Title: You could be happy.
Summary: Chuck would do anything to make happy but how would he know.
Chapter: One shot possibly more.
Pairings: Blair and Chuck, Chuck and Blair.
Rating: M to be safe.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything.
Song: You could be happy snow patrol.
Chuck sat once again looking out at Manhattan, the skyline; Bass Industries owned half of it. Memories of his father managed to cloud the sky the one place he could look up and feel free now all he saw was buildings, he lost his love for a building. Chuck spent ages wondering figuring out why and came to the only conclusions he could think of. The Empire was exactly like him. Grand on the outside but cold, dead and lifeless, so many memories haunted the walls but that was all it had. Memories.
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Chuck turned his back, like he had turned his back on his life, his ways, his family, his friends. None of it matter it all reminded him of her. The thought of her tear streaked face haunted his memory, burnt on his eyes whenever he closed them. It was all he thought of.
"all I ever did was love you". The singles phrase that could break the exterior, destroy the interior.
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
Chuck looked back to see the bed that remained UN slept in. Chuck knew the second he arrived home that the bed had remained untouched on finally act of love. The room still remained untouched. Jack may have slept in that bed but it still held them, their moments, their love. It was theirs and he wasn't going to go there alone.
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Chuck picked up the pictures from the previous day, nothing had changed from the day before, nothing of great significance had changed she was still wearing the same expression she had the day she walked away.
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
Chuck sat down resting his head on the back of the chair letting the feeling seep through him. Chuck knew he should be hurting, moping but he couldn't not when she needed him. All Chuck could ever want for he was her happiness and she was going to get it. Somehow, somewhere she had to be happy all this hurt, pain and destruction had to be worth it. Blair Waldorf would do great things he knew it. It killed him to know he would never be there, never see the happiness but he had the pictures he got to see her face.
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world.
Chuck knew he would get through seeing her face, seeing her would be enough. It was always enough because he knew. Chuck Bass didn't deserve love but Blair Waldorf dissevered happiness.
AN: This is just a little something I came up with from listening to one of my favourite bands. Snow Patrol and watching Gossip Girl Season 3 Episode 13. I know not really has a plot but I wanted to get out hopefully and I mean hopefully no one can give Chuck a harder time that he gave himself.
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