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I watched as he pushed her up against the side of the wall, I watched every time, because I would always be able to see from the piano room in the music block, i could see exactly who he's was taking round the side of the school for a quick fuck.

I watched her run her fingers through his thick crazy penny coloured hair, just like I do when he's touching me, I watched him push her skirt around her waist a little fumble and then I saw that tell tale sign on his face that he was in her, I watched his hips buck back and forth.

I could see her mouth moving moaning in the pleasure that sure enough only he could give, saw him whispering dirty words in her ear, his pace increasing her head flinging back in ecstasy his face scowling and sure enough his mouth formed a snarl where he would growl out his release.

Then like a used tissue he kisses her cheeks rearranges himself and walks off, presumably to come find me, his loyal unofficial girlfriend.

His name you might ask is Edward Cullen and like in any other American high school story he's the captain of the school football team out star quarter back, god of the ladies and the field, loved by everyone students and teachers alike, he was one of our schools smartest students. He was also the school man slut, not like you could blame him. He was tall and broad and the most amazing muscles perfection if there ever was such a thing they stood out in everything he wore, a strong jaw belonging to the most gorgeous face god ever created. His rusty penny colored hair that always looked like he'd rolled out of bed stuck up everywhere. However the most beautiful thing about Edward which undoubtedly I was the only one who noticed were his piercing green eyes, like sparkling emeralds etched into his face perfectly by the best jeweler in the world.

I turned and sat to the piano i started playing a random melody softly conveying how I felt my heart slowly turning to stone because I couldn't let him go, but I couldn't let him keep hurting me either.

My name was Isabella Swan I was a senior like Edward at forks high school, I was of average height with long mahogany hair which naturally curled so I found no need to style it. I had pale skin as a result of living in forks Washington, I had plain brown eyes and my figure was thin but shapely. That was it that was me average nothing fantastic but nothing bad either.

I felt the bench dip besides me, hands on the other side of the piano started to play a higher more cheery song, I didn't look up I couldn't see his face or the tears would fall and I wouldn't be able to believe his lies.

"Hey baby" he said after a few minutes of playing, "you gonna come over to mine tonight brown eyes"

He's called me brown eyes all my life, he said I'm different from the other that my eyes hold a power over him I'd never understand, well id never understand Edward Cullen and I didn't want to.

"Where've you been" my voice sounded shaky even to my own ears.

I heard him sigh, he knew I knew what he'd been doing and exactly where he was, exactly who with, but still he would lie because he knew I couldn't handle the truth from his lips.

"The coach wanted to talk about this week's game so I was discussing plays with him"

And because I wanted to believe him because I wanted to continue being his girl I said.

"Ok."

"Any way I have to go find Jasper, so I'll see you in biology baby" he kissed my temple and hummed.

When he walked away I scrubbed the side of my head as to remove any trace of Edward Cullen.

I know your asking why would I let my boyfriend get up to that kind of stuff and stay with him, well the answer is he's not my boyfriend, I'm "his girl" which means to anyone else I'm off limits cause Edward doesn't share, but in no shape or form did he belong to me, I was his girl for dances and football games maybe functions he may need to take me too with his family. Our parents all thought we were a perfect couple, I had been his girl since junior year they had no idea what we really were.

I was his backup plan, so his mother and father would be proud and my parents thought id found a perfect wealthy gentleman, they didn't know I had the devil reincarnated sleeping in my bed.

We slept at each other's houses all the time after so long together our parents didn't even try keep us apart, if anything they encouraged it.

I had been mulling over an idea for a very long time, I would never get to date anyone else, our parents where planning the wedding already... well maybe that was a stretch, but for college they're looking for an apartment for the both of us so we could be together and not live in horrible skanky, poor dorms as they so nicely put it.

You see our parents were both extremely rich people, owning companies that cost over millions, leaving giant trust funds for us I was an only child Edward was one of 3, Emmet his older brother, who was in his first year of college with long time girlfriend rose, they had their own apartment just like they wanted us to have, they had been dating since forever, in our families you were supposed to be in love and married young, it was just traditions. Alice his younger sister but only by 9 months, so she was still in our year at school was with her long time boyfriend Jasper and they were very much in love I had no doubt they'd be together forever they acted more like a married couple now more than anybody else I know.

Alice was my best friend ever in the world; she knew everything I felt because even though Edward didn't love me I loved him very much. So much with every bone in my body, I put up with his behaviour all the time, and I continued to be his pretend girlfriend for all purposes.

I stood up rearranged myself straightening out my skinny jeans which hugged my legs to give me a more female look, making sure my converse weren't twisted and pushing out my fangbanger's top, I had a little addiction to true blood (ok maybe allot but Eric Northman please ...).

I Walked out with my head held high I had made the decision in my head I was going to stop all this, me and Edward Cullen was no more and I was going to find him now and tell him just that.

At least I hoped I was.