A/N Hey since my trimester break JUST started i thought "hey why not write a fanfic" so i did and here it is. Apologies if it's not up to par, i was up late when i wrote this, i was suppose to be studying for my last exam but hey, this couldn't wait. Well, since i'm officially on break for about a month i should more time to upload.
Btw, this story is named after the song "All I Want" by a Day To Remember. I love that band.
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of their characters what so ever.
It was Sunday night, the night before the first day of Brittany and Santana's junior year at William McKinley. For the two girls it had been a tradition to hold a sleepover for just the two of them the before the new school year begun.
The two girls had held this tradition ever since they entered elementary school. Both Brittany and Santana had met when they both were 3 in day care. Brittany was always the kind but clueless girl who at times was picked on due to her inability to defend herself. Santana on the other hand was the opposite, a loner who had the reputation for not standing down from a fight. It was Brittany's need for a protector and Santana's desire to be needed that brought the two together. They had developed a friendship that continued onto their junior year of high school.
Santana was lying carelessly with each of her limbs sprawled on top of Brittany's bed with her face stuffed in a pillow. Brittany, on the other hand was enjoying sharing a bowl of fondue with Lord Tubbington.
From beneath the pillow and incoherent mumble and then a loud sigh could be heard originating from the Latina.
"What did you say San?" the Dutch girl questioned unable to decipher the mumblings of her friend.
"I said, why do things have to be so complicated"
"What do you mean? You're making no sense." Slightly worried Brittany stood up and made her way onto the bed where Santana had been on, scooting her over so she could lie next to her best friend.
"It's just, I – um…Question, I want to ask you a question."
"Ok, You don't need to be scared San. We're best friends" staring intently into her best friends endless brown eyes.
Silence filled the room for mere seconds; however to the two friends it felt like an eternity. With a deep sigh Santana slowly opened her mouth to finally express to Brittany what she had been thinking at that very moment, slowly praying that it would not negatively affect the relationship the two shared.
"Brittany, I want you to listen carefully and answer truthfully. Ok?" deciding to continue after the approving nod given by her friend.
"You see – hm, how do I put this" this had been a lot harder than the Latina thought it would be, not being one to beat around the bush she decided to just go head first and pray.
"Britt, I'm a lesbian and…and I – I hope that we can still be best friends because we've known each other since we were toddlers and I can't imagine us not being friends. Our friendship means so much to me" seeing her Blonde friend just sitting there blinking only scared the Latina that little bit extra.
"Britt?" no reply came from the Dutch girl which sent panic right through Santana.
"Why won't you answer me?" questioned the Latina, tears threatening to fall.
"You didn't ask me a question…so I wasn't too sure what you wanted me to do. I'm sorry" this reminded Santana why she loved her best friend so much, it was her child like innocence that never failed to bring a smile her lips.
"Oh, sorry. Question is I guess is does me being a lesbian change us, like will things between us be different?" slowly clenching her teeth, praying for acceptance from her best friend.
"Of course we're still best friends, nothings changed. I already knew you like getting lady action anyway" Santana let out a breath of relief but at the second half of what Brittany had said her eyes tripled in size.
"W-wha…what do you mean you already knew?"
"It was obvious throughout the summer."
"How so?"
"Well remember that time you were making out with that hot lifeguard in the bikini"
"Britt, she was giving me CPR…"
"Didn't look like that to me. Another time, um, remember at the mall when we went on the escalator you looked up at the girl who was near the top, you turned really red and I think you may have drooled a bit" attempting to stifle her laughter Brittany bit her lower lip and raised her hand to her mouth to stop any sounds.
"I didn't drool and I do not turn red!" ironically at this moment the Latina's cheeks had darkened showing a slightly pink tint.
"See, well it doesn't matter because you're still my best friend. It doesn't matter if you like making lady babies or getting sweet lady kisses. I'm pretty sure I've had a few fantasies about having some sexy lady action with you" and with that Brittany got up and skipped towards the bathroom giggling at particularly nothing. Leaving a shocked Santana on her bed, still trying to process what the Blonde had just said.
"Wow, that went a lot better than I thought it would. She totally accepts me and she doesn't care and…wait...she just said she had fantasies about me…does that…nah, get it together Lopez you're just over thinking it. Just be grateful she's still your best friend" thought Santana, who at that point could not be more relieved that her friend had accepted her. Crawling into the covers no longer able to stay awake the Latina let her eyes close and her body drift into a deep sleep.
Unbeknown to Santana Brittany had stood for the last 10minutes staring intently at her own reflection in the bathroom mirror thinking about what had just happened in the previous 30minutes. Her thoughts racing through her head "I was not expecting that to happen but I'm glad it did. She's finally accepted herself." The recent confession from Santana gave Brittany a glimmer of hope that maybe one day she could be with her best friend. Yes, Brittany S Pierce had fallen for her best friend over the years and at that moment she felt as if her wishes of calling Santana hers one step closer to becoming true.
With a smile plastered to face she strolled back into her bedroom to be greeted by the sight of her best friend peacefully sleeping under the covers. Crawling in next to her so she could cuddle behind her, she brushed away some of friends brown locks she leant forward and letting her lips slightly brush the Latina's ears whispering quietly,
"You don't know how long I've been waiting for you to say that. I'm proud of you, for accepting yourself. Just so you know I'll always love you regardless because you're my best friend. Tana, I've fallen for you and I just hope one day we'll be together. Thank you for coming out to me. I know it took a lot of courage to do that. You know, you've given me the courage to go after the one thing I've wanted for the longest time, you. I want to say I love you to you Tana but I want you to hear it when you're mine"
Closing her eyes as she moved her lips from her Santana's ear she pressed a light kiss on the corner of her mouth before snuggling behind her best friend. Just before her body and mind drifted into a deep sleep she let her last thoughts linger.
I'm going to get my girl.
A/N well that was chapter one. Next one should be up by Friday, hopefully. You know how it is when exams are over, everyone wants to go clubbing.
'Til next time toodloo