Disclaimer - I DO NOT OWN ANY CHARACTERS FROM ANY ANIME USED IN THIS FAN BASED STORY.
STORY TITLE
A Will To Live
Inspired by the music band Breaking Benjamin
"So why are you so eager to betray?
Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up.
So why are you the one that walks away?
Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up"
Breaking Benjamin – Here We Are
Chapter 1 Healing Slowly, Already Broken
The name I was told given to me by my biological parents - Uzumaki Naruto; to the inhabitants of the village I live in, I am named, Demon Spawn, Bastard, Hell Spawn, Devil Child and the list goes on.
My age, well it's been 10 years I've been alive on the surface of this land, Konoha.
Konoha, Konohagakure No Sato, Village Hidden in the Leaves.
A place I wish I could burn to the ground and scatter its remains across the winds.
Exactly 10 years ago, the Kyuubi No Kitsune was let loose in the village, destroying half of the village, killing a lot of civilians and ninjas. My parents, well i was told that my dad was killed in the Kyuubi attack and mother was also seen at his side, but her body was never found. She was claimed, K.I.A/M.I.A (Killed/Missing In Action).
I was an orphan. No blood relatives, No immediate family. Came into this world with nothing.
I was placed in the orphanage by the Sandime Hokage. Hiruzen Sarutobi.
I wish I could plunge my hand into his chest and squeeze his heart to a bloody pulp. Don't let his grandfatherly ways fool you. He will smile in front of you, and then order the ANBU to kill your family once it was the good for Konoha.
At 3 and half years old was the earliest i could remember, with my first memory waking up in a 5 foot by 5 foot room. Cold hard ground, and dusty airy smell. No warm bed, just a piece of cloth. Rags for clothes and if lucky, sometimes a two day old piece of bread. Rats and bugs were my company during the days and night indoors, alley cats and stray dogs on the outside. Glares, curses, fist and feet were the human interaction inside behind closed doors.
But that was the good part. 3 years later, the cold streets and alley ways in the Red Light District was my new home. 6 years old, on the street, not knowing what to do. I spent 2 years in the streets of Konoha, living and hiding in the alleys or in the forested areas, following my stray friends, digging in trash cans or hunting for food. I used to beg but after the countless beatings i gave up on that. One day, traveling around the village outskirts, I found a large forested area, fenced very high and has some warning signs. It was a safe haven from the village for me, and well it became my home for another year and a half.
The Sandime Hokage found me after he noticed me on the streets one day I decided to come out of the forest.
After he offer me a bath, a "new" suit of clothing and a meal, got me an apartment in the Red Light District. He said that it was the "best he can do".
Half broken, dilapidated, one bedroom apartment.
Reminded me of my "box" i used to live in at the alleys behind the Akimichi Food Shop. Used to get some non-poisonous food scraps there. Well, 6 months in the apartment was ok.
If you could claim that spending your days waking up alone, eating 3 minute heat and eat ramen, walking the street getting glares and mocking behind your back and then coming to your house, which is empty and cold, eating the same heat and eat ramen and the going to bed wondering, what is your purpose in this life.
Date: 9th October, xxxx - 11:55PM
Sitting on his bed was little 9 year old Naruto, writing on a piece of paper. Currently he was just making a song; yes Uzumaki Naruto makes song lyrics. On his little desk on the third drawer has a little book filled with a couple of songs that he wrote. You might be wondering how come an 8 year old can have the mind to do that. Well living on your own, living on the street and having to sleep with an eye open, grows and develop the mind to do that. Also a slightly damaged lighting chakra guitar he found led him to creating music to play with it.
"...Sighs...lets see..."
"Dear agony, Just let go off me
Suffer slowly
Is this the way it's got to be?
Dear agony..."
(Don't own the lyrics, Breaking Benjamin does)
As he finishes tuning his lyrics, he notices a wet spot on the paper. As he raises it up, another one fell on it. Then he notices that it is his tears.
"Huh, ….."
"BOOM!"
