bella's point of view written by me. lol. i killed her here. she died just like that.
lovely isn't it?
serenity..
reserved..
these are one of the good things bout "death"...yes
it really feels good
it slowly creeps
it sneaks...very deliberate
cold. clammy. damp
its good even though its unpleasant
the coldness coming from my toes...upward
the shiver that ripples through the skin
excitement floods through me
really really lovely
spontaneous
i wish you here beside me
so you can see me
the works you have done
the streaks of your deadly words
it slashed through my whole
leaving me nothing...
nothing but emptiness
yes..yes..its a cliche
same old story
boy hurts and leaves the girl
stupid girl cries..then die..
stupidity...
i know you know that Ive been good
i love you
all about you
even your stabbing annoying words that day
that clearly shows your hate to me
but tell me
do i really deserve this?
the throe...the emotions that slowly crumbles in me..
i perfectly know that this is it...
the conclusion....
the ultimate extent..
the end of all my grief
yes, i did mourn
when you left me..
its like...you've killed half of me
and now, I'm finishing the other half
so i can be whole again...
did you see that???
of course you didn't see that when you left me
i think you thought that i would live a miserable life
i must admit, yes, i did live a miserable life..barely
but I'm dying with satisfaction..
contented and very willing..
suicide it not that bad.
crazy yes.
but it has its own benefits
it helps my problem with the whole half-thing...
it eased my emotional distress
and it terminates the life or existence of the sufferer...
now, no one will bother me now
and that's the best part of all this madness
i have waited for this moment..
the stillness...
it calms me...
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