This is my first fan-fic I hope you guys enjoy. Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN DEGRASSI.

Summary: What happens when Spinner realizes that marrying Emma wasn't the best idea and wants Jane? Will Jane welcome him back with open arms or will she have moved on? Sorry that's all I'm telling you guess you'll have to read the story then.

I wish I could take it all back- Chapter 1

Spinner's POV

It had been 2 months since I was living with Emma, 2 months since I had talked to Jane, and 2 months since I had stopped working at the Dot. Things were going okay but now and then that little voice inside my head would say what if i were still with Jane. I missed her, and although I loved Emma, I wasn't in love with her.

"Bacon and eggs is ready!" Emma shouted happily taking out two plates for us.

"Thanks." I said with a light smile.

"No problem, my cooking skills have really improved by this. So how is your new job Spin?" Emma asked as she grabbed the utensils.

"Great, i guess. I mean, it's a decent pay for working at a resturant as a bus boy." I said slightly upset. It had been 2 months and all I could do was work as a bus boy washing dishes and occasionally being able to hand out dinner to people.

"Well, I'm glad to hear that. Do you wanna go to the park today?" Emma asked finishing up her food.

"Uh, no I think I'll pass. I need to go somewhere." I said. With that I got up and left out the door. I just couldn't do it, marry someone who I'm not inlove with.

Emma's POV

I watched him walk out the door. I wondered what was wrong with him. Maybe he needed to clear his head. Maybe it was something more. I wasn't sure but all I knew was that he didn't seem very happy today. Either way I let him go and washed all the dishes. Maybe he just had something to do.

Meanwhile

Jane's POV

I kissed Declan lightly as we walked to the park together. I was happier. He told me everything about Holly J, and I told him the sad news with me and Spinner. Somehow along the way we just clicked and now we are together.

"So what's on the agenda today Jane." Declan said.

"Not sure, I have a ton of research to do though, who knew Yale could be so much work." Jane said sarcastically.

"Oh yeah, thanks for the reminder I should get on that." He said smiling. He gave me a quick peck then took out papers from his backpack.

We both sat there occasionally talking and helping each-other with parts of the papers. Nothing could ruin this day or any other day with him. He's special to me and I love him.

Well that is my attempt at creative writing. There will be a lot of drama and I think all of you readers will be surprised at the things that happen. Holly J, Declan, Jane, Emma, Spinner, Sav, Anya, and Sean will be in this story. I hope that everyone enjoyed. Please Review, even if you didn't like it.