He glances through his window and notices some fireworks. He glances at his little clock on his desk that reads 12:00 am.
"..Huh...happy 10th birthday Naruto..." he said dejectedly.
He continues to watch the fireworks, listening to the party and music on the streets until sleep takes over.
2 hours later.
"CRACK! SMASH!"
Jumping out of bed he looks frantically around, looking for what happened. He takes a sniff smelling something in the air.
"...alcohol?" he mutters.
"Where isss that demon?" an angry and slurred voice shouted.
He looks at his bedroom door, panicking, cursing on the inside, knowing he is defenceless against his attacker.
"I doh know, Hideki...let's check down in this room..." another voice rang out.
"Shit! two of em!" he curses once more
Realising now that there is more than one, he dives under his bed, knowing that his chances of escape is slim.
Hearing the footsteps coming closer, he tries to be silent as possible and prays that they just leave if they see the room empty.
His room door slams open and the two men walks up to his bed on both sides and looks around for him.
"Huh... there's no one here Reseki" Hideki says.
"Looks so Hideki" the now name Reseki replies.
"I was so looking to get a beating to that demon...chuuupzzz"
"Me to man"
"Well let's get out of this demon home...can't stand it here"
"Yea let's go..."
He watches as the two men go and waited till he heard nothing and then he silently creeps out.
"Sighs" he lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding on to. "That was a close call. They are getting braver."
He goes to his front apartment door to inspect any damages. He sees that the door frame was the only thing that was damaged. He closes the door and placed a chair to keep it from swinging open and turns around to return to his room.
As he starts to move toward his room the slams open back and the chair flew straight to his back sending him to the ground in a daze.
"Well, well, well, what do we have hear, hmmm?" a sickening, mocking and drunk voice that belongs to Hideki mockingly ask to no one.
"It looks like a little demon that wants a nice beat down to me, Hideki" that was Reseki.
"Well let's don't keep our little demon waiting any longer my friend."
Naruto, although in a daze heard everything. He tries shaking his head, trying to get out of his daze. He slowly creeps away, groaning slightly from the pain the chair that slammed into his back. In his head, he knows that these two were no ordinary person. They were ninja.
"Well would you look at that. He is in pain and trying to get up. Let's go help him out Reseki"
"Yea...lets Hideki"
The two, stalking Naruto as he creeps and tries to get up. As they reach, him, they slam their foot down behind his knee.
"SMASH! CRACK!" "AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!" tears leak out of Naruto eyes as he screams out in pain. His two knees was in hot white pain as they were broken.
"HYA HYA HYAAA HYA HYA" the two men cackle as they watch Naruto lay there squirming in pain.
"yes demon...scream!" Hideki mocks Naruto. "Scream out, it only makes this better for me" he slams his foot again behind Naruto's knee.
"NOOOOO! PLEEEASE STOP! NOOO-AAHHHHHHH!"
"DID YOU SPARE MY WIFE DEMON! NO YOU DIDN'T! SO STAY ON THE GROUND AND DIE!" Reseki shout out to Naruto. He takes out a kunai and a jar of some purple substance.
"Hey Reseki, wats in da jar?" ask Hideki
"ohh dis?... i got this from, was it Mihuki, Mishuki….Mizuki, yea Mizuki, he say its specially made for tings like him to hurt and scar for life. It's banned from the interrogation unit cause it kills dem to quickly thou! Hya hya hya!"
"I see. Well don't hog it for yourself, pass it here 2! I wana carve me sum demon!"
They rip Naruto t-shirt of roughly, blind folded him and then take both his hands and put a kunai though it and pin him on the wall. Ignoring his screaming, they coat another kunai each and start cutting and carving on his chest and stomach, laughing at his screaming and begging.
"P-p-pl-plee-ease...s-st-stop...i-i-i b-beg y-o-ou...i-t h-hu-hurts"
"Ehh...stop? This is so much fun...why would we want to? Right Reseki?"
