Because of You.
Disclamer: Amy runs after Angel and hugs him. "My Squishy!" Then her friend, Lee grabs her by her shirt and pulls her off of him. "We are not doing this again! We've already got kicked out of 20 Wal-marts and 30 Targets for stalking Hot guys! Angel is not your 'Squishy' nor is any of the BTVS Characters!" Lee draged Amy back with Amy screaming and trying to bite Lee who pokes her repeatedly in the face.
Song Fic!
Buffy's P.O.V.
Days, Weeks, Months, Even years.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will not let cause myself so much misery.
I haven't saw my Angel, yes, I said My Angel, since the night he turned back into Angelus...
I will not break the way you did, you fell so hard, I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far...
Again...
Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk... Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
No matter what I do, I still think of...of...Him.
Because I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, Because of you I am Afraid
I have my friends but they...they just don't understand... me anymore...
I lose my way, And it's not to long before you point it out
He comes to me, I see him every time I slay...
I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes...
When I go to bed I don't always sleep...I cry...
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life.
I must fake a smile at school, My grades have plummeted down...
My heart can't possibly break, when it wasn't even whole to start with...
My heart is broken and shattered I can never pick up the pieces...
Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk, Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Day in and Day out I try to forget him...
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me, Because of you I am afriad
But, I'm not sure if I want to forget him, He'd shown me love...
I watched you die, I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I had seen him die, Hell...I've killed him myself once or twice...
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me
Why Angel? Why would you try to rip me from the inside out?
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain
The days I longed for your confort, The nights I desired your presence.
And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing
I had thought I had loved you...
Because of you I never stray to far from the sidewalk, Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I won't get hurt
But that was in the past, Now I have my friends who do understand...
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
There's Willow, Who is my best friend she's always there for me whether I push her away or not...
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Xander is the next, He's a big 'ol goof ball but I love him anyway. He can also one of the conforting people on earth or beyond...
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Then of course my father figure Giles...He's one of the most intellagent people i've ever known, and He holds me throughout the bad storms and when I have nightmares...
I can always be empty but the void Angelus left will be filled with love...
Because of you, Because of you
Because of you I will finally live my life the way it should be...
FINISHED!
AN: I love Buffy and Angel but this was a plot bunny that wouldn't hop away...
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