Monster….
Monster…
The word echoed in her head like a whisper. After that day, Mito could not rest in peace again, she couldn't be a "normal" person again and couldn't go out quietly again. Never…. and she only had realized it now. Since she sealed kyuubi in herself, Mito had to hide from people or she would be persecuted by civilians and would be named with the worst titles. Monster was the most common between them. She was used to it, but it was hard to hide the pain that she felt when she heard the villagers calling her that. People didn't want to understand the reason why she did it, why she had to seal a beast inside her just to protect a home that wasn't even hers. "They're only scared as I am, but they can't control their feelings. That's why they call me such things." She said once to Hashirama, but he wasn't easy to trick, specially with this sentences. He did his best to help her and to make civilians understand the truth but it was hard. Mito had never been the same since the villagers started to hate her.
Fear….
She was also afraid to release the dark power of the beast even if one day that could happen. Mito made her best in her trainings for controlling it, but it was a strong beast, really strong. Uncontrollable, some said, but she knew sooner or later she would controll kyuubi.
Anger…
Hate….
Madness…
Were another things she felt in those hard times when the beast controlled her more than herself to the beast. But now she could say that the hard times were worth the love she found in the end.
Mito still remembers widely the day she released the power of kyuubi. The dark chackra flowing, the eyes wide red and the hate it could transmit to her.
"I'm only human!"
Could one day the hate against jinchuurikis disappear?….
A/N: This was a small drabble I made for day 3 of Mito week and after all this years I finally decided to post this on ff hahah
Hope you enjoyed it! Constructive criticism is always welcome :)