"Yea man...im gona carve a big "demon" on his chest...check it out! I'm almost done"
As he crudely writes the word "Demon" across his chest, Naruto heads bop up and down, almost like he is going to faint.
Hideki notice this and slaps him, kunai still in hand, causing a slash from by his left ears coming down to below his lip, and then he back hands him, slashing from his lower left check to his forehead, over his eyelid, just missing the eye.
"Come on now, no drifting of, i want you to be awake throughout this!"
"Hey lets use his back now" Reseki says finishing up his "handy work."
"hmm yea..ok" replied Hideki
They roughly pulled out the kunai pinning him up on the wall, ignoring his scream and protest and spin him around and stab him right through his hand again.
An hour later, they step back admiring they "handy work."
"hmmm...yea man..luks gud don't you tink, Hideki?"
"yea man, but he got silent barely halfway thru..tinks he dead?"
"na...he jus blacked out cause of blood loss.."
"ok...so wat now?"
"well..lets jus leave him and go yes...im hungry"
"Yea me two...lets go"
The two men then walk out leaving him there.
It wouldn't be until two days later when the Hokage stops getting any sighting from Naruto and sends two ANBU to go and check up on him. When they found him, he was lucky to be alive. The whole apartment was reeking of dried up blood. The purple haired ANBU codenamed Neko almost threw up. Although she doesn't hate, she doesn't like him either. She just follows her peers who just stay out of the boy's life. They quickly took him down and rush him off to the hospital.
Two days later-Hospital 14th October xxxx - 2:37PM
He woke up staring at a white ceiling with one eye. He shot up and regretted it immediately. Dull aches and sore pain run through his body. Memories came rushing back. He stared at his hands, noticing the bandages. As he lay back down, he rubs his chest feeling more bandages and the soreness from where the kunai knives were running about. A nurse came in and notices him up. She calls for one of the doctor who came, gave him a check-up, and took off all the bandages. They kicked him out of the hospital saying two days is enough that he was there for and telling him the Hokage will see him later. Walking down the streets in a daze he managed to end up at his apartment, he notices the door fixed and the apartment cleaned up like nothing happened. Walking in, he just went straight to his bed and lay down. He feels something by his head under his pillow and found one of the men kunai knife. He brings it up to his face and examines it. Staring at it for maybe an hour, thinking about what those men calling him a demon, wondering why? He bled like a normal human, breathes the same air, eat like them, and talk like them. So what makes him different?
He puts the knife in top his desk and close his eyes waiting for the Hokage to arrive.
3 hours later - 5:37pm
A knocking at his door awoke him and he immediately got a flashback at what happened. Taking his time, he slowly approaches the door and peeks through one of it holes only to see the Hokage. Slowly opening the door, he sees him smiling, but watching carefully he could see that it was fake. Putting on his "mask" to, which even the Hokage couldn't see through, he immediately leaped and hugged the man.
"JIJI!" he screamed out while hugging him
"Hello Naruto-kun, how are you feeling?" he ask almost sincerely, almost.
He started acting out his mask, but also playing for answers. "Why, Jiji, why did they do this to me? What did i ever do to them? Why do they call me...demon? Why do they say i killed people?"
He saw him flinch, very slightly coming to his end of his rant.
"Naruto, don't listen to them, you are a normal boy. Don't take them on Naruto; the people are just ignorant now. Give them time to see you are just like them, ok" he finished with a smile.
Naruto just nodded his head. "Wh-what about if they co-come back?"
"Ah, don't worry my boy, I have my ANBU watching you, so they won't. "We are going to catch them soon Naruto" sounding almost very sincere, almost. "So dont worry too much k."
Naruto just nodded. Then he put on his infamous fox-like grin.
