A/N- Okay I'm working on this story and hopefully it wont take me too long to update. But you never know. I hope the people who read it (Yes you) also review it. Actually I beg of you.

Thank you for all your help!

No I don't own Naruto......Yes I know sad right? I could make it so much better........*Sigh*

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5 months earlier

In school she was a nobody, nobody knew her as well as they could have, and nobody cared for her. She was a loner. Her days were spent watching the people she loved live their life's while she hated hers. Her name was Hinata Hyuga. Her mother betrayed her and her family by leaving. Her mother left her stranded and abounded. When she was an infant, any stranger could of abducted her. For all she knew she probly was abducted. How could she expect anyone, even her brother to understand? Her brother got everything he wants, and everything hes ever wanted. In her mind she was betrayed and was continually betrayed day by day by those around her who spread rumors like wildfire. To them, shes just another she had to speak in front of the class she froze up and started stuttering, and when everyone started laughing and making fun of her she often threw up. She had never dated anyone, never even had friends, unless you count elementary but to her that didn't count. She had an awesome body, and for that the other girls were jealous and degraded her making her think she was ugly and fat, and when the guys did look at her, which was seldom, they called her a slut making her believe that too. It got so bad that she had started throwing up whatever she did eat, which soon turned to just not eating. Then a guy named Kanji moved to the school and started paying attention to her. She thought that he actually understood her problems and really did like her for her instead of her body. Soon after he asked her out. To her it seemed like a fairy tale that could only happen in her dreams and so she said yes with very minim hesitation.

When her and Kanji started going steady it felt like one of her dreams had come true. She was one of the people to be seen with. She no longer stuttered. She had confedince. For once she could understand how her brother could be happy. Then her dream came crashing around her Kanji started pressuring her for stuff she was no where near ready for.

One weekend she walked over to his house with a picnic basic and went in when she couldn't find him anywhere in the Living room, and kitchen, even his fathers study she walked over to his room, and she opened it up and saw him screwing Karin. She ran out of his house and on Monday she confronted him about it at the school.

"Why'd you do it?" She asked him.

"Simple, your a fat, ugly, slut who wouldn't let me have my way with you." Kanjis only reply was.

Unfortunately everyone in that hallway heard and started laughing soon the word got out. And everywhere she went Hinata couldn't escape the looks, sneers, whispers, and the laughs. Hinata was looking for a way to get rid of the pain. And then one night she was watching tv and a girl had cut her self with her razor. Hinata had found her answer. After a couple of months it got so bad that she couldn't even wear short sleeved shirts without the teachers asking her if everything was all right at home. Her teachers took the time to notice, but her own family couldn't, much less the time to care. The people who she had once called her friends, made it worse. Everything she had ever told them got leaked out, her secrets, fears, and dreams. When she finally thought people were finally done tormenting her they pulled a sneak attack on her. They made it to where she was at breaking point. She couldn't even trip and she would start crying. Hinata was at her locker getting her stuff feeling alone her eyes watered up as she came to something in the back of her locker, a picture of her and Kanji. "Oh my god is the wittle Hinata about to cry?" Karin her ex-best friend said, her friends behind her laughed. "N-no." She said. Karin just looked at her, "Oh wait of course not your just realizing that everything that's going around about you is true. You are ugly. You are fat, god your so fat you make a pregnant whale look skinny." Karin and her friends laughed as they walked off.

Those words just kept on repeating and repeating in her head "Fat and Ugly, Fat and Ugly..." As Neji were driving them back to their house that day after school. Neji noticed she was even more quiet then usual but just shrugged it off as PMS or something.

"Maybe their right" She muttered when she was at home later that day. She was looking at her self in the Mirror and started 'finding' stuff that was wrong with her. Unnoticed to her she started crying, She looked for the tiny army knife she kept in her pants and opened it up through bleary eyes, gripping it so tight her knuckles turned white slowly she lowered it to her arm and cut her self on one of the veins in her wrist she didn't know that she had cut a main artery vain. A little while later Hanabi came in the bathroom to get something out of it when she saw Hinata passed out and a puddle of blood around her wrist, seeping through the rag she had put on it. Hanabi screamed out of fright. Her dad and Neji came running up the stairs to see what she was screaming at when they saw Hinata and rushed her to the hospital, to also find out later that she had a eating disorder, Anorexia was what the Doctor called it. Her family found out that she had been cutting herself for months, and that she had what looked like at least a hundred scars on both arms.

Hinata woke up 3 days later in the hospital.

