This is my first fanfic so lets see if you like it. I would love reviews good or bad. Hope you enjoy.
This story takes place after Eclipse.
DISCLAIMER: I own nothing twilight
BPOV'
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I Spent the entire morning in La Push with Jake because the Cullen's were out hunting. I still wasn't allowed to be there, though no one had tried to kill me in months. After we got rid of Victoria everything has been peaceful. But Edward was still worried about me. The time I now spent with Jake I cherished. Knowing all to well that it would soon be coming to an end. Edward had agreed to change me after the wedding, which was only a few weeks away. The decision to be changed would take me away from my best friend and make me his mortal enemy. I secretly hoped he would have a change of heart. That he would be able to see past what I had become and still see that I was still the same old Bella. Time I spent with Jake was effortless and peaceful. Just like breathing. He had always been my sun and my rock when things went wrong. I would forever love him for that. Even if it wasn't the love he wanted. He was still by my side till the end. No matter what we were doing weather it was walking along the beach or hanging out with the pack at Emily's. It was like I was home. I knew the Cullen's should be home soon. I was reluctant to leave.
"Jake " I said.
" I know it's time for you to leave" Jake said sadly.
Jake POV
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As we walked along the beach hand and hand I wondered why she hadn't chosen me. What did that bloodsucker have that I didn't. I loved her and she loved me but some how that still wasn't enough. So I just had to enjoy the time I still had with Bella, my Bella. The days were ticking away and I knew the end was near. I tried my best to convince her to stay human but she was set in her decision. So now I had to deal with it. She would turn into what I was born to fight. It broke my heart to think of her as one of them. I wondered what it would be like. would she be like the other newborns we fought or would she still be Bella. As much as I hated the idea I wondered if somehow we could still be friends. Bella interrupted my thoughts.
"Jake " she said.
I knew all to well what was coming.
"I know it's time for you to leave." I said with sadness in my voice.
Knowing that my time with her was at best limited.
BPOV
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The ride home was quite as always. I sat there wondering if he was thinking the same things I was. It would hurt to have to live without him but I had made my choice. I wanted him to move on and have a happy life. He was my best friend and he deserved it . My mind was consumed with the many happy memories of Jake and I. Many images flashed through my mind. Taking me back to the time when Jake was my savior, my sun and made life worth living again. How exactly he put me back together is still a mystery to me. I was lost in my day dream that I didn't even notice we were stopped on the side of the road.
"Oops!" Jake said.
"What?" was all I could reply.
I was still wondering what was going on when Jake finally answered.
" I forgot to put in gas before we left La Push." Jake said smiling.
" Are you freaking serious Jake?" I yelled a little upset.
Then I saw the smile on his face and we both burst out laughing.
"I will run and get some gas unless you want to go hiking today." Jake playfully said.
Even Though I knew he was joking hiking didn't sound like to bad of an idea. I missed hiking with Jake and I wasn't sure if I would get this chance again.
" Actually Jake that isn't that bad of an idea." I said .
" Really Bella?" Jake replied a little stunned.
" Yeah I miss hiking with you Jake. I bet that you even know a short cut." I laughed because of the look on his face.
"Okay, if you really want to and yes I do know a short cut. Which will make it a little over a mile and half hike." Jake said with a big smile.
" Then lets go!" I said smiling back.
We headed in to the forest toward the Cullen's house or at least the way I believed the Cullen's house was. I was sure Jake knew what he was doing and I followed. I enjoyed the peacefulness of hiking with Jake. Hiking with Jake wasn't like hiking with the Cullen's, when someone always thought I needed to be carried. Jake never complained about how slow or clumsy I was. He just matched my pace. We walked in silence for a long time just enjoying the scenery and the company. Until Jake finally broke the silence.
" It's just over there a few hundred yards." Jake said a little sad.
We walked a little longer and I finally saw the break in the tree line. About then Jake stopped suddenly.
" Something is wrong I can feel it." He said a little worried.
"I will be right back. " He said in a rush and disappeared into the trees.
JAKE POV
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My mind was racing. I was worried about what the future would bring. Wishing I knew how everything would play out in the end. Would it be the nightmare I dreaded or would it somehow, someway all work out and be ok. I had been playing this battle over and over in my head for months now. It was beginning to drive crazy. I just didn't know what to do anymore.I wasn't paying attention, when the car started to sputter. Right away I knew what was wrong, I forgot to get gas. Dammit just my luck. I pulled to the side of the road cursing my own stupidity. Bella hadn't noticed yet she was still lost in her own world. I guess I would have to run and get gas I looked over at Bella who still hadn't noticed and said" Oops!".