Seeing this, Sarutobi couldn't stand there much longer without leaking out some of his hate for the boy. Yes he hates Naruto because of losing his wife due to the Kyuubi attack. He would've of give him to Danzo but because of their rivalry he didn't. He couldn't let Danzo make him his personal weapon. So Sarutobi had some plans to make him his own, let some beatings happen, which should start soon seeing his "first" serious one happened. Then come save him like a hero then Naruto would be dependent on him, but what Sarutobi didn't know was Naruto didn't trust Sarutobi fully. As he was about to leave,
"Oh before I forgot, i also came here to say that i signed you up for the ninja academy ok. You will be starting next month. So be prepared ok?" he finished.
"Ok" nodded Naruto.
1 month later-Beginning of Ninja Academy- 15th November xxxx
After word spread of the beating Naruto got, the people got braver. It became a game to people to see who could scar, hurt and beat him the most. In his home or On the streets. It wasn't safe. During the month, he got two serious beatings that wound him up in the hospital, with the people being led by the same to men, who he found out is a Chunin and Jounin, and 6 minor ones. They cornered him in the alley ways or chased him till he couldn't run anymore, with mobs of 10 or more people, and sometimes ninjas from Chunin to ANBU, which he gave up running when he saw them. He knew the ANBU that supposed to be guarding him was a lie, but the Hokage said they were probably on a mission on those days.
Broken bones, torn ligaments, dislocation, separations, stabbings, first to third degree burns and the list goes on. Even down to Jutsu were used. But they was one that almost made him do suicide was when he was kidnapped from his home. He remembered it clearly, even thou the Hokage tried to erase it from his mind by a Yamanaka member.
When he was kidnapped and raped.
Flashback-29th October 866 xxxx
"Urrgh...what in god name hit me..?"
Naruto was just reaching home after he gotten up from the hospital, again after being cornered in an alley way. On his way "home", he was now opening his door only to be blindsided by something hitting him behind his head. Trying to move his arms, he couldn't. Feeling something around both wrist and ankle, he then notice that he was stripped of all clothing, besides his boxers, and chained to a table. Looking around, he could see that the room he is in is oldish with a single light in the centre of the room.
"I see you're awake ...boy..." said a voice that sounded female, around late thirties
"Who are you? Where am i? And why am i here?" Naruto quick fired questioned, "what do you want from me...what are you gona do to me?"
The voice just chuckled. "Hmhmhmhmh" it made him shiver. It was a sinister chuckle.
"Who am i is no concern of yours...boy...where you are...well you're still in Konoha...what you're here for...Well...i want something from you..."
"What do you want from me?" he said meekly. He started to feel cold.
"Well...i wouldn't know if you're old enough to know what i want, but you're gona give my clan power, status and fame...greater than the Uchiha Clan!" she claimed. Her eyes were crazy. He saw her pink hair as she stepped into the light..
Naruto just stared at her. Fear clearly on his face.
Dressed in a see through pink colour with red frills night gown, was a woman who although sounded in her late thirty, seemed in her mid-twenty. He could see her mid c-cup breast and pink hardened nipples and she wore a g-string that barely covered her clean shaven vagina. Pink hair came to her shoulder, and framed her face that wore lips that had red lipstick, in what you could claim to be a sexy smirk that got what it wants always. She also had a shade of green crystal eyes that twinkle in excitement.
"Stare all you want boy cause i got you for two days. After that well, we will see what happens" Her face twisted into a sinister smile
She stalked up to the table and ran a hand and around his scared chest and then down to the waist band of his boxers. She pulled it down, exposing his penis. Her eyes stared at what could be a well-endowed boy.
"Wow...that's one big thing boy, for your age...and it will get bigger..." she said in excitement. Rubbing her hand around it, Naruto could only whimper, knowing that he couldn't get away. Knowing that begging will only make it worst to, he close his eyes, hoping, praying someone or something will save him. She brought out a syringe and then stabbed it into his leg making him wince.
"that will help make this easier for me to get what I want. I hope you enjoy this once in a lifetime thing boy...know that its only to bring my clan to the top...after that...well...your use will be no longer needed.." she growled out while stroking his hardening member that grew to 6 inches. She squeezed it making him whimper louder and then she climbed on top the table taking of her clothing.