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Hinata pulled on her long sleeved lilac shirt that matched her eyes to cover up the scars on that marked her skin. She turned and looked at her self in the mirror and pinched at some non-existent fat on her stomach and wrinkled her nose. Even after Neji, her father, and Hanabi telling her that her body was perfect she didn't want to believe, after all the months of abuse and those people making her think that their was something was wrong with her she couldn't believe them. She remembered that everything about that day. Her dad was so disappointed in her and when he sat eyes on her he had that look in his eyes... she couldn't explain it but it was just this look that made her feel instantly guilty and every night that look showed up in her dreams causing her even more pain. Neji and Hanabi wouldn't let her be alone they took away all sharp objects, made her eat at least 3 times a day usually more. She finished pulling on her baggy pants and studded belt and grabbed her jacket that was 3 sizes too big for her and started looking for favorite pair of worn VANS when Neji came through their shared bathroom that connected their rooms and leaned against the door smirking. "Looking for these?" He asked holding up exactly what she was looking for. Neji had startled her so much that she when she goes to look up at him from under her bed, she wound up hitting her head. She growled quietly at her stupid act of clumsiness as she rubbed the slightly wounded spot.

"Yeah" She said quietly "I was. Thanks Neji." She got them and slipped them on grabbing her black and purple shoulder bag as Neji walked back in his room she quickly grabbed her journal, that held every nightmare, every bad feeling, every degradable thought against herself that no one had ever read. It was her one thing that was private. She walked down stairs tucking it her book bag when she walked into Nejis friends. She instantly noticed the loud blond that was talking to a dark moody guy who slapped him upside the head when he yelled in his ear. 'Of course he becomes the popular kid....again and I'm left behind the loner...again.' "I-I-Ill just w-walk to s-s-school Neji" She said as Neji walked in the room "No, your coming to school with me and then your hanging out with me so no...incidents happen again." Neji said

"B-b-but I-I-I" she saw the glare she was getting so she hung her head "Okay fine." She looked at his friends who introduced themselves as Naruto Uzumaki and Sasuke Uchiha.

Neji was looking for his book bag when Hinata told her with out stuttering that it was in the kitchen where he left it last night, when she looked up and caught the other boys gazes blushed and looked down at her shoes and that was how she walked out to his Hummer. She let Sasuke have the passenger seat, as she climbed in the back and Naruto sat beside her. She looked at her shoes then at Naruto and blushed then looked at her shoes again and the whole cycle started again. Neji noticed and glared at Naruto not wanting anything to happen to his fragile sister. Naruto noticed the glare and turned to Hinata who was currently blushing and looking at her shoes. "Psssssss hey Hinata, why is Neji glaring at me?" He asked her once she looked up from her shoes. "Uhhh...I-I-I don't k-k-know N-naruto." She stuttered out. He shrugged then noticed her blush. "Hey are you okay, do you have like a fever or something?"

Hinata blushed more, "N-no I don't." She turned to the window on the way to her personal hell watching nature pass her by. All the while thinking of a certain blond next to her. 'We could never be togther. Hes happy, and I'm...I'm not. Nothing seriously bad has probley happened to him. I'm a person full with problems no one else should have to take on.' She looked over at Naruto. 'Hes...Hes...absolutely and utterly perfect.'until Neji spoke up as they neared the school. Just as she was about to get out and rush off to be by herself Neji spoke up.

"Hinata, since we don't have all the same classes together and since Naruto and you do, he's offered to show you around." Neji said as he threw a warning glare at Naruto "So Ill see you at lunch. Try to be at least a little social." Neji ordered the last part

Hinata looked up as she sighed. "O-okay." She told him before muttering to her self 'If it'll get you off my back Ill do anything.' Naruto heard her and started laughing. She looked at him and blushed but smiled anyways as She got out of the vehicle.

When they got their the teacher , who looked lazy and like he didn't want to be there made her introduce her self. Seeing every ones eyes on her she froze and looked to the floor as she started speaking, actually stuttering. "M-my name is H-h-hinata H-h-hyuga. I c-come from the sound with my t-t-twin brother N-n-neji." The teacher asked if that was all and she nodded and he told her to go sit by Naruto as he absentmindedly went back to reading a strange orange book.

"F-f-f-freak." A girl named Ashina said as she tripped Hinata while laughing. Hinata braced her self but it she never met the floor. Instead two strong tanned arms wrapped around her to keep her up. She looked up and was met with the deep blue eyes of Naruto. She instantly blushed a shade that would make even The reddest roses jealous.

"T-t-thanks N-nar." Hinata said quietly as she took her seat keeping her head down, letting her long purplish black hair shield the rest of the class from seeing her blush.

Through the rest of the class while Kakashi read his book, which she was oddly crouise about, others talked and ignored her. While Ashina and her group kept looking over and pointing at her laughing. She knew what they were probley talking about so she just sunk down in her chair and was tracing the pink scars that stood out on her arm against her white skin, while she was listening to her ipod. One certain song started to play that made her start reminiscing about all that had happened.

(Nobodys home by Avril Lavigne)

She felt it every day

And I couldnt help her

I just watched her make

The same mistakes agian

Whats wrong, Whats wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs

Where he belongs

She wants to go home

But nobodys home

That's where she lies

Broken inside.

The song was continuing to play as she got tears in her eyes.

"Hinata...Hinata." Naruto was trying to get her attention. She looked up

"Hey class is ov- aw man are you okay?" He asked seeing the tears.

"Yeah I'm fine just...allergy's" She lied as she pulled down her sleeve and they walked to the next class.