A/N: My first drabble...o.o
Just wanted to take a little break from Love Reunited ^^ But, I'll get back to writing that, no worries.
So, yeah, R&R, the usual.
Disclaimer: (do I really need to put this for everything? It's getting tiring...eh, you can't be too careful, I suppose) I don't own anything from FMA...or FMA Brotherhood.

Winry's POV:
I looked out the window, onto the beautiful, open meadows and plains, spread across the farmland. The cows on Senya-senpai's farm are grazing; the two Smith brothers are playing with the chicken; the trees next to our house were dancing with the wind. It was the best day anyone could hope for.
But I wasn't just anyone. I didn't need all this. I just needed one thing to keep me happy. The more he comes and goes, the more I realize it. I grow more aware of that wistful sensation in my heart, every time he visits. Now, the small fluttering has become a strong throbbing feeling.

I miss you...

I haven't seen you in so long. What's going on?

Loneliness...

You always leave so suddenly. Where do you need to go that's so important? That's so much more important than just staying at home and having the life you deserve, with me?

Or are you even alive right now?

You come back with broken auto-mail and a scarred face. I pretend to be angry, but really, all I want is for you to be safe.

Very stupid...

This is stupid. I shouldn't waste my time wondering if you're always on my mind, like you are on mine. You're probably not.

Especially someone else...

Who am I to say that you haven't found another girl? Someone that can travel alongside you. Someone that's more worthy to occupy your thoughts.

Your auto-mail okay?

Did you notice that screw I forgot, again? I always mess up, even though I know your life depends on it. I'm sorry for being such a screw-up.

Obviously, I'm so slow...

I've had the whole childhood to do this, and I pick the time you're away to realize my feelings for you. It'll never go the way I want it, at my pace...

Unless...you feel the same way?

Are my feelings mutual? I'm scared you'll reject me. You'll laugh in my face until you realize I'm not joking, and then our friendship will become awkward forever more.

I looked down the the small, shiny piece of metal held in my hand. I rolled it around in my fingers, wondering when I'll ever have a chance to fix what went wrong, before it's too late. I've realized something during your absence. I'm afraid that if I don't say it now, I'll chicken out of it later.

Ed,
I need to give you something.
Stay alive.
I need to tell you something.
Come back soon.
Give me a chance to complete your auto-mail. And your heart.

A/N: Do you get it? I hope so, or else this drabble will just be a random string of thoughts...If you don't, read the first letter of every sentence in the middle part. It'll probably help...just saying. ^^
Anyways, read and review. :D