"get ready...boy...you're gona give me what i want, And bring me the strongest clan to the world..!" she claimed and then she let him enter her. She moaned out and then started moving up and down and gyrating her hips.
She started to moan louder. She started to get wilder.
"Yes! Yes! Give me your seeds demon! Give it to me! Give me a child that can bring my name to power!" she shouted out
His pelvis started to pain from her wild romping. Naruto could only try to whole out to the pain and something else he didn't know. Trying his best to hold it in and failing, he started to beg.
"PLEASE STOP! PLEASE, I BEG YOU! PLEASE! PLEASE! PLEASE!" he sobbed out.
That drove her wilder. Just spurred her on more.
"Why demon? Are you not enjoying this?!...to be with a beauty like me should be a blessing to you. Ohhh! I'm gona cum demon and i know that you are to so cum in me! Give me your off spring so i can get my place in power and fame!"
"PLEASE STOP! PLEASE! PLEASE! HELP!SOMEBODY! PLEASE JUST MAKE IT STOP!"
"OHHHH YESSS!" she came and feeling her womb filled with his seed also.
"Wow boy...you sure can cum a lot...but we are not finished yet" she breathed out. She took out a pill and shoved it in his mouth.
"That will help you keep on going." She smirked
Not two minutes later she feel him hardening.
Gyrating her hips she moaned. Naruto just whimpered with tears leaking out of his eyes. After she went another couple rounds Naruto just laid there whimpering, but his eyes had a blank stare.
"Ha...ha...ha...i will be back a little later boy...we got 2 days so relax..Hehehehe..." she placed a kiss on his cheek.
"Maybe I should just keep you, but the Sandime will ask questions and have ANBU scouring the village for you."
She got off and left.
When she was finished 2 days later, she just dumped his body in an alley way, in his boxers only, and left him there for whoever to find. Well a mob did find him where they tied him up and beat him. A day later, an ANBU found him and carried him into the hospital. The Neko ANBU glanced at him, in what, if you could see her face and eyes, looked like concern.
He woke a day later and was kicked out in the evening. He moved stiffly and mechanically with a blank look in his eyes. He went straight to his apartment and took the kunai up that the men left in his apartment. Staring at it for a few minutes he brought it to his neck and sliced. As he fell to the floor, the blood leaked out of his neck and mouth, that a smile, a genuine one, wore. He never noticed the Neko masked ANBU break through his window and rushed him to the hospital.
He woke up back to the same ceiling, and figured out that he survived. A tear leaked out his eyes.
" I can't even leave this fucked up life by my choosing" he thought.
He rolled out of his bed and saw his clothes on a chair. He went to the bathroom and change to is orange jumpsuit, because he can't get anything else from the stores..
He stared at his reflection noticing all the scars on his body.
Rage, hate, anger, sadness, grief...agony.
All this flooded through his being. "FUUUUCK!" he screamed as he smashes his fist on the mirror.
"FUCK!" smash "FUCK!" smash "FUCK!" smash
He broke down after that crying to himself, never noticing the purple haired ANBU watching him, wondering to herself if she should help the boy. Wondering if her beliefs about him were correct.
Flashback end
15th November 866 xxxx - 5:34 am
Naruto jumps awake after that memory/nightmare. Today was the first day of the academy. Getting ready, he does the basics and then ate his ramen breakfast and also some vegetables thanks to a certain ANBU. He smiles a somewhat happy/sad one at the memory of meeting her and sends a silent thanks to her.
At Konoha border, a Neko mask ANBU stifles a sneeze. "Hmmm...Naruto-Kun must be thinking bout me...i wonder if he is ok" she thinks...then her thoughts run about they meeting. A tear leaks out of her eyes. "I'm sorry Naruto-kun, i should have been they for you" she thought. She continues to tree hop heading for a last border run and waiting for her replacement. She lands on a tree and takes a brake. Her memory continues to run about that certain meeting. She shudders at it, and another tear leaks out.