Bella finally snapped out of it and asked "What?".
"I forgot to get gas before we left La Push." I said feeling quiet stupid.
"Are you freaking serious Jake?" she yelled.
I could see the irritation on her face.
" I will run and get some gas unless you want to go hiking today." I said with sarcasm. I turned and watched for her reaction but couldn't tell what she was thinking. Then she said something that blew me away.
"Actually that isn't that bad of an idea." she said with a smile.
" Really Bella?" Is all I could reply.
"Yeah I miss hiking with you Jake and I bet you even know a shortcut." She said with a smile.
" Okay, if you really want to and yes, I do know a short cut. Which will make it a little over a mile and half hike." I said I as I tried to hide my happiness.
"Then lets go! "she said.
We walked into the forest still in silence and lost in our own worlds.I thought about our hiking trips to find the meadow that she needed to see so bad. Though we never found it because my change messed everything up. So she went looking herself, only to find it and then almost be attacked by that bloodsucker. I don't know what I would have done if the pack and I hadn't shown up and saved her. I shivered at the thought. But we sure had fun tearing him apart and burning the pieces. I glanced over at Bella and my heart swelled with love. It was then that I wondered if our friendship had made through my change, could it make it through hers. Deep down in my heart I hoped that it would because I needed her as much as she needed me. She meant the world to me even if we could only be friends. I looked around and realized we were almost there.
" It's just over there a hundred yards." I said.
We walked towards the opening in the trees. When all the hair on my neck stood up. Something was wrong, I could feel it. Even if I couldn't hear them ,I knew.
" Something is wrong I can feel it." I said worried.
" I will be right back." I said as I ran to the trees.
I left Bella so I could phase. When I did many angry voices filled my head.
"It's not a scent we know!"
" How long ago was it here?"
"Can you track the sent?"
" Yeah! A new bloodsucker to rip to shreds!"
Finally I asked, " What is going on?".
Sam's voice filled my head " There is a bloodsucker on our land. Get home now."
"OK, but I am going to make sure Bella is safe first." I said.
"Fine, hurry!" Sam ordered.
I returned to Bella just before she was about to breakdown.
"What?" was all she said
I was worried what could be happening now. Was it the Cullen's or was it the pack? I was about to start hyperventilating, when Jake finally reappeared with a worried look on his face.
"What?" was all she said.
"There is a bloodsucker on our land?" I said.
"Go don't worry about me. " she said
" What if you get lost?" I said as we ran toward the house.
We were almost there and I could smell them. I knew she would be safe here.
"Now go in the house and stay there!" I roared.
" I will call when I have news." I yelled as I disappeared into the forest.
BPOV
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I was worried what could be happening now. Was it the Cullen's or was it the pack. I was about to start hyperventilating, when Jake finally reappeared with a worried look on his face.
"What?" was all I could say.
" There is a bloodsucker on our land." Jake said. The anger and worry clear in his eyes.
Jake refused to leave me in the woods, even though the house wasn't far.
" What if you get lost?" Jake protested.
I told him just to go and not worry about me. So we ran toward the tree line and the house. As we neared the tree line.
Jake said" They are here I can smell them."
He walked me almost to the house and stopped.
" Now get inside and stay there! " He shouted.
" I will call when I get some news" he said as he disappeared into the trees.
I headed to the back of the house full of worry and doubt. Who is out there? Are they after me? If they are, will they be the one to succeed in Victoria's task? However as I reached the vast back windows all other thought left my mind. As I peered in, I was met by a sight less welcome then my own demise. There on the couch joined as one, as two life long lovers, was Edward and Alice. My head swam with the sight. My Edward, the keeper of my heart, life and immortality embracing, Alice my best friend, the keeper of secretes, laughter and sisterhood. My vision began blurring, I knew tears would come soon. Before one single drop could fall I turned and ran. I ran far from what I had seen. Far from all the broken promises, betrayal and hurt I felt. I just ran.
Hope you all enjoyed and thank you for reading. I know that you all are thinking this is was supposed to be Bella /Jasper story. Well don't worry it is and will get there soon.