[A/N: I had nothing to do so here we go!]
You can't stop the future.
You can't rewind the past.
The only way is to escape.
Would you be more delighted to just press play, let it all unravel? Or escape and let everything that was supposed to be known to the unknown?
I like to think that my own little world was safe, I guess not. Not everything goes right, just like the saying "Men make plans and God just laughs." I bet he is laughing at me now.
I planned to marry him. But I threw it away, would I ever be happy if I married someone, knowing that he is cheating on me, I was happy to know that he was next to me, but that was not enough, I was insecure, wannting to know if his love was with me too. I was one of the blinded.
I blinked, cursing as the sun shone on my skin. Bloody, does it have to be spring? sweat dripped down, my palms felt clamy. He said he was going to pick me up in a few hours but you know what?
I wannted to suprise him for the first time. I nearly skipped down the street to his house, I wannted to move in with him, but he said he need privacy, so I gave it to him. around the corner to his house I saw him hugging someone.
I was suprised at first. I watched as the Woman pulled away walking the other way. I walked slowly, scared of the truth. He turned to him, his face deadly calm. He was wearing a tight fiting Low-V neck shirt with black sweat pants.
His hair was, messy, not just messy, very messy "Who was that?" I asked slowly "Just a friend." his reply gave me peace, at that time I thought that the woman was nothing more than a friend. I was just too stuipid to realize that no other girl would want to be just his friend, they would but only to get close to him.
He stared at me. "Go in." he ordered. I skipped inside.
"I'm was just going to take a bath, which I'm going to do right now, just do whatever you want."
I nodded , I watched him until his shadow and body as swallowed in darkness. I sighed, why was he so typical? I felt that he was permently putting a distance between us, it hurts when I think about it.
I slung myself against the soft leather chair. It smelt like flowers. He never smelt like flowers, only spice, with a hint of sweetness He phone was on the table, I was tempted, and of course I did look inside. At that right time, the phone buzzed, I opened up the phone than the text. I was shocked.
Tell her.
For me please. I want it to end, I don't care if she gets hurt, I have to have you.
~I
Yes I was pretty stupid back than. I put the phone back, making it look like I never touched it. Just than he came in. "What is wrong?" with ivory in his voice.
I must have looked really pale, 'cause when I spoke I sounded like a wounded animal. "I'm feeling a bit uneasy, I guess we would have to cancel our date.." I said as I rush out of the house and onto the street with the sunset blazing in the sky. I ran home that day. I kept think that teh woman was a stalker or they are just talking about work.
Later that day I went back to him house to say sorry. But when I got there the lights where off, so I thought he was sleeping. So I used my key for his house.
Inside i went up the stairs, thats when than I heard the moaning. I wasn't his but it was a girls. It sounded familier but at the same time unfamilier.
"You...talk to ...her." the girls voice came through with pants and moans. "I will." grunted his voice. My world broke down. I realized that I was right when I thought that he was cheating on me.
I creek open the door a little bit, just enough for me to see. I was angry. My insides where cold with neglect and burning with fury. Ino. My best friend was ontop of my to-be-husband; Sasuke.