Flashback-5th November xxxx 9:48pm
Neko aka Yugao Uzuki was now returning from a mission. She was on her way to the Hokage Tower when she heard a scream. Heading to it, what she saw made her snap. There was Naruto, and around him were 5 men in an alley. At the entrance were 2 men, a Chunin and Jounin, Hideki and Reseki, watching. What made her snap, disgusted her, made her mind scream for murder to them was that they were currently raping him, plunging there dicks in his anus. Naruto was screaming, begging them to stop. She quickly shunshin behind the 2 guards, an decapitate them. Then she speeds off and kills the five men plunging a kunai behind their skulls. She then turns to Naruto, who was on the ground, trembling, arms broken and you could see some bruising all over his body. She steps to go to pick him up but she stops as he starts to whimper.
"It's alright" she speaks softly "I'm not going to hurt you, I'm here to help" she says with a soft smile.
Naruto watches her face, staring at her eyes. They stare at each other for minutes when suddenly Naruto eyes rolls back and he faints.
Yugao rushes over to him and carefully picks him up. Then she rushes over to the hospital. When she arrives, she yells out, "I need some doctors here ASAP!"
Three doctors and four nurses rush over. When they see who it was, 2 of the doctors just snarled and walks away muttering about "demons should just die". Even three of the nurses just walked away. The doctor who stayed behind ushers Yugao to bring him to a room where he cleans up some of the visible wounds and bruising. Then he does a hand sign and runs a medical diagnostic jutsu and checks for internal injuries.
"He got some cracked and broken ribs, a couple internal bleeding, his hip bone is fractured, and also his tail bone, lower back muscle strain and ligament injuries. Lower spinal Colum injured also. Arms broken in several places and his knee cap on the right is damaged, again, Sighs, also his anus has severe bruising…ANBU-san?" "Neko" "uhm, Neko-san, did, did they rape him again?"
"What do you mean again?" she asks heatedly
"Well, he was raped by a female about a week ago...this looks like a male this time?"
"..." if you could see Yugao face you would have seen a shock look with some tears.
"Neko-san?" asked the doctor.
"..Uhh...Yeah, there were 5 men and two ninja, i killed them all."
"..Ok well could you please exit the room, we will be busy working on him for a while." Said the doctor.
"Ok...i am going to report to the Hokage and come back then." Neko replied back and shun-shined out to the Hokage tower.
Flashback end
She was broken from her thoughts by another ANBU, her replacement. She nodded and left, heading back to Konoha.
As she made her way home, she also remembered when he awoke, how his eyes were, dead, no emotion. Just staring at the ceiling. When she finished her report to the Hokage and told him about Naruto, she could have sworn she saw some amusement in his eyes, like when someone got what they deserve, although his face showed a sad/angry look. After that she went home and cleaned up then went back to the hospital. She sat outside his hospital room the rest of the night. The doctor worked all night on him until wee hours the next morning.
When they were finished, they move him to the recovery wing of the hospital. She went with them and sat at one of the chairs inside the room. He was out for two days straight. Although she was off duty for ten days, she stayed there for the two days that he was out, just going home to eat, and check her home. She even ignored her best friend Hayate. She just felt to stay close to Naruto. When he awoke and she saw his eyes, it broke her heart. She just wanted to comfort him. He was non responsive for another day till the doctors kicked him out. He mechanically changed his clothing, in front of Yugao, who blushed madly behind her mask when she saw him in the nude, hey she was 16 and single, but when she saw all his scars, she broke down. Naruto just ignored her and passed her straight and went straight to his apartment. By the time Yugao caught herself, she was all alone. She rushed out looking for him but he was nowhere. Thinking about where he could be, she started to roof hop searching for him. For 15 minutes, she looked around and almost gave up. Then it hit her, his apartment. She shook her head for her stupidity and rushed to his home. When she arrived, she almost screamed out. They he was just came out of the hospital but now he was leaning on a wall with both wrists slashed.
Flash back
She arrived at his apartment door and knocked. No answer.
