I was listening to Bubblewrap by McFly and this song-fic one-shot came into my head... it's sad Channy, Sonny OOC because that's how the song goes- and the singer's a dude. Enjoy... I think?
Bubblewrap
Chad POV
I wish I could bubble-wrap my heart
In case I fall, and break apart
I'm not God, I can't change the stars
And I don't know if, there's life on Mars
I stood up, wanting nothing more than to sit back down and curl into my ball, because I wasn't so sure if I could do this, go through my life, because I wasn't recovered, and I was so unbalanced. I could fall so easily, and I wouldn't stay unbroken this time.
More than anything, I wanted to fly away, get as far away from here as possible... Heck, I'd go to Mars!
But I know you hurt
People that you love and those who care for you
I want nothing to do, with the things you're going through
She wasn't the girl people knew her to be. She'd captured their hearts, and deep inside I think she loved them too, but she took and she twisted and she tore until each and every one was broken on the floor. Now the tables had turned, and she'd had no where to turn. She'd looked at me, but I'd shaken my head. My heart was the top of the pile, damaged the worst and would take the longest to heal. There was no turning back.
This is the last time,
I give up this heart of mine
I'm telling you that I'm,
A broken man who's finally realized
I'd had my heart broken before, but never like this. Any other time, she hadn't been amazing. She hadn't taken only my heart, which, maybe I could've borne. She'd taken everyone, and tore them all down. I'd thought she loved them. I'd thought she'd liked us. I'd thought she loved me.
I was wrong.
You're standing in moonlight
But you're black on the inside
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye
So long, she'd buried her true self, not in shadows, but in light. She'd shone like the sun, she'd shone so brightly, that she'd burned everyone around her into believing her façade and blinding them... to the truth. Now she was all alone, and everyone knew the truth, and everywhere she looked, she herself got burned. Her eyes still shone, but now with tears, and no one was moved by her pain, because it was nothing to the pain she'd caused.
I'm a little dazed and confused
Life's a b****, and so are you
(A/N I won't swear, sorry but that's in there :S)
All my days have turned into nights
'Cause living without, without, without you in my life
My mind was going around in circles.
How?
Why?
Was this really the 'Sonshine' I thought I'd known, the girl I'd fallen in love with?
No... this was some real stuff, not the girl I thought I'd finally found for myself.
Why the heck was life so flipping unfair? Why did the walls have to come crashing down, every single time?
And the worst part?
It had hurt. It was still hurting me. There was no light in my life, nothing to shift the darkness... because the Sonshine was gone, and never coming back.
And you wrote the book
On how to be a liar and lose all your friends
Did I mean nothing at all?
Was I just another ghost that's been in your bed?
We'd been so in love- or so I'd thought. We were Hollywood's IT couple, living together, the public hanging on for things about us and seeing us with a future. I'd seen that future, too. I'd had the ring. When she found it, she laughed in my face.
For so long, she'd lied, deceived, and manipulated, and she was finally getting what she deserved.
Yeah!
Turn on the radio, honey
'Cause every single sad song you'll be able to relate!
This one I dedicate.
Whoa oh!
Don't get all emotional baby,
You can never talk to me, you're unable to communicate!
So I went, and I sang this song to her. I'd been part of a group- her friends, and me. She'd thought we were forgiving her- her eyes lit up in hope, and she smiled, but we all watched as that hope was burned out. We cared, but we wouldn't act on that care. She didn't care for us in our time of need... she was the one who delivered us too it! So tell me, why, why should we forgive her?
This is the last time, This is goodbye.
I give up this heart of mine,
I'm telling you that I'm
A broken man who's finally realised.
You're standing in moonlight,
But you're black on the inside,
Who do you think you are to cry?
This is goodbye.
And now it was all said and done. We were far from recovering, but we were free.
Free of her, the burden of her and every lie she'd told. Now everything was right with the world, but would we heal?
Only time would tell. We couldn't hide in a bubblewrap shell forever. One day we'd face the world, and her.
And we'd be unstoppable.
