Too Lost

Draco…

I was on the verge of death, suicide...But you saved me. You were my tourniquet.

Were... But all that is past, you have died and
left me all alone. Why did you save me? I was a Weasley and you were
a Malfoy.

Were... I was disowned and you were killed... I was
disowned because I wanted to be with you! I gladly accepted the
disownment If I could be with you… But then you were killed. Fate as a cruel way of twisting things, with its sadistic sense of humor.

And my friends… they betrayed me! Harry and Collin attacked me, and I might die. Now I am
pouring crimson regret and betrayal... the regret of losing you my
love, and the betrayal of my family and friends.

I'm dying from loss of blood, and I am crying that I lost you, praying that you may come
back and screaming from both the pain of losing you and the injuries
my friends have casted upon me... My soul cries for you. My deliverance, and my savior from that day, my love since then.

Can you hear me Draco?

I've tried to kill the pain! But it only brought
more...so much more. I've gone down the path I followed back then.

And, now I wonder... am I too lost to be saved? Draco you were my
tourniquet. Will salvation be returned to me?

Do you remember me? I have been lost for so long, I need you here with me…

I want to die!

My tourniquet... Draco, where are you? My wounds cry for the grave,
my soul cries for deliverance once again from you my love. I have
come up to a cliff. And, now I am at the edge.

Draco my love, maybe I will see you. But, now I will take the path that I have been given, I shall jump
off of this cliff and die upon the jagged rocks at the bottom...

I hope I will see you soon my love and tourniquet... Now I take the jump. My suicide... I feel the wind against my skin, my hair whipping my face. My tears are still flowing, with the thoughts of my losses. Will you meet me at the gates of Heaven? Or will we both be thrust down to Hell, without mercy? I pray for the end to come, as it feels as though I have been falling forever. But I last, the end has come. The finally of this painful journey…

I attempted to redo it, lol.

Meroko