"Naruto-san?" she asks while knocking. She wonders if he is inside.
"Naruto-san? It's Neko, the ANBU that saved you?"
No answer again. She sighs and was about to leave when she smells it. Fresh blood. All ANBU have trained their senses to the max and learned to keep it up even unconsciously. Even though she was a low level ANBU, she was still good. She barges in and looks around for any signs of enemy.
"Ohh god!" she gasps.
There he was, head drooping because of blood loss. Why? Well both wrist slashed can cause that. She rushes over, and ANBU training kicking in bands up one wrist while using a low level medical Jutsu to heal another. She also slips in a blood pill in his mouth and forces down his throat. Five minutes later and some colour came back to his face. She finishes healing his wrist and places him in his bed. She looks around his apartment, well more like dump. His walls looks like it's going to get blown away by a simple breeze, with some small holes and water marks leaking all over, stained with what...she can't even guess. His roof looks patched up. Furniture looks like it gone through all the ninja wars. She sighs.
She walks back into his bedroom and watches him. His face looks so relaxed. She also notices the scars on his face. She frowns at that. She takes of her mask, hooks it on her belt and puts his chair next to her bed. Sitting down she just sighs again and relax. She notices a paper on the floor, almost under the bed. Picking it up, she was about to read it but Naruto starts to stir. Resting it on top of his desk, she focuses on Naruto.
"Uhrgh...Uhmm..."
She stands up and went closer to check up on him.
Naruto opens up his eyes. She notices it looks a little alive than last she saw him. She frowns again. This was a face she can understand a boy his age should have.
She notices he just kept on staring almost for five minutes.
"Tenshi-san" he heard him mutter.
"...huh?" was her intelligent reply.
"Are you an angel? Am i dead yet? Cause you really look so beautiful" he said while bringing up his hand to her face. She blushes again. Then she frowns when she heard his death statement.
She then feels his arm on her cheek. It was so warm and soft. She closes her eyes at the feeling and sighs. Then she feels it gone. Some part of her was disappointed because of that.
"No you're not dead and...I'm not an angel" she said with a slight pink to her cheeks.
She then saw part of the shine left his eyes. She also notices his guard went up.
"Who are you?" he said a little hesitant.
She backed up a little and replied. "Relax. I'm not gona hurt you. My name is Yugao Uzuki. Codename: Neko from ANBU. Keep that a secret. I saved your life, again. This is actually my third time. I saved you before when you...tried to slit you're throat, from those...people...and just a...hour...ago..." she replied but slowed down in the end seeing how his eyes returned to its dead state and how his head tilted down and his guard completely dropped.
"Why?" he whispered out "why did you save me? Why can't you just...let...me...DIE!" he screamed out in the end with tears in his eyes and the pain clear in his face.
She backed peddled a little seeing his face.
"You...do you know how my life is? Since i could know myself, all i know was loneliness and pain... i lived in the streets till i was almost 7. Then i got this...dump! All the beatings, the glares, the hate, it hurts! It hurts being alone. Being the one to take all that. Why couldn't you just let me die? I got nothing to live for... no one...i don't even know my parents name...they could've probably hated me to and just left me here to rot...they say I'm an orphan, but call me demon...do you even know what's it like to be me?" He asked her.
Yugao could only stare at the floor hearing all of that.
She then leaps on him and hugs him. "I'm sorry" she whispers out. "I'm really sorry, i don't know how you could've lived that life, but i understand. And from now on you're not alone. I will be here for you, from now on."
Naruto eyes were in shock. His whole body was in shock. He pushed her back, and stares at her face. He searches her eyes for any deception. For a few minutes, they stare at each other. Then he hugs her back, hard, crying on her shoulder. All the pain and loneliness, he let it all out until he fell asleep. The last thing she heard from him was "thank you, Yugao-Chan, please, don't leave me to be alone anymore"
Flashback end
The gates were in her sights. She smiled. "I'm home Naruto-kun" she whispered out to no one.
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