Robin had been out of
order. Totally and completely bang out of order. This is what Allan
had assured John, none of the others disagreeing. John had been
feeling, and looking, more down than usual after the events of late,
his fear of the Saracen mask may have seemed trivial in Robin's eyes-
but it had been very real to John. The others surrounding him
understood him more, they understood why he had been so fearful, and
though Robin went through every effort to be " a man of the people"
he was not one of them- he was, and always would be, a noble, even if
he tried as hard as he could, he would never not be a noble. They
tried not to hold it against him, but in this situation, they could
not side step it. They each felt about different situations.
Will did see Robin looking his way as if he were simply a child to be
looked after, good with wood but apart from that lets keep him out of
the way... We need someone to be a boy- Will, this is what you're
here for. He had hoped to leave that treatment behind when he stayed
with Robin rather than going with his family, and for the most part-
they had, save Robin. He could not count John's treatment of him as
this- he saw all of them as children, in John's eyes he was on the
same level as everyone else. Djaq likewise, just saw him as a man, as
with the others- and Allan, Allan sometimes forgot there was an age
gap between them. And, it had been known for Will to end up taking
the role of the older brother, the man was just so childish- it was
almost infuriating. Not so with Robin though, he acted as though the
few years he had on Will made him automatically know best- despite
the fact that Allan had only a year or so on Will, and Djaq just half
a year- but she had more "life experience". Will had simply
smouldered in silence, that is, until tonight. Saffiyah
yearned to be treated the same as the others. She may be a woman, but
that did not mean she had earned special treatment. The others- in
particular Will Scarlet and Allan a Dale- had, after a week of seeing
her work, taken her in as 'one of the lads'- of which she was glad.
John had taken slightly longer- mainly to do with the fact that his
pride was slightly hurt at his needing to be saved by her, but she
knew this would have been true of any person, be it man or woman. One
thing in particular Robin needed to do however, was respect her
differences without letting it effect his view of her. She upheld her
religion, just like he, and had different customs. Robin may have
picked her up from the ground when she had found herself in Prince
Malik's company- but she was sure he would have bowed to his king- it
was simply because it was Saracen royalty and she was not happy with
him. John was embarrassed. That was the one thing he hated the
most in the world- worse than being frightened. He had the life
scared out of him by a mask, which was made all the worse by Robin's
taunting. He was comforted with the fact that he hadn't been the only
one scared, that Allan had been also, but Allan hadn't stayed at the
base of a tree by himself, and had a Saracen prince thrown in front
of him, Robin shouting, what John took to be, 'this is what I think,
and so it must be right.' This was Robin's failing. He saw everything
he thought as truth, and didn't understand that while not educated to
the same degree as he, they were not stupid. Allan was almost
angry. Robin had proved, on more than one occasion, that he wasn't
perfect. And yet he still had this air of superiority hanging over
his head. He had seen it from the very start, but gave Robin the
benefit of the doubt, and thought maybe it would take a bit to adjust
to being an outlaw rather than a noble. Allan was the first to admit
he wasn't the bravest man in the world, but Robin completely
disregarded the fears of others. When the "tax-man" had come and
Allan had practically pleaded not to go to the castle- was he heard?
When they were then caught in the castle, he had been terrified,
scared witless. But the events of late had him more angry. When
his... when Tom had died, he was distraught. He had gotten help,
support from the others, but robin had been more caught up in
Marian's not fawning over him, and when thinking about Tom, just
thought about his failing to save peasants, it wasn't enough to allow
him to grieve- to be sad that Tom was dead- somehow, he had managed
to make it about him. Much was concerned. Their companions
weren't all that happy with Robin, and truth be told, neither was he.
He decided to have a word with his master before he damaged his
relationship with them too badly. After he left the others, they were
all quite down. He went to find Robin, who was... 'thinking' up near
Knighton. Once he had found robin, he had to make sure he would
listen, he made him sit, and listen, just listen to what the others
were feeling. Make him see that they didn't see him as one of
them. "Of course I'm one of them, am I not not out here as
they are? Am I not-" "But you are a noble, master. Nothing
can change that." "I do not hold anything over their
heads- I don't patronise them or-" "Robin." At hearing
Much call him by his name he stopped talking. "But we won, Much! It worked!" Robin had watched Much walk away and had
considered his actions, thinking about his way of dealing with
things, his way of leading. Much was right, he knew it. Robin made
his way back to camp with every intention of apologising and making
things right, but he had not counted on a variety of reactions. He
had spoken to them each in turn about what they felt, and how he
could right it. Djaq had nodded and smiled at him, telling him simply
of her wishes and leaving him be. Will expressed his frustrations and
told Robin straight, he was not a child. And as such did not expect
to be treated as one. John had been silent throughout Robin's
apology, hadn't looked at him through most of it. But had nodded at
him to express his forgiveness and gone back to his food. The
reaction which had surprised him was that of Allan, he had spoken to
Allan and the man had, against his usual character, gone quiet and
left saying he had to think. Robin could only hope to do better in
the future.
"You may not
realise it when you do it, but you do. You often act without
listening- we warned you about going to Nottingham with the
tax-man-"
