioku' means 'Memories of Human' or something like that. Based on what it was when the shinigami were humans.

-Saph

"Dick head!"

"Book Worm!"

"Teachers Pet!"

"Crap Face!"

Throughout all of the name calling a young boy sits. He is getting stones, both emotionally and physically. He can only cower and protect his head as they throw stones at him.

"I know! Let's see how you look dead! Just kidding!" One of the children says.

But they go along with it. As one they lift Izuru off the ground and drag him towards an abandoned warehouse. The place used to be a place where they hung cow carcasses and butchered them. There was a giant meat processor like thing built into the back. It had many thin blades and when it turned it could shred anything.

"Look! Doesn't that look fun?" They cheer and push Kira forward.

"Go down there and explore for us, dumbass!" They yell.

"B-But...it's dangerous. A-And I don't want to...I want to go home!" Kira cries, this is the first time he has ever stood up for himself. The other kids won't have it. With one great shove they push Kira into the cavern. He clings to the side.

"Hey! I found something cool!" Someone calls from the other end. They all rush over to where the voice is, leaving Kira alone.

"H-Help me! I don't like this!" Kira yells, but it is futile.

"Hey, cool! It looks like the 'On' switch!" Someone says.

"Turn it on! Turn it on!" They chant.

Kira doesn't know what they mean, but he knows it can only be trouble. As they flick the switch the giant blades begin to turn.

"H-HELP!" Kira screams. The other children come back and watch him holding onto a bar for dear life. They laugh at him as his body begins to sway, the blades are creating a breeze.

"H-HELP ME!" Kira screams again. The children only laugh harder. It is in that moment that Kira is completely calm. His own thoughts fill his head, driving out the fear.

What kind of life is this? If all I am is something to laugh at, then I'm better off dead. They can look at my dead body all they want and regret all they want. I will be free of this place.

As he thinks he never once gives it a second thought. He lets go of the rail.

Blood splatters and flesh goes flying everywhere.

The laughter stops. The children look down.

The blades are covered in blood and pieces of chum are flying into the air.

The girls gasp and the boys watch in silence.

"Ha! Ha ha ha ha ha!" The leader laughs, but it is a shaky laugh. "T-That idiot! He did that to himself! W-Well, good riddance to bad trash!" He says the same words he always would have, but they can all see the remorse in his features.

The group of children never told anybody. Izuru's parents were never informed, and they never asked. The children then realized how horrible they had been. They had stoned a boy that never had any love, not even at home. They had watched the suicide of a boy that had nothing to live for. And they had driven someone with no hope of life towards the brink of death. And they had pushed him off that brink.

All of the children went to their own homes after that. They all silently crawled up to their bedrooms and grieved. They couldn't accept him when he was alive, but they wished they had. Maybe if they had let him into their game it wouldn't have come to this. But now all that remained of Kira Izuru was a bloody butchers blade, and his memory in the minds of the ones that had driven him to death.

So, what do you think? If you liked it and want me to continue please review!